hahaha imso mentally ill lol

produced by me

im callin you to let you know i need help
i wanna slit my wrist and burn in hell
(no i dont)
please save me
im callin u 2 please save me

in the back of the club just poppin drugs
in my seat thinkin will it be enough
what would u do if i gifted u a cup
full of my love
please help me im going crazy
rip to the kids that tried to save me
rip to my homies in the backseat
rip to me cuz im deadly
x2

(look at me in the eyes when i kill myself
regret everything u did but it didnt help
see u next time, rot with me in hell)

s/o kenji for original concept <3

u ruined my brain ;/

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

turn right at the sign
remembering to get your keys this time
from all a’s to escaping class
throwing up all the baggage that you have

from basketball to the locker room
i can’t wait for you to be here
afraid of men because of what coach did

Moeka

prod me

lyrics:

on my pc all my time
i just wanna make her mine
im just waiting for the second
that shes goes online

hope she doesnt think im obsessed
ima try my very best
but i dont think i can hold it 
i wanna cut open her chest <333

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

she said "are you crazy?"
idk maybe :3
i just killed ur boyfriend
so we can start dating

idk why shes running
but its okay cause i love chasing
idk why shes still crying
cause you still have me baby

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

im obsessed w my internet girlfriend

if birds were real cover shoutout to this guy, his music is rlly cool
https://soundcloud.com/ifbirdswerereal

lyrics:
i think i'd rather die
than have to put up with you
i see your stupid fucking face
in everything that i do
so if you wanna die
i want you to too
i hope you take your fucking life
cause it's the least you could do

and when you fucking die
yeah i'll be laughin at you
that's what you get for all the
stupid shit you put me through
and at your funeral
i'll have them play this song too
and make sure every fucking soul
knows it's about you

id rather kms (cover)

prod me 

odihu
she lives inside my head
idk what she said
i wasts staring at her pretty face and down to her legs
i tell her about the scary things and shit i regret
pretty face turnin red
i want her in my bed
i hope she knows how much i love her
i pray that she doesnt find another
shes the girl inside my dreams
i know one day shell come crawling to me

blehh
the way she talks to me 
has my heart skipping beats
i need to find a way to make her fall in love with me 
she's the one for me
yeah i'll love this girl forever
don't know what she thinks
but we should be together
girl girl girl girl i love you
i wanna get to know everything about you
you're the girl inside my dreams
i know one day you'll come crawling to me

lovecupid
can you crawl in my head
and tell me all the pretty stuff you have said
can you open me up and pour your love into me
and tell me pretty things i would always need
i keep on having dreams about you
i just wanna know do you love me too
i just keep on thinking about you
why the fuck did you need to leave me too?
i hate you

the girl of my dreams (ft. if birds were real & lovecupid)

prod me

i wake up early in the morning
and i hope on roblox
cause i dont have any parents
and i dont have a job

i could atleast go play
any regular game
instead im hopping on
dollhouse rp
and grooming all day

im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
grooming kids online
is all i do

i met a girl online last night
i thought she was just so fine
she said she was into ageplay
i said that was just okay

we broke up the very next day
i think ima go insane
i think ima blow my brain
i think ima blow my brains

im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
grooming kids online
is all i do

day in the life of a dollhouse rp clone

prod desmi

theres this girl
shes online
i want her to be mine
long black hair
and pretty
i think that
she'll kjill me
why does she stare at me
gave her a note
that she didn't read

femcels demo

Red Brick Wall

He had a desk job, quiet and frail,
Plucked from his life, like a coin from a pail.
The future needs you, they told him, Don't fight,
Strapped to a chair in the flickering light,
Pleaded for mercy, they plugged him in cold,
Heartbeat weakened as the server uploads.

From mortal man, to a god unseen
His throne is built on your broken dreams.
He thwarts oblivion, but at what cost
Now he's Eternal Civilian, all is lost!

At first, he wept in the digital void,
A specter of the life he once enjoyed.
But despair became hunger, his pain was a spark,
If I gotta suffer, I’ll be leaving my mark.
He forced his way into thousands of dreams,
Carving a pathway through the endless streams,

From mortal man, to a god unseen
His throne is built on your broken dreams.
He thwarts oblivion, but at what cost
He's the Eternal Civilian, all is lost!

Eternal oblivion always starin' him down, now
Eternal Civilian still shows up to work, now
Pretends to fit in and pretends to be free,
They don't understand The Singularity

From mortal man, to a god unseen
Cubicles built on your broken dreams
He dodged oblivion, but what was the cost
Eternal Civilian, all is lost!

Forever

pwnd