Saw the winter through my window.
Guess I never felt the wind blow.

How? I don't know where the time did go.

Now it's Spring, maybe I'll venture outside today, but probably not...

I've been sitting in my bedroom all day,
don't got nothing left to say.
Scared of New York and the people it homes.
What they see in it I'll never know.

Oh, I'll never know where this time did go.

Now it's Spring, maybe I'll venture outside today, but probably not...

Agoraphobia

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg
Mastered by Ruairi O'Flaherty
Cover Art by Jonah Schwimmer

Video

Try My Best

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg
Mastered by Ruairi O'Flaherty

© ℗ Everyone's A Robot // Good Dude Music, Inc. (BMI)
Available on all streaming platforms.

Things They Say

tell me how to speak your language
get attached or avoid - it’s the same thing
i don’t wanna play this game no more,
‘cause nothing ever changes just feels like cold war

like Raegan played in the 80’s 

missile’s ready for launch 
it’ll come at sundown
then you stop hitting back
makes me feel so dumb

iron curtains surround your place all day
troops turning back, but then you say,

“did you mean it when you called me on that Tuesday,
when you told me you were working through the night 
did you feel it when you texted me on my birthday?
always seems like you just wanna waste my time”

should i tell you that i loved you when i was 13
is this a game or do you notice we are playing
hasn’t felt the same since in New York,
but nothing’s really changed just feels like cold war

since we were young

missile’s ready for launch 
it’ll come at sundown
brain’s turning to mush
and it feels like a comedown

got a Western Bloc to surround my face
troops turning around, but then you start to say,

“did you mean it when you called me on that Tuesday,
when you told me you were working through the night 
did you feel it when you texted me on my birthday?
always seems like you just wanna waste my time”

Cold War

Been at this red light
for what seems like a life time
haven’t moved far
do I turn right?
or just stay patient
soon as I move, it’ll switch
so I’ll stay right here
and just stare straight ahead

Potholes changing
my exit’s fading
seatbelts tighten
so I’ll just stay right here…
but did you get off
in time before the storm?
should I be scared,
pr can I stay calm?

Been at this red light
for what seems like a life time
haven’t moved far
do I turn right?
or just stay patient
soon as I move, it’ll switch
so I’ll stay right here
and just stare straight ahead.

Spotify

Red Light

Two in the morning:

crying to me doesn’t help
tell it to me just don’t yell
get lost with me what the hell
trying to be somebody else

lost in a path of want to be
struggling to find identity
lost in apathy

Lost In Apathy (Demo)

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

All the memories were forgotten. 
All the things we said were wrong and 
we all pretend like yesterday 
didn’t happen like it’s all okay, isn’t it? 

I have become a stranger 
and I fear I’m in danger 
of losing you and all of it. 
I'm losing you I’ll miss all of it... 

All my memories are fading away. 
All my memories, they won’t just stay. 

All the peace it turned into progress, 
but it seems that my life is this whole big mess. 
And I fear that I’m in danger 
from all of this bottled up anger 
from losing you.

All My Madness

Memories Forgotten

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg
Cover Art by Jonah Schwimmer

Sleepwalking - Single

Sleepwalking

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

my mind keeps racing
all my mistakes and
fear controlling
this fucked up person

and I keep waiting
we’re conversating 
yet I can’t think
be real with me

should I keep chasing
you’re all I’m thinking
the fear controls me 
you’re so confusing

stop playing these games
you keep running astray
baby what can I say 
to make it all go away 

should I keep chasing
you’re all I’m thinking
the fear controls me 
you’re so confusing

my mind keeps racing
all my mistakes and
fear controlling

Cold War

All My Madness

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