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who am I
a year gone by

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Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

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cloudburst (xfchiba remix)

Window Cover, Unclean

[26]
COVER: @indubivalmente

hey guys, ENJOY!!!!!! :D 

i worked really hard on this one and i hope it shows!!!!!!!!!! if u like it make sure to drop a million likes and reposts!!!!!!! 

original demo: https://soundcloud.com/jumpupsupplier/bandoum-1

love, bandoum

started: jan. 2024
finished nov. 2, 2024

rush

open-eyed

available on bandcamp

contains samples by: 
lorenzobergamin.bandcamp.com
@tristeverit

sorrow

original credits
https://soundcloud.com/miocenememorialgarden/just-for-now?si=02c11921823f4ba78b90186f574cf8f2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
@miocenememorialgarden

waffled between posting this short cover here or on my acoustic alt but i decided to be brave and post it here! i love this song so much!!!!!

miocene memorial garden - JUST FOR NOW (xia ver.)

Write down
The things that she feels somehow
She waits out
To see who is real now
They're too loud
She knows she can't heal in the crowd
Get out

It takes time
To come out of her shell
She wastes life
Living in her own hell
Her mind
Isn't doing too well
Oh well

Your secret's safe
Cause you're never letting it go
You're feeling hate
But you're never letting it show
I don't know
Why she stays at home
You feel awake
But you're laying in bed all alone
They say your name
But it says something else on your phone
I don't know
How she stays afloat

Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?

Erased
All the things that she wrote this time
Locks all her emotions inside
Escape 
To the books that she reads at night
Tries to hide

But they watch her
Fall down to sleep
They all haunt her
But she can't weep

She dreams of afar
And to be who we are
Is it in the stars?
Or is it in her heart?
Is living so hard?
(All I see)
It tears her apart
(I can't be me) 
Is it in the stars?
(Or in my dream)
Or is it in her heart?

Your secret's safe
Cause you're never letting it go
You're feeling hate
But you're never letting it show
I don't know
Why she stays at home
You feel awake
But you're laying in bed all alone
They say your name
But it says something else on your phone
I don't know
How she stays afloat

Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?

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Alexander Panos