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Thorns

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mine (prod imyzuli)

(Noah &) "The Whale"
28/10/23 - 05/03/24

The name comes from the band "Noah and the whale" which is a band me and my mother like

This song has taken the longest to figure out in terms of meaning, it's pretty weirdly structured, very chaotic, vague, but still wholely sincere
and then it hit me: this song is about my mother, alot of the characteristics of this song really come from her personality and I guess in a sense it's written about our relationship
I love my mother, she's one of the most chaotic, unapologetically "themself" people, and I owe a lot of things I like about myself to her, and I guess I underestimated how much influence she could have in my own art.
I struggled figuring out a name or identity for this track for so long, and I remember going to the shop with my mother and she made a random throwaway comment saying "I wonder if you sat here long enough if you would see everyone you'd have ever met?" and that just hit me really hard and I wrote it down as fast as I could.
In terms of lyrics it's less connected to parents and mothering, but a lot of that notion of sitting in one place and actually seeing everyone you've ever known, and that space inbetween reminiscing and when another person would come along, and how hard we try to avoid confronting ourselves and our own flaws, or even mortality in a sense? the latter half is more linked into parenthood and growing up in general, realising in the space between how your childhood has died, and that all the younger versions of you have died along with it, and you sort of "shed" yourself each and every day, leaving traces of past yous behind, but it doesn't get any lighter, and you still learn new things about yourself, like how much you love your parents, and realising that they were never "bad" parents, they were just trying their best; and there's nothing more you could ask of them than that.

LYRICS:

And they say "if you sit in one place long enough, you'll see everyone you've ever known"
Well I've seen everything and everyone I know

Are you scared of what's inbetween?
(Can I get what I want?)
And I'll move mountains from their place
(will you?)

And the sky is mourning
the death of your childhood
(reflection)

there's mould growing, on my walls again
there's mould growing on my walls again
am I supposed to be grateful?
am i supposed to be grateful

Little Faith

The Whale

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Stratus - Sixth Room

Savior

album i've been working on. thank u @snowyhills for making the cover art <3
1.waiting
2.underwater mall
3.fantasy
4.bubbles talking
5.resting
6.sunshine
7.hallelujah lullaby

Drifting Down A Stream

beat samples an unreleased brakence

couldn't help myself
and im lost in this check
but its nothin i'd tell you about

i keep addin to my catalogue
every song feels like less
of somethin id be proud of now  


waiting for answers im looking above
stared at that paper until i threw up
spun out the highway made sure u were fine
it might be nice if i could call you mine
and i care more than you're willing to
and i fear this isn't something you wanna do
im broken i got residue
im sober but im so drunk on you


sitting alone in the dance hall
ill be no different and thats all
put all my trust in a lightbulb
splatter the red on my white walls

i got no pride i wont stand tall
idk why ur so spiteful
stole it from me thats not rightful
im on the edge think i might fall

nice call
hope u know you misplaced your trust in me
nightfall
waiting for all of it to go dark on me
thats all
i'll always be the same me
red walls
idk how much more comes out of me


couldn't help myself
and im lost in this check
but its nothin i'd tell you about

i keep addin to my catalogue
every song feels like less
of somethin id be proud of now

i care more than you're willing to

from "couverture2" by AlphaVersion Records
mastering @puru

couverture2

Night wind blows

A PHIXEL SAMPLE PACK FINALLY!!!!!!! ill probably release this whenever i think people would want it

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lyrics:
Saw you, i was watching back there from the front
Lost you, take off as i break into a run
straight into my lungs, i would take you like a punch 
Want you, will i sink my teeth into my tongue 

i think of you often
fill my head with nonsense
see you just enough to have you always on my conscience

every time i miss a chance and notice that you left
thoughts fill up my head
of all the things i should have said

~~~~~~~~

Pushing hard, down the boulevard tryna find you
Busted out the door, out the yard, right behind you
Moving smart, bullet in the dark, made a blind move
I’m crazy cuz i really like you

Can you tell me where you go?

Tell me where you go

~~~~~~~~


Disappear and bounce
You got all the answers, wont open your mouth
Did I miss my chances, stepping like a cloud
Maybe thats the last time I’ll see you around

tell me did i lose it
hiding by excuses
i was feeling anxious
now im feeling stupid

and if i could defuse it
disable my alarms
maybe i could fall in your arms

ever since you left
dont know where you went
will i ever find you?
will i see you again?


~~~~~~~~

Pushing hard, down the boulevard tryna find you
Busted out the door, out the yard, right behind you
Moving smart, bullet in the dark, made a blind move
I’m crazy cuz I really like you

Can you tell me where you go?

Tell me where you go

TELL ME WHERE YOU GO

Picture is a thing a friend of mine sent me on swapdoodle
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i wish it was easier to go to sleep

i wish it was easier to fall asleep

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@parkinglotsunshine
@user-177606669

i wish it was easier to fall asleep

alex .°☆

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