//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

//

ˈUθ'θalaɪ & 𝒮𝒫𝐸
to be, my own self

//

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

Dream Extinction

rest [lay_ur_head_down] -͙˚ *. ⋆ ༘✶

I started writing this song in the spring of ’22. This time was spent listening to the music of Yuki Kaneko and Manuella Blackburn while immersing myself in the flowering local grasslands. I was struck by the delicate, secluded intimacy of Yuki’s album “rut”, the jaw-dropping detail of Manuella’s “Formes audibles”, and how this music accentuated the surrounding landscape. I tried to capture this feeling and the sense of renewal it inspired while honoring these wonderful artists.

https://alexanderpanos.com

art in collaboration with Zachary Schwadel
instagram.com/zschwadel/

includes a sample of the title track from "rut" (and/OAR, 2008) by Yuki Kaneko
instagram.com/yuki_kaneko_bd/
https://www.and-oar.org/moar_2.html
many thanks to Yuki for generously allowing its inclusion

aperture, for meadow

my second sample pack is here!

payhip.com/b/6ZFKg

try the free demo: payhip.com/b/Wg4aO

get both packs as a bundle for 25% off! : payhip.com/b/tc9Nd

this is a successor to my first one (sonos) and it has been FUN creating/perfecting it.

these are fresh sounds taken and arranged from long sound design sessions/mudpies and recorded foley. the pack also includes re-mangled audio files from my past projects.

this will be my last samplepack as i will be moving to Patreon soon, where i plan on putting out monthly samples, project/sound design breakdowns, and exclusive bonuses. get closer to my work! i hope to see everyone there! (as soon as i set everything up)

i hope you enjoy the sample pack showcase made by my very talented friends.

@jianmsic for the amazing cover art.

demos:
@dern0 @aquoferne @viznode @whyawe @dowfimusic @cash-official @jianmsic @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @proxdotbleep 

listen to @whyawe's demo here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDccifsk_H4

as always, thank you so much for listening

genesis (samplepack showcase) vol. 2

Minami is one of my favourite japanese singers so I had to make a small remix

Minami-main actor (ilyness Botanica Remix)

original credits
https://soundcloud.com/miocenememorialgarden/just-for-now?si=02c11921823f4ba78b90186f574cf8f2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
@miocenememorialgarden

waffled between posting this short cover here or on my acoustic alt but i decided to be brave and post it here! i love this song so much!!!!!

miocene memorial garden - JUST FOR NOW (xia ver.)

sample from:
https://soundcloud.com/yfwqp/not-the-same-between-you-and-i

you and i

prod. og thraxₛₘₒₖₑ yₒᵤᵣ ₛₕᵢₜ ₐₙd ᵣₑₗₐₓ
fᵤcₖ ₜₕₐₜ bᵢₜcₕ ₜₕₐₜ yₒᵤ ₛₘₐₛₕₑd
ⱼᵤₛₜ ₗₑₐᵥₑ ₜₕₐₜ ₛₕᵢₜ ᵢₙ ₜₕₑ ₚₐₛₜ ᵢₜₛ cₒₒₗ

ₚₒₚ ₐ ₚᵢₗₗ ₛₑₑ zᵢg zₐgₛ
ₛₕₑ wₐₙₙₐ fₑₑₗ ₛₕₑ ₛᵢₜₛ fₐₛₜ
yₒᵤ ₜᵣy ₜₒ ₚₑₑₗ ₐₙd ₛₕₑ ₐₛₖₛ ₜₒ ₕₑₐₗ

fₒᵤₙd ᵢₙ ₐ fᵢₑₗd ᵢₙ zᵢₚₚₑd bₐgₛ
yₒᵤ ₚᵤₛₛᵢₑₛ ₛₜₑₐₗ ₐₙd ₐcₜ ⱼₐcₖₑd
ᵢₗₗ ₗₑₐᵥₑ yₒᵤ cᵤₜ ᵤₚ yₒᵤ ₐcₜ
yₒᵤᵣ ₜₑₐₗ

wᵢₙdₒw ₛᵢₗₗ gₑₜₛ ₐₜₜₐcₖₑd
ₘy wₕₒₗₑ ₗᵢfₑ ᵢᵥₑ bₑₑₙ ₐₜₜₐcₖₑd
by cᵤᵣₛₑₛ fᵣₒₘ ₜₕₑ ₜᵢₘₑₗₐₚₛₑ
yₒᵤᵣ ₙᵢₗ

bₑ ᵢₙ ₜₕₑ ₛₖy ᵢₗₗ ₖᵢcₖ bₐcₖ
ₛₘᵢₗᵢₙg wₕₑₙ yₒᵤ ᵣₑₗₐₚₛₑ
ₒᵣ fᵤcₖ ᵤₚ  yₒᵤᵣₗᵢfₑ fₒᵣ ₜᵣₐₛₕ
ᵢₜₛ cₒₒₗ

Fᵣᵢdₐy ₙₑᵥₑᵣ ᵣₑₗₐₓₑd
cₒₘₑ Fᵣᵢdₐy ₛₑₑ wₕₐₜ ₕₐₚₚₑₙₛ
ᵢ ₙₑₑd ₐ ₗᵢgₕₑᵣₛ ₐₙd ₘₐₜcₕₑₛ
fᵤₑₗ

ፚᎥᎶፚᏗᎶᏕ (Ꭾ. ᎧᎶᏖᏂᏒᏗጀ)

ponte en mis pies

https://alexanderpanos.com
https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos

aperture, for meadow

Alexander Panos