I swear these crows don’t do nun for u except get you stuck 🗣️

lyrics

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

i miss those nights 
cuddled up during the winter we're soul tied
my brains succumb to the wither on both sides
like fuck tryna forget her
cuz now im packing my bags
im building the bags under my eyelids
and you're too attatched
and im way too sad for it to be august
and yesterday holds memories that im losing
i dont remember much nowadays
i dont remember much nowadays

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

for now, im no one (p. muzcean)

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Yung Van Verse
maybe I didn’t try enough
If I tried harder you would notice
I guess it don’t matter now
I’m no longer in your focus
I shouldn’t need you, I just can’t convince myself
I feel the need to be there when you need my help
Now I’m so numb I can’t feel a thing you say
I told you the truth, just to throw it in my face
I shouldn’t have stayed, you don’t care if I’m in pain
To you it’s just a game, I don’t trust a thing you say
You left me with trust issues
I feel ashamed when I miss you
You made me look like a fool
Thinking that I coulda been with you

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Vails Verse
Say you wanna leave but I know you wanna stay
I see it in your eyes, you don't know what to say
You pack your things slow, no direction, no hope
I'm really tired of the games, we keep hurting in this way

You're holding all your pain like I haven't had the same thing as you
I really miss on the connection but I guess that we're through
It cuts deep in my heart
Knowing our ties got fraid
The breaking was inevitable
You'd hope I'd stay
But it's impossible
I take credit
I won't let this continue
There I said it

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

you said you wouldn't leave. (prod. cxrter & jolst)

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

prod. by @wraithontheporch

@AVXiD
look where we are
funeral suits in the back of the car
tastes like tar
but i like it
oh i love it
i wander the dark
feeling this hitting my heart
(i love it)
peel off the flesh like its bark
(i love it)
you know that i’ve been marked
(i love it)
i'm stuck looking up at the stars
(i love it)

i smell blood in here
can you tell me why that is
the scent of rotting tissue
blows in thru the window

@enyusroom
the organs, they fill up this ball pit
visions they haunt when i’m shutting my mouth quick
(empathy slipping away)
is that what i’m made of?
am i just really a monster?
i’m fading like smoke in the cold
was i ever solid or constant?
i followed to dig up my tomb
i feel like i’m holding the grudge here

so stop it now
watch me
wipe off the blood from the biting
i'm closer now
to the edge
to bury those screams in the silence

the hunger for blood made me
change how i move on this earth now
rip me apart in two
drain out the source as the lights drown

funeral suit (wraithontheporch)

prod. michael harrison

lyrics

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

am i worth saving
reflection in the mirror says he hates me
a shell of me walks through life bravely
knowing how brittle ive been lately
its crazy
i dont cry, its just to tiring
i wont lie, its eating every part of me
cause i tried, but failing too damaging
now i shy, at the thought of someone loving me

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

brittle (michael harrison)

birth m.m.m

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

CUANTO VALE, CUANTO CUESTA (prod.txmq)

Prod. Michael Harrison 
Sorry I’m so experimental
Lyrics~

I’m so unspoken 
It’s all so hopeless 
This pen and pad the only way I’m copin 
Is it the tree that I drag  or the asthma that got me chokin 
No don’t come in please I’m ok  I’m just smokin 
But I haven’t seen you in weeks 
Talk back to my door as it speaks
Just checking in, can you breathe 
Answer me now and I’ll leave 

I been tryina write these tracks 
About what I feel but they trash 
Then do it again and again till I crash 
knew the caffeine wouldn’t last 
What a drag 
As I waste all the traits that I got from my mom and my dad 
I know this time it’s my bad 
I’m Haunted by all the ghosts from my past 

It’s crazy cause you’re like a poltergeist stuck in the shell of a man that you used to be 
Fuck you I hate you get out of that room shits getting old just give up on your dreams 
The puppeteers back at my door I can feel all his malice intent as he tries to tell what to think 
Like shit let me breath, quit pulling my strings

feed me to the noise

picture perfect

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

rock bottom

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