is it my fault?

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sex that i need (grayskies)

watched you change (trynacommunicate)

lyrics 

you cried in my arms I 
cried your arms
I

stay in my heart 
till it fails
hope you feel the same

you cried in my arms I
you cried in my arms I

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cried in my arms (taymxru)

lyrics

you say 
that it's too soon
my time 
has not arrived
you feel
like I'm not enough

you broke me again
right where I'm dead
you broke my soul
can't believe you said

It’s not my fault
you left me to die 
wish u could see my cry 
while I’m still alive 
I'm not ok 
I wish you were here 
I wish you never walked away 
I wanted you to stay

you broke me again 
right where I'm dead
you broke my soul
can't believe you said

you say it's too soon w/ bathorysgrave (dsquarebeats)

lyrics:

you wanna bring me down
but i don't care anymore
why do i feel like i wanna disapear
from here
why do i kneel to your lack of sincerity
feel free

understand the times
dealing with the tides
reading in between the lines
there's no place to hide

there's no place to hide

you got the look of an angel
when did you fell from the sky?

why do i feel 
like i wanna disapear
from here
why do i kneel to your lack of sincerity

understand the times
dealing with the tides
reading in between the lines
there's no place to hide

there's no place to hide

ephemeral

Watch Me

bitemytongue

Footsteps fading into nothing,
Falling back where you once stood.
Words unspoken choke the silence,
Cut in dust and splintered wood.

I don’t speak your name, I bury
Every sound before it breaks.
Shadows crawl beneath the doorway,
You were gone before you came.

You were the ruin, I was the ground,
You let it crumble, never turned around.
If you stayed, would it feel the same?
Or was it lost before you came?

Hands in pockets, cold in summer,
Trains still hum a fractured tune.
I pretend I never wonder,
But the night still sings of you.

You were the ruin, I was the ground,
You let it crumble, never turned around.
If you stayed, would it feel the same?
Or was it lost before you came?

Stone and silence, steel and sighs,
Every ending feels like a lie.
Would you know me now, at all?
Or just the ghost against the wall?

You were the ruin, 
I don’t speak your name, I bury 
Every sound before it breaks.
No one stays, no one stays,
You were the ruin anyway.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Guitar, Synths, & Dreams
Brad Astra: Guitars, Bass, Percussion, & Soundscapes

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Recorded at:
Nude Studio, Calgary, Alberta

Artwork by: Brad Astra
Photography by: Brad Astra

Released under Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate. All rights reserved.

Produced by Brad Astra

You Were The Ruin

I've once again taken a different approach to my mixing and mastering and am so happy with it I want to redo everything again. It's a yay and oh ffs moment at this time.

cried in my arms (taymxru)

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