self prod

lyrics:
im fallin through the clouds
can't get these crowds out of my head
these voices are kinda getting loud
so i think imma sleep instead
mmm

ooooooooohhhhh
woooooahhhhh
ahhhhhhhhh
ohwoahahowhah
oooooohhhh

the clouds upon my feet
just like pillows
i might be in the sky
but things are getting real low
you're the one who lifts
me off the ground
the atmosphere just shifts
when were in the clouds

woahoohh

ooh ooh
ohh ohoho hoh

na na nan anan ananann
nananan an anan da dadnadan
ndandan daa da danad ana na
nanananananana na
dad adada
*jolly singing blah blah*

falling through the clouds

PRESAVE

51 hours of work over nearly 2 months

https://miraonthewall.bandcamp.com/track/small-world

artwork - koyamori (https://www.deviantart.com/koyamori/art/terrariums-274205066)

--- Lyrics ---

I'm in a small world

My life hangs by a twisted fraying thread
Get betrayed by fate and I might be dead
Too overwhelmed to try the one way out
Yet I cannot wait I can't do without
I can't just run away to fix my life
Problems have no place they stick to my side
Yearning for touch from half the world away
Dreaming in my bed wrapped around my tear stained duvet

I'm in a small world

I'm in a small world
Connections race away from me
And I'm just a small girl
Nothing as far as I can see
My arm is reaching
Out for a hand to hold me tight
But I'm alone here
Lovers are all far out of sight

Far out of sight

I must rely entirely on you
I can't talk like they do
I don't get preference though
You've closer friends in tow
I have this envy overwhelming me
Drowning in jealousy
Yet only joy I see
In my periphery
They said you need to show the creeps your face
To hang around our space
Kicked right back to the curb
Another week of hurt
Dragged myself out of bed and got dressed up
Been waiting for a month
Cancelled cause you were drunk
I guess fuck me for getting my hopes up

I'm in a small world
I'm just a small girl
My arm is reaching
But I'm alone here
Far out of sight

Far out of sight

Far out of sight

Small World

i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

wonderful! ft. vai5000

Main Theme for the MinnHax2023 Gamejam i participated in!
You can check it out here: https://brainfreeze1026.itch.io/cloud-bound

Huge thanks to the rest of the team <3

Remastered mix uploaded on September 9th 2024

Cloud Bound Main Theme (MinnHax 2023)

Discovery

smoke a bitch like an elf bar

sweet tooth 145 bpm (vibes)

Met with nothing but hate from the world she knows, she seeks out a new comfort. 
-
The first single to expathmia's upcoming concept album!

The Occurrence

samples used:
demi lovato - heart attack
ericdoa - dancinwithsomebawdy
calvin harris - i need your love (feat. ellie goulding)
daniel caesar - get you (feat. kali uchis)

[LYRICS]
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that,
I think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it
Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it

Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow
Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow

think I'd have a
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

think I'd have a heart attack
think I'd have a

leumas - deadwithoutlove

Neutral to lightly positive, minimalistic, sparse musical underscore for media. Processing / Thinking Time / Story developing. An alternate version without the "stops and restarts" is also available. (Stem files available.)

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Cloud Bound Main Theme (MinnHax 2023)

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