Days Of Thunder

Which Way To Go

Undying - Lay This Life Down

Drowning in my sorrows

I wish to go back to the meadow
Where we had shared a memory
I long to be where breezes sway
the trees and they dance happily

The flowers growing wild and free
I think that they grow just for me
To watch them as they grow their petals
Do you think they’re aware of me

I’ll sit and wait for you to join me
I see you smile as you’re approaching
I’m glad that i am not so lonely
And you seem happy just to hold me

meadow

the night i found out

did you read those poems 
that i wrote for you
well i threw up
when i drew up 
those words 

you look like you miss me
maybe you would pick me
but he holds 
you close
god it’s gross

has he ever kissed you 
was it new 
well i grew too
without you

does he know your eyes yet
is he prettier than the sunset
is he all
you saw 
in me 

is he 6 ft over 
is he 2 years older 
is he there
does he care

gross

Ikilledabirdoncewheniwassevenandihaventbeenthesamesince

Vocals / Guitar performed by Zeo Benedetti
Drums performed by Ashton Lundi
Bass performed by Aiden Sheehan

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Zeo Benedetti

Written by Sesame

Soon Again (Why'd We Let it Go?)

Near the water, close to feeling

A descent into solitude, sorrow, and self-erasure.
This album explores the fragile intersection of despair and beauty through the lens of DSBM. Layered with raw emotion, distant screams, and cold, atmospheric textures, each track bleeds a quiet kind of suffering. Isolated, numb, and unrelenting.

Recorded by one man in existential silence, this body of work is not for catharsis, but for confrontation: with self, with memory, with the void.

There is no hope here, only reflection.
There is no light, only the flicker of what once was.

after my lips are blue

A more radio friendly sound. ASMR vibes. 432 hz

Raymond Kidwell: Lyrics, co-song writing, vocals

Hired pros:

Guitars: Artem (helped write the incredible guitar) and Vanja G (to make the chorus heavier)
Frank Pitters (with Raymond Kidwell) mixing
Maria K: Bass (writing great bass lines)
Bernando: drums (incredible drums in this though we turned down the volume on drums in this one)
Andres Blanco: keyboards

Sound Sample used: Ari Takeya Lullaby From Lyra 

Lyrics:

The loser doesn't need to outrun the lion
The loser just needs you to fall and get eaten
The loser wants you broken and defeated

Not defeated

Through a dark world you are calling
Ashes of yesterday turn the sky grey
whispers of something I cannot touch
the uncracked world I'll never see

And if my soul were to wither in my arms
I would never stop running towards
that glimpse of reality; that glimpse of life in me
Broken but not defeated

Not defeated

Soon Again (Why'd We Let it Go?)

Sesame

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