Come on, man!! That was brutal, blew my mind!!

one of the few artists today that i believe is simply a cut above the rest in every aspect of musical production

This song helped me to return in life after mental breakdown. Alexander, you're my live saviour

This will be studied as modern classics, historical shit

Sound Design / Botanica

//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

//

ˈUθ'θalaɪ & 𝒮𝒫𝐸
to be, my own self

//

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

Dream Extinction

//

who am I
a year gone by

//

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

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Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

Sutter

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process. Over the past 4 years, these have all been things I've struggled to bring to fruition due to my own shortcomings. Nascent is the embodiment of all the emotions which emerged from this struggle.

Writing this album eventually became a source of this conflict. As I created the music which was supposed to help me find peace, I watched the rest of my life begin to atrophy. In many ways, Nascent is also about the writing process and its consequences. Despite this, I would like to believe I've come out the other end having grown because of it.

I am changing. I am learning to be willing, learning to take the shackles off. Who I am and who I want to be are starting to feel like the same person. It's been an insane journey and I am so grateful for it. Thank you everyone for your enduring support and patience. I hope this music finds a place in your life.

Q Windswept

vale

my midterm project for a computer music course
pure audio driven arrangement, no direct midi composition

all about me

open-eyed

available on bandcamp

"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠,
𝐍𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭.
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥,
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐬,
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞.
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠."

A lullaby for myself.

𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥

Redstain x Galgish - Grapevine

venturing - i love my friends cover

guitar by me

Even when they lie, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)
Even when they leave, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)
Even when they forget, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)
Even when they neglect, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)

He gave me hope, I fell in love (and I thought I was the only one)
I wiped my tears and drank the blood (and I thought I was the only one)
The summer's brutal in Arizona (and I thought I was the only one)
And I’m fine with burning as long as I got to know you (and I thought I was the only one)

(he gave me hope, i fell in love)
(even when they lie, i love my friends)
(i wiped my tears and drank the blood)
(even when they leave, i love my friends)
(the summer's brutal in Arizona) 
(even when they forget, i love my friends)
(and i'm fine with burning as long as i got to know you)
(even when they neglect, i love my friends)

i love my friends

it should be.

The release of this piece is also an announcement that I am in the process of creating my debut album, which includes and is represented by Cycles. It’s a long road ahead, but I want to thank everyone who has shown their support thus far. I can promise you the end result will be honest, captivating, and sincerely unlike anything you’ve heard before — this is just the beginning.

Cycles

I make experimental electronic music and art. 

https://alexanderpanos.com
https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos

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