Intended to be the first single for the Alaska Belle alias, an unfortunate series of events brought this song to a screeching halt. This is the only state in which it continues to exist.

In an attempt to preserve my previous catalogue, this song is available for download as part of the Alaska Belle archive on Bandcamp. It will also be available on streaming services soon.

Alaska Belle - When the frostbite thickens (2020)

@alaskasargent

https://ffm.to/silverlining_

Silver Lining (feat. Alaska Sargent)

https://soundcloud.com/selfdiscoverymusic https://soundcloud.com/alaskasargent

1,000 unique artists. 24 hours. On August 6th, 2022, the FORM community came together to make the most ambitious All Nighter yet. With tracks ranging from metal, to neuro funk, to acoustic and heartstring-pulling tunes, there is something for absolutely everyone across these 44 tracks. The hard work and groundbreaking ideas of the FORM community never cease to amaze.

One thing remains true: All Nighter is a testament to our ability to be unapologetically creative. Despite the sleep deprivation, render errors, and tirelessly waiting for your collaborator to wake up and submit the finished product, the process and the result are equally worth it. To create something out of scratch in a single day-- to create at all-- is an enormous feat. You simply have to get started.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 7 will be going to COPE, a charity dedicated to eliminating health disparities for the Navajo Nation.

COPE: https://www.copeprogram.org
FORM: https://artbyform.com/

Buy/Stream for Charity

Self Discovery & Alaska Sargent - farsight

@charlie-zacks

I'm scared to leave my room now
I'm scared to leave my house
My mom says it's unhealthy
That I never get out
I'm scared of the helicopters
Scared of the cops
I'm scared of the chemtrails
Keep my door locked

Keep in the filtered air
Recycle everything
Everywhere now
See me through my webcam
You know they can
You know they can
You know, you know

Don't want my life to pass me by
God damn it, maybe it's really my star sign
You said I'm prone to hiding
I said it's just anxiety
"Why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
Take the risk take the shot
And see wherever it goes"
I wish it was that simple
But I can't shake this syndrome

Another light show inside my retina
Drones around my head, satellites pick up antennas again
I wrap my table in foil
Off white color, I picked up another cigarette
It's a brave new world
Survival of the fittest, they control the citizens
Get the clock and watch it tick away to get right through the shift
It wasn't your choice, I'm not taking my chances again

Keep in the filtered air
Recycle everything
Everywhere now
See me through my webcam
You know they can
You know they can
You know, you know

Don't want my life to pass me by
God damn it, maybe it's really my star sign
You said I'm prone to hiding
I said it's just anxiety
"Why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
Take the risk take the shot
And see wherever it goes"
I wish it was that simple
But I can't shake this syndrome

PG-13 - Alaska Sargent Remix

charlie zacks - PG-13 (Alaska Sargent Remix)

Acoustic guitar and dulcimer recorded by Kaden Johanson of cookie meat / The Lovely Robot

Contains a sample from "Yours Truly!" by Pelican Party!, written by Cooper Alexander, Nathaniel Ivey and Nelson Green 

https://ffm.to/selfportrait

Lyrics
____________

I've grown a little tired of fanatics
I sing for little bugs that eat out holes inside my mattress
And wake up to their blood smeared on the carpet
I wonder if they understand the fear my mom has harbored
I've seen her go through too much for a woman
I know she wants it to be better, yet she thinks she shouldn't
I search around for change between the cushions
And maybe if we have enough, I'll take her back to Brooklyn

When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer

I fall into the chains that house the wicked
Remember all the names despite the embers of the bridges
It fills my heart with uncertain resentment
Why is it that when I have fun, I soon yearn to forget it?
The frequent getaways became so selfish
I jeopardized the house, I don't know how she worked around it
She said she has a flight in just a moment
I hope that she can see the magic that I felt in Brooklyn

When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer

New York

Piano recorded by Tristan "monikrr" Valenti
Drums recorded by Abigail Warner of The Lovely Robot
Acoustic guitar recorded by taiyoukei

Artwork designed by Alaska Sargent in collaboration with Meredith Franklin

Lyrics
____________

Cycles and cycles of wires around my neck
Particles on white walls expire through your sunset

You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat

I give myself up to you
Just so I can hear you say
You love me
You're happy
Where you are

Padded with fabric, I crumble when I'm without your presence
You've really done a number on me, do you regret it?

