all proceeds from this release will go to the National Alliance to End Homelessness (https://endhomelessness.org/)

vocals:
@saoirsedream
@wishlane
@itstooscar
@e7ellie
@scooter_boi_musick
@can-of-bliss
@bhproducer
@t0rr
@nebita

production:
@t0rr
@nebita
@st1cksyea
@draf2k
@itstooscar
@soupandreas
@can-of-bliss
@user-607541836
@acloudyskye
@dylazy
@wishlane
@dossyx
@saoirsedream
@musicbyrift

freakout

A NEW KIND OF LOVE, WRITTEN BY G. SIGSWORTH, IMOGEN HEAP, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, EVANGELINE.

A new kind of love
Genetically altered
Enough of "Love Lite"
And "I Can't Believe It's Not Love!"
I can't help myself
And you don't have to say that
"It sparks across flesh
You'll feel it kicking in soon"

Are you falling in love?
I've a feeling you are
Are you falling in love
With a feeling?

So you're running late
And it's not even like you
You were doing so well
Did the dog eat your homework again?
I can't help myself
Cause my friend says in real life
"It's only the police
That ever come looking for you"

Are you falling in love?
I've a feeling you are
Are you falling in love
With a feeling?
Are you falling in love
Or only feeling you are?
Cause if you're falling in love
Let me feel it

I've been busy, you know that
You know you're just saying that
Are you going to get that?
What's that supposed to mean?
I've been busy, you know that
You know you're just saying that
Are you going to get that?
What's that supposed to mean?

To Hear Your Voice

A New Kind of Love

A New Kind Of Love

@phimtown
prod. by me

Time’s relative
As I get older it goes fast
Pushing myself way too far
Call me back when I hit the ground
Intoxicated
You don’t see what’s to come and go
When you’re at your weakest
They’ll come to your life to knock it off

I’ve been living like this
Torn down, fucked up
I didn’t even realize
It’s time to wake up from this
Daydream’s over, get back to real life
Paralyzed yet active
The fake promises haunt me
When I’m at my weakest
They’ll come to my life to knock it off

Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only, only if I can-
Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only if I can turn it back to start

I’m at a point where I think I am just a bother
Gonna kill myself and be the story cutter
And what doesn’t kill me is supposed to make me stronger
But I guess that was a lie cause I still feel hungover

I can’t do this anymore
I’ve been feeling like a whore
(like a whore)
My heart's feeling sore
Tell me why can’t I be yours
(I be yours)
Never really knew me, girl
Don’t even know where to start
(Where to start)
You've broken my heart
I’m slowly falling apart

I’ve been living like this
Torn down, fucked up
I didn’t even realize
It’s time to wake up from this
Daydream’s over, get back to real life
Paralyzed yet active
The fake promises haunt me
When I’m at my weakest
They’ll come to my life to knock it off

Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only, only if I can
Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only if I can turn it back to start

(Time’s relative)
(As I get older it goes fast)
(Pushing myself way too far)
(Call me back when I hit the ground)

Bandcamp

call me back when I hit the ground (w/ phimtown)

Bandcamp : https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/bokeh

show me the reason of it
am I even worth of living?
I get it but never can feel it
I'm frightened
tired
I don't know where to hide
the eyes keep staring at me
even thought I know they're not

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
(x2)

my room's not comfy anymore
(you'll find yourself stuck in your bed)
I found myself lost track of it
I don't know where I'm now
one step forward two step back
getting further as it goes

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might loose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

Bokeh

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stream

facelift, i know everyone in the room

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

____

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https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

____

Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/SZW7eoFDP6k

ITS TRUCK MONTH BABY !!!!

thanks to @jessephamel for the cover art and the MUSIC VIDEO!
thanks to @wishlane for backup vocals on the last chorus !
thanks to all of YOU for your love and support !

lyrics:
i'm scared to leave my room now
i'm scared to leave my house
my mom says it's unhealthy
that i never get out
i'm scared of the helicopters
scared of the cops
i'm scared of the chem-trails
keep my door locked

keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

i'm tired of baggy eyes
of being an adult
white guys on youtube always tell me it's my fault
i need to try to meditate
get off of these meds
if there's no [redacted] left
then fuck it it's the end



keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

PG-13

@scrobaby

Lyrics:

what it really takes
im on my own im on my own now
i dont like the way
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and you let go of the wheel
tryna find yourself in the crash won’t heal you 
but i dont have a stake in this
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going to?
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going

bad at explaining cause i care bout your reactions
wherever this flower blooms i guess I’ll have to
and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure

im on my own im on my own now
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more 
kaleidoscope
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)

Jedwill, Scro - Kaleidoscope

defsharp Goes On A Nostalgia Binge—Ends Up In Albuquerque?

defsharp @ Camp Boneyard 2

Nora

made in 24 hours
@hellojuko
@iamsloy
@therobyguy
@elidrinksgrapemilk
@aaronkusnier
love u guys :)

~lyrics~
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

might fuck around and trash the toaster
i'm so sad i'm getting older
and i've been feelin tired on my iphone
been feelin like it's never over
and i will never get full closure
cuz i will get up now, in the end!

falling out from friendships
really gotta take a shit
i been feeling so down, but i been feelin so up
and i don't fucking get it
i really wanna get out and dip
and i'm a chicken cuz i'll never make the first move again
and maybe ur right, it was a loss from the first sight
i'll never see u again

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

I just wanted you to call me
And tell me I'll be alright
You left me out for murder
Now I just want a burger, a burger
I just wanted you to call me
And tell me I'll be alright
You left me out for murder
Now I just want a burger, a burger

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
YO ADAM BROTHER, DROP IT HARD!
OKAY!!!!!!!!!!

(i think i'm tired of whoppers now)

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

bh, JUKO, SLOY, ROBY, grape milk, aaron kusnier - BOBBA

my debut album OVER MY DEAD BODY releases on May 16th

the new single AU CONTRAIRE is out now
get2u with @apathrose is out now
https://ffm.to/aucontraire
https://ffm.to/get2u
https://overmydeadbody.xyz

amateur poet
contact@alaskasargent.com

A New Kind Of Love

Alaska Sargent

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