HYSTERIA

PILS

@skullish is the creator of this beat and this mashup i jusst covered it Skullish-https://on.soundcloud.com/FkXce

also might add vocoded vocals to the begining 

bros hella talented frr

ill take it down if needed just hmu

Arizona Skies (Skullish) Braden Ross - break! ft jaykim  Cover

on all platforms soon <3

did i say something wrong
or did you hear what i was thinking? 
i hope it doesn't fall apart 
when i confide in you the feelings that you're given me 
did i write too many songs? 
or was the melody familiar? 
please don't keep stringing me along 
if this is something that'll go nowhere, i'll stop and stare 

paraonoia started taking me over 
can't avoid ya, and im not staying sober
just tell me do you prefer progress or closure 
cause i'm okay with either one, but the ladders never fun

i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound 
to fall for you somehow

when she reads to me, or sings to me
i'm falling and it's stupid deep 
found the hoodie i let her keep a year ago 
when she's next to me, its heavenly 
her eyes i see reflecting me 
her smile, feels like ecstasy, did i let it show? 

you must be acting you came in with no reaction
now every moment is passing, 
i thought we had gained some traction 
what happened 

but now your back in, do you feel any satisfaction 
i should have kept you in past tense 
rehearsing the interaction
shit it's crashing

i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound 
shit it's crashing
i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound

agnosia

KEEP UP! (w/ paleblue.)

hello!

time goes by so fast nowadays..

excuse the major drop off 😌 
life got a little rough behind the scenes but i am continuously working on the best of the best! 

we'll catch up pretty soon ..
here's a few tracks i love but dont feel as though they are up to the standard i'm aiming for! 
all produced by myself. 

enjoy! x
ps. more soon :*

FOOL [demo]

AND WHEN THE WORLD GOES DARK [demo]

YOU AND I

God Is Dead And Everyones Leaving

Every night before I go to sleep
Another tear drop leaves my eyes
All at the thought that you’re not mine
(You’re not mine)
So when I dream about you
I hold your hand
So I stay asleep for as long as I can
(For as long as I can)

Cause in my dreams you’re what I adore
Cause in the present you ignore
Everything we used to have
I miss the way you used to look in my eyes
But then it turned out that it was my demise
How the hell did you think you were right
I said I’d never give up so I’ll fight

I still believe in us and maybe it makes me crazy
But I’ve been wishing maybe you had a little more faith in us lately
Never deleting your pictures they sit untouched
Cause I still cherish every memory of us
I knew you would throw it away
But even then I still begged you to stay
I knew that you would run away
But I still begged you to stay

During the nights where I cried
You used to tell me its alright
Cause you’d always be by my side
But now I cry alone

I thought about ringing you up last night
When I thought about ending my life
When I looked to my right
Seven Pill bottles in my sight 
And I realized 
Maybe Im not alright
Cause at the end of last night
I wished I didn't wake up
Cause I said I’d had enough

A Collection Of Thoughts From Last Nights Breakdown (Prod.King Theta)

prod. monto
with guitars & bass performed by isaac sammons
mixed & mastered by monto

AND WHEN THE WORLD GOES DARK [demo]

Alez Karlo