You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat

I give myself up to you
Just so I can hear you say
You love me
You're happy
Where you are

I'll tear out my insides
And let you wander in my mind
I'll smear it all upon your face
And let you feel a fresh disguise

You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat
For you

Body Horror

https://soundcloud.com/alaskasargent
https://twitter.com/alaskasargent
https://alaskasargent.com/

NXC188 - Alaska Sargent - Jenny

Written by Alaska Sargent
Produced by Alaska Sargent and Self Discovery
Backing provided by Brooklynn Ivy
Piano recorded by Tristan "monikrr" Valenti
Acoustic guitar recorded by Kaden Johanson of cookie meat / The Lovely Robot
Drums recorded by Abigail Franklin 

ffm.to/selfportrait

Lyrics
____________

My mother told me
That my father fucked her friend
And even though I looked shocked
I stared at the clock
And I knew it was all pretend

I'm in the Tahoe
4 o'clock, he took me to a dead harbor
I've never seen his eyes so red
And when I saw her
Open up the door, and they looked at each other
Then and there, I knew Virgin Mary couldn't care less

I'm sorry, mother

She didn't know it, and as far as I remember
I forgot to bring my jacket
As he walked out of the door that day
I could hear my mother screaming
Her voice continued breaking

"Open your eyes up
You're blind to the cold
I fell for that side of you
Couldn't process it all
Motherfucker
Now I shrug and sit alone
You taught me how to love
And Mary stood beside the altar"

I hear the crows call my name
I'm sorry, mother
I hope you never change

Virgin Mary

Written and produced by Alaska Sargent
Additional arrangement by JHL
Piano recorded by Tristan "monikrr" Valenti
Acoustic guitar and bass recorded by Abigail Franklin of The Lovely Robot

ffm.to/selfportrait

Lyrics
____________

I hate my friends
And I don't doubt
They're all so sick of me
And my pageantry
I offered a home
And we'd hold out
Until I fell out of speech
And left her bleeding

Am I on your mind?
Give it time, I'm sure I'll be forgotten
Another hit or two, I'll be fine
It's just my
Sativa indigo

Untamed heart again
I break out in pieces
You watch me on the edge
When I drain the liquid from its insides
I can't come to the phone, my heads in clouds
Is it such a crime?

Am I on your mind?
Give it time, I'm sure I'll be forgotten
Another hit or two, I'll be fine
It's just my
Sativa indigo

Sativa Indigo

https://alaskasargent.com

A conclusion to the To era.

?yerg nrut nedrag eht tel ohW
derussa-fles erew uoy fi em ot eil ot evah t'ndluow uoY
sgurd fo elttob a htiw moor ym ni enola m'I
niaga yrt dna yrt I os dnA
suoivbo ti sekam gnideelb ehT
seye nworb ,og uoy tel t'nac I
eybdooG
tuo enohp ym werhT
emit eht nrut dluoc I fI
traeh ym fo mottob eht morF

With grace
Erase me
Unphased
You've saved me

Hold me
I forgot my cardigan
Playing those old cards again
As I bleed

A reflection of a better me
Is all I ever want to see
I scream my name at the top of my lungs
And no matter what, I have to flee
The shackles that have grounded me
I have to break away to meet the sun
What have I become?

And as I conclude
I leave it to you
My broken angel
Can you stand for me?
And while I bid adieu
I know this love is true
My broken angel
You feel my heart beat

A reflection of a better me
Is all I ever want to see
I scream my name at the top of my lungs
(Can you feel it?) And no matter what, I have to flee
The shackles that have grounded me
I have to break away to meet the sun (What's the point of being numb?)
What have I become?

poem, chapter two

featuring @fearozzles
guitar recorded by abigail franklin of @thelovelyrobot
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/alaskasargent/ayfs/

Hold your hand out
Where did we take the fall
And what did we surround?
Hold your tongue back
From the wolves that close you in
Before you take another chance

You feed like a leech
And grit your teeth
And yet, you smile
And look up to me

Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?

I don't know what your intentions are anymore
And I don't care
You won't break my trust anymore

I rather distance our space than another sleepless night
And from all the shit you've done to me
Can you get the fuck out my life
It was unforgivable
Self destructible
So predictable
I'm fed up
All I endured
Unavoidable
Always miserable
But

You feed like a leech
And grit your teeth
And yet, you smile
And look up to me

Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?

Are You Forgetting Something?

AYFS?

Are You Forgetting Something? (feat. fearozzles)

hi, i'm alaska. this is my second account, where i post sets, edits, scam rap, and other below average creations

you can find my main account down there 👇

Alaska Belle - When the frostbite thickens (2020)

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