I’m too weak for this shit

Songs that use Idealism beats

Enjoy the 1 hour loop. Can someone upload this to YouTube plz? 

Dang this really getting views

XXXTENTACION - VERY RARE FOREVER FREESTYLE INSTRUMENTAL REPROD 1 HOUR

i'm too weak for this shit (idealism)

lyrics:

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too- I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

Im so Maury how I son these copy pastes
I ash on my vlone while he hang up his old navy
This power up in my cup could kill a baby
Im so deep inside this shit I promise u won’t save me
This some first take shit
On bass that’s earthquake
It feels like rapture how my whole entire room shakes
Got me sweating cause I know im not a pure soul
Still im gifted with this voice that lays ethereal
Her dad must be Phillips how she projecting
And her mom must be fedex how she hold my package
Pull up on my guys and they let that opera sing
Stay around too long I swear they’ll bring u damage

Fuck me and bite me and slap me and maim me and scar me and shape me and teach me the ways of the background U gave me I learned it and suffered the beatings and upsets
I am nothing but an object to you

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too-  I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

house Party  (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

If I lay this bitch I know the amermath
She said blow it my mouth and I will digest
Crazy bitches coming over shit get frightening 
I swear im sober baby its just the lighting
Really im high as fuck I pray I packed the vizine
Im so high im like a ufo sighting
I lay that bitch on top my table like a project board
U hate me well get in line Its tickets at the door
Course im fitted up what u think making money for
Prada on my jeans and my halo christian Dior

Grrrr
Grrrr bow
From my doggies car
U just lucky that that comment couldn’t hit my heart
General admission carts
Off this Julio
I press upon my counterpart

Texts on my phone
That I sent go green
I paint these white bitches up with my sunscreen uh huh
Obviously we didn’t work
But every time I glow up she go fucking berserk

Welcome to the church
U’ll be ripped apart neck down
Up until the purge I aint see us being shut down
Once she’s giving birth
We will eat em
In the name of the purge
Purge purge

The Church : Purgepurgepurge (scottysplash)

lyrics:

Bad bitch 
Public say she average
I like them avant garde
I might give her my package
I know u dont care about me
So why do u micro manage
If we settled down that shit would be abandoned
She said pay for tummy tucks
First I need my dick sucked
I know u been broken in
So I keep some condoms
I dont need a newer bitch
They gone internet talk
Its the usual
I just need a quick fuck then I keep it cordial

My boy I think u shitting cause that sound to me like shit talk
We point 38’s at him like we just made him plank walk
We had gave him 7 like its Ronaldo
Im taking supplements right now I feel like Johnny bravo
Heavy rain
I spray my web on her she Mary Jane
All in vain
I wake up to voided stomach pains
Im still the same
I just got accustomed to the drank
To the juice
She hit me high 
Im like who are you

Bad bitch 
Public say she average
I like them avant garde
I might give her my package
I know u dont care about me
So why do u micro manage
If we settled down that shit would be abandoned
She said pay for tummy tucks
First I need my dick sucked
I know u been broken in
So I keep some condoms
I dont need a newer bitch
They gone internet talk
Its the usual
I just need a quick fuck then I keep it cordial

Wraith talk
I Faith walk
Im a demon in this flesh but still I day walk
When my minds frozen over
I just kill something
I take pride in all these bodies I done picked off
Pew pew pew
I used the green dot
I spit regrets while this beat knocks
I have sympathy for lives lost
Still I eat on ones that just dropped
I did u dirty from ur grave spot
iPicked u cleaned and then I dipped off
I pour this four up now im Chris bosh
Blood on my face she told me oh my gosh

Credit Cardfraud (eric Godlow X Scottysplash)

lyrics:

Burn me to bits and I will cauterize it somehow
It was just a friend until myself had found out
I cant look at you the way I seen you act just now
I swear to god ill blow this bitch apart right now right now right now
I swear id kill u both if I could but I cant
I drop out the knife I held inside my right hand
Im not tryna weep when they bring me on the stand
She Pick apart
The skin on my chest and clutch my beating heart
I was warned
Still I toss aside that rocky start
We had had
When we had met
Now u fucking on anyone else that rap
U just a fan
Oh u break me
I think I Took too much
But I lay down and I sweat it out
Coming clutch
At this function my guy smoked me out
Double dutch
U so crazy how u jump around
Say u hate me then u telling me we’ll work it out
All this did was put me under
6 feet of this dirt im buried breathing
But im tied to her
I tried to break this bond but it didn’t work
but Still I hope u been well
I dont need to hear it go and give em hell
Sometimes these words are hard to keep to myself
Once I sip my drink
Maybe we could talk it out

The Shift (eric Godlow)

Riot

Revenge

Looking for a Star

Spotify

omni (racky)

lyrics:

cause you pull me close
deeper inside
and watching you fail
is not what i like
breathe slow 
until there's nothing left
you know we shouldn't end like this

please think this through 
i told you that i care
no need to rush into anything right now
and please forget
about everything about him 
cause i'm right here 

cause you pull me close
deeper inside
and watching you fail
is not what i like
breathe slow 
until there's nothing left
you know we shouldn't end like this

pulling me closer (skyway)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

this song is completely non profit

produced by @idealismus

lyrics:

blowing on pack
slept three hours flat
how the fuck that possible
that i cant go to bed

if im smoking more i swear i should be getting rest
its fuck up (for real it is shits crazy)

i dont think its the only thing i feel in my chest
got some old emotions buried deep inside my breathes
i can feel them burn me when i exhale my lungs
id confront them but i cant cause i forget where theyre from

hurt you
i dont mean to hurt you
but i dont treat sympathy as a virtue
im too involved in my own selfish mind
even though i forget who i am half the time

as i grow i tend to grow out of line
making time just so i can keep taking my time

no one really has the time to worry bout relationship
but everyone is doing it and no ones really saying it

tinder picking choosing
then delete it for a little bit
u know u like the ego boost
of people swiping right on it

but i do too
and im like you
i cry too
and friday night
im high like you
christmas break
im drunk like you
bad work day
slumped like you
im scared like you
not fair that you
shit on me when im 
just like you

i feel things too
i just make tunes and
the musics cool but
im just you

we are one of the same i know

im u (prod. idealism)

produced by idealism

lyrics:

man we really out here
damn its chilly out
get ahead of myself
always end up down here

round here
no one give a fuck about your feelings
youre numbers
no one get to know you think about it your nothing

i move forward hard head
its scary any day u could wind up dead
i put my money in the bank
if there was no saving me id save a little change
help the family with the pain
that was before my current angle on my brain
that was before i got too busy for the pain
way before when everyday would feel the same

feel like everybody like me more
real life friends would ask me what im crying for
said they said i need the sadness just to feel the force 
making garbage i dont like so you would like me more

is not the way it works
i put my feelings first
i put em in the words
persuasion never works
opinions rarely hurt
bitch ill die before i spin another persons thought into the works

okok alright alright
blueberry packed in the pipe
rain sounds coming from the night
damn

this track is completely non-profit

side street (prod. idealism)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

draft 001 (prod. idealism)

苦しみ (Prod. Idealism)

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i'm too weak for this shit (idealism)

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