lyrics//

most ppl don’t know the reason
you left that night

i’ll eat a mouthful of words
you wont hear me right

each time i try 
its for my family line
hope that when i die
that youre there waiting on the other side


when you left i never felt the same
when i go out now i hide my face

youre taking years off my life, im bleeding red
you saw right thru my lies and went to bed

im sorry about it
still mad about it now
one day youll find that, in more ways you let me down

bleeding red

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

prod. cxrter x irby



lyrics:
ima keep counting till the sun up
big bands, high end brands ima show off
deep fried, lemme cook, im a sauna
i can make it big, ima show her

she cant even look at me, im shining
if she ever walk on me, im fining
talking with the fairies, im flying
icgaf about no timing

bitch im cool
who tf is you?
on a groove
baby, tell me what it do?
making moves
got on my dancing shoes
shades on too
spotlight shining through (x2)

Kiddamo:
im drinking campagne in a limo
im staring at your house through the window
you turn this shitty town to santo domingo
multi persaonlity im stuck in a limbo
in a limbo, oh
in a limbo, oh, oh
im talking like an asshole but i think you could do better
told her shes so perfect that i wish i never met her
i hope you see the beach when you read these love letters
shawty fell in love because ima go getter
smoking on some runtz and these pringles extra cheddar
shoutout to the kid in bangladesh that made this sweater

scorpio:
bitch im cool
who tf is you?
on a groove
baby, tell me what it do?
making moves
got on my dancing shoes
shades on too
spotlight shining through

spotlight (feat. Kiddamo)

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

w/ @user-642636378
produced by king theta
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(cxrter)
they say i’m acing
used to the lack of, complacent
call it an anomaly, but i’m breaking
i’m stagnant by myself
so hidden in my shell
cause i’m trying to decipher what’s even implied
trying not to leave it all unsaid, i’m fine
like a semi turning cities, i’m swinging wide
satisfaction, is it fake when we say goodnight?
where's the trial run? we all just turned 21
just reminders of all things that i haven’t done
no directions, expectations of fantasies
gardening misery
yeah i’m so sorry

she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

(halfhearted)
and it happens to me every time
you got a two faced love, i don’t wanna try
if its all my fault, then i’ll testify
i try to break your fall when u call at night
called it off
applying pressure
wrote a song
left it on your dresser
if i was wrong, then it’s nothing new
i gotta bite my tongue when i talk to you
i’m better off now
cause i was at a loss, and i couldn’t be found
couldn't get across cause the the bridge had burned down
i’m out of options

(cxrter)
she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

ace/21 (feat. halfhearted) (prod. king theta)

Produced, mixed and mastered by DZO DIGITAL

[Lizzie]
Send it back, return it, I don't want it anymore
It looked good on the shelf, but now I have buyer's remorse
Your love came with a defect
I'll box it up, I'll find a stamp, print out the label
Won't hold my breath, but hoping soon that I'll be able
To return to sender

And it goes like this...
You had me 
wrapped around your finger
Easily 
We're heading to the future
And it seemed
Like we were living in a dream
Love unique
Like nothing you or I had 
Ever seen
Your angel number tattooed 
On my knee
What a memory

[DZO} 
Angel tat on your sleeve
I rep 333
I'm back like a memory
Sign for your package please
You got me stuck in a dream
I woke up, it was actually me
Maybe in another life
I could still be free
Swear your love got me trippin
I'm on that overnight shippin
What if I just came through?
You ain't gotta be so rude
Why you gotta leave so soon?
DZO on the beat, so smooth
I'm bouta make a move
I got a message to send to you

[Lizzie]
Send it back, return it, I don't want it anymore
It looked good on the shelf, but now I have buyer's remorse
Your love came with a defect
I'll box it up, I'll find a stamp, print out the label
Won't hold my breath, but hoping soon that I'll be able
To return to sender

Return to Sender (ft. DZO DIGITAL)

lyrics ⬇️ 


i like your lips my love but you dont talk
wont work at all i know im far from you
but please dont insult me
id rather you ghost me as you do
and its a shame that i cant trust a single thing you say

a dusty brain i can’t explain all of the stuff that i went thru
dropped from a crane
cant word this pain but i promise you its nothin new 
want me to blink
wake up to drink
i slowly sink i see its true
no saving grace thats all i’ll say
i cant escape when you dont prove
I know ill lose
theres no excuse 
cuz i cant shake this grave today

say it to my face
or ill be in your way for awhile girl
you dont want that for sure
yea you dont text back for hours at a time
lowkey it massacres my heart when you say that but never why

never wanna know how i feel i keep it in the back of my mind
runnin out cuz i know know that you think i wouldn’t see
but you don’t got a clue cuz you dont know me
Know i wish you could
i had all the time in the world

Dont cover your eyes
i wanna see them in the light
just once jus once
just one “more” time
i never expected you to feel like i was always what you want
know i never was know i never was
well i wish that you could see what i saw

as you do (everest)

in my head

Vails x Mackk - not so special
Prod. By Mackk
Vocals from vails 
Lyrics below:

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

Yeah yeah I break down when the world gets loud
Yeah yeah Smile on my face but I’m not proud
Yeah yeah I’m just a ghost in a fragile shell
Yeah yeah Been through heaven, but I stayed in hell

I been runnin’ from the pain I feel inside,
Smile on my face but it’s all a disguise,
Bottle it up, yeah, I keep it in tight,
Pray for the day that I’ll finally feel right

You see hope where I see my flaws,
I see cracks where you see no walls,
I keep falling no hands to hold,
Heart too numb, it’s already cold

It’s already cold it’s already cold
And now I’m freezing, now you’re leaving
Now I’m grieving baby why you leaving me 

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

#rap #melodic #vails

Not so special

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