didn't pitch this one

she said
she cut her wrist
photos
in our fucking texts
i am 
not made for this
i can
not take this shit
she said
her life is sad
blowing 
up my phone again
saying
that she wants me dead
but she
keeps on coming back

and i can't see
a future with
her in my life
but i won't leave
her pretty face
drives me insane
i cannot stand
to see her bleed

psych ward girl

neds declassified school shooter survival guide

this song wuz started 7 months ago

i wish u were in my bed
 i cant get u out of my head 
u rejected me 
now the wall is red 
sometimes i wish i were dead 
all the things that i said 
all the times that i bled
 i was such a bore 
i wish u were my slut
 i wish u were my whore

XD RAWR
RAWR 
RAWR

i wish u would give me a chance
 why cant u see 
im the one for u
 and youre the one for me

WE WERE MEANT TO BE 
WE WERE MEANT TO BE

why cant u see 
why wont u see

i wish u were in my bed
 i cant get u out of my head 
u rejected me 
now the wall is red 
sometimes i wish i were dead 
all the things that i said 
all the times that i bled
 i was such a bore 
i wish u were my slut
 i wish u were my whore

u r so dumb 
and u make me feel so stupid
to ever freaking think
that i couldve ever been with someone like u

im gonna shoot myself
but before im gonna shoot them all
ill make sure there all dead
ill make sure u regret what u said

Incel

DNR (scabzone cover)

Damn, I hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker / I hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker / Damn, I hate bein' sober / I'm a smoker /Fredo a drinker / Tadoe off molly water / But we can't spell sober /Ballout roll up / when we roll up / bitches on us / hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker / hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker

Hate Bein’ Sober

prod @1zakuro
ft @foreverstained

i just want to see 
if u even really fkn care
sticking needles in my arms
and now its bloody everywhere
feel the beating in my heart
start feeling like its gonna tear
said were meeting at the pool
but u were never even there

reassure me
tell me that u care 
ur heart is blinding
but i cant help it ill stare
entrancing love 
i see nothing else but u 
i'll b forever concussed 
if u dont make a move

i lose and i lose 
im pure i'll tell the truth 
come w me lets b happy 
i wanna get zappy 
pick me up ill pick u up too
my hearts cold thaw my neptune 
never thought that i would bloom
or that u could b my doom

i just want to see 
if u even really fkn care
sticking needles in my arms
and now its bloody everywhere
feel the beating in my heart
start feeling like its gonna tear
said were meeting at the pool
but u were never even there

zakuro - tell me that u care w/ lifeless

https://open.spotify.com/track/7x96gz7TyeCrGAwaihLPZ4?si=c030df75b28b4cb1

honestly i miss ur sweet text 
i want all the love u have i dont want sex
im losing touch of u 
and reality 
i just want the best 
like can u see
i dream nd dream 
hoping u get awake 
u can b my nya 
nd i can b ur jay (NINJAGO REFERENCE)
plz look my way 
i know im not the best
idk what to say 
but i'll make u feel great 

raaaaaaaaaaa
trust me, u can 
i wnt let go of ur hand
dnt know where i stand
forever im ur right hand man..

woahhahawooo 
woaahahooo
waaeaaweaaa

a few hours feels like an eternity without u Prod bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/3LynbBwefcenhOnGRQJ2Nb?si=b988c7e414e54395

my phone is where she lives
i rlly like her and i think that she knows this
i know that she wont give a shit
i have no hope ya
im a pessimist 
plz save me before the razor hits my wrist 

when ur sleeping all i think about is us
wish we could be together we would have like sm fun  
a although u show me signs 
i treat them as tricks playing on my mind
         
she wishes for an affectionate man
thankfully thats all i am 
while i make her smile
988 is on the dial
if u wont pick me
im not worth ur while
im not the best at anything 
so why would i compete 
if i blow my head off
will i be complete?
i wanna be ur someone 
this summer
our gloomy lives
will see the light

i dont wanna be pessimistic anymore Prod odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/6OE7QfoV1LqH91PDEetKvm?si=f4cd93c3405b47e4

do u feel it when i kiss the phone
all the butterflies
that are in my heart when u say u love me 
i dont like when u 
distance from me
can u put ur chest
on my body 

theres no more fish inside the river 
disappointed i head back to my pond 
luckily 
i have u
u stick out like a lonely swan 
lonely swan b my pawn 
make it to the end and gain my trust 
n b my queen 
lets get out of the scene
go m.i.a.
turn on dnd

dont hit my phone im in paradise
one glance at her and i melt like ice
told her i love her so much 
i wanna suffice 
she said she wants me to stay by her side
i said gladly i'll b ur knight 
b my lantern b my light 
guide me through the darkness
lets feed on each other 
no need to harvest 

i wanna ask how u think of me 
am i the boy u rlly need 
i've been broken before girls gave up on me 
am i all that u have i wanna believe 

am i the one u need
am i the only one that you'll ever see
ur the only one that i need
just prove one thing to me 
do u feel it when i kiss u thru the phone 
all the butterflies when i say i love u 
i know i've distanced from you
but i need u to trust me the way i trust u

lonely swan Prod bloodsekai

made this awhile ago didnt post on main cos its mid

i hate how shy i am around u
and i swear im just like other dudes
i know youre into pretty guys
maybe we'd work another life
x2

watching u silently
across the room
wish u could see
me and u
were meant to be
im sorry im so emphatic 
all i ask
is for one chance
to be with u
but inside in my head
its getting blurry
because im nervous
sweat all on my face
and surface

replay hook

im just like other dudes

ppwc

all black everything yaa wen i pop out 
i cant hear a thing my headphones are so loud
my body moves with the beat 
close my eyes im in the club
asked her who she wants to be n she said my slut
said she has another man i said idgaf 
really love how u dance when ur off of the drug
maybe u could take my hand baby we could fall in love
said what do we do from here i said all of the above

for the night plz just trust me 
for the night plz just love me
for the night plz just touch me 
for the night plz just fuck me

Incel

aj333