HYH feat. Alruna and Nick Ferreri

prod: joshwa
mix & master: me

https://soundcloud.com/user-348728432
https://soundcloud.com/vvvalll

lyrics:
i've been looking down at empty bottles of rum
saw your post with him it's getting hard to move on 
thru our imessage your location is still on
three am links you kno the taste of his tongue
crazy how you could move on so fast
drivin thru ur street, fuck it, i hope i crash
i've been spirialing, thought u knew about my past
next thing i knew you were gone in a flash

how'd i kno you'd leave me like everyone else?
yeah your touch was toxic, but i luv how it felt
yeah our love was toxic, but you were still mine
one in a mili, you are one of a kind

spiritless:
i've been spending way to many days on my own
driving by your house and hoping that you were home
tatted up my body, baby do i stand out?
hoping that you like me bc i don't like myself
and it's bad for business, everybodies always up in our business
hoping that you respect me and you hear my wishes
your love was toxic but it never misses
wish we could go back and you could be my missus
don't wanna put us in a bad position, but i rly love you and i hope you feel this
bc it's all for you, yeah yeah

val:
sometimes i just wish i was someone else
and maybe if i could, id actually ask for help
it was so toxic how u left me in the dark
but id always adore u ur shining like a star
can't u tell how hard I try?
i hope that id never have to say goodbye
and all those thingsi would never do to u
i just hope that we could sort things out like how people do

oneofakind +spiritless & valberrie (joshwa)

Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0VYdyrzMYMjwmac0GhHftT?si=B1Jt3_LoSEmYBrWRILNhCA

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
- Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro
- Instagram: instagram.com/iambolboi

💜prod by dercept 
- Youtube: https://youtube.com/c/proddercept
- Instagram: instagram.com/dercept

💜my socials
- instagram: instagram.com/alrunaxo 
- twitter: twitter.com/alrunaxo
- discord: Alruna#2197

Raven + beastboy >

Lyrics:

I’m tired of losing my friends for you
I’m tired of loosening the noose
To be put back on by you
Like I don’t have a choice but to lose

The silence is evaporating 
Then we go back to extenuating 
Then you bring up that conversation cos 
you you you 

Don’t know where the hell your brain is
Bet you don’t even realise our love is fading
Push another button and you’ll find that I’m replacing 
you you you 

I just wanna let go
Set sail on a world on my own 
I won’t go home 
Bout as far as I know 

Got my gps cloaked 
Going ghost
For the most of the time 
So I’ll be alone

See ya though
Wont hit you up anymore 
I picked my road I left a note 
Now we’re headed for the storm 

You said that you loved me now you switching up 
As if it wasn’t tough enough now I roughen up
Got me up and running with my hands on the gun
The plummeting has begun and through the atmosphere I spun 

Let the edge of the world swallow me if it means 
I’ll understand why I’m better forgetting 
All my skin to my cells gonna burn from the speed
Not even hoping that I’ll land on my feet 

Been since January now the thoughts of you are imaginary
I been chasing visions they kinda blurry bout you you you you
Straight emissions from your spirit reminding me of what I’m missing 
When it’s hitting it got me thinking bout you you you you

I can’t pick myself up I’m the floor and 
I sit here collecting dust from the night to the morning 
I told myself I won’t give up but now I won’t  move without a shove until I
Get that punch in my gut that tells me enough is enough

I just wanna let go
Set sail on a world on my own 
I won’t go home 
Bout as far as I know 

Got my gps cloaked 
Going ghost
For the most of the time 
So I’ll be alone

See ya though
Wont hit you up anymore 
I picked my road I left a note 
Now we’re headed for the storm 

You said that you loved me now you switching up 
As if it wasn’t tough enough now I roughen up
Got me up and running with my hands on the gun
The plummeting has begun and through the atmosphere I spun 

Let the edge of the world swallow me if it means 
I’ll understand why I’m better forgetting 
All my skin to my cells gonna burn from the speed
Not even hoping that I’ll land on my feet

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

Stratospheric

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i'd be hard pressed to find
a single ounce of peace of mind
i always miss the exit signs
we push and pull and we feel alive

you kept me safe and you killed my sorrow
you eased my pain, but i don't want my heart broke
i wanna stay until i'm feeling better
'cause you are the fire and i'm just an ember

but she radiates her soul
she wears her heart atop her sleeve
i think her eyes have got a hold
on my entire reality
and she's got eyes that could deceive
so i'm still waiting patiently
i never thought that i would see
the soothing of my sanity

but i'm not the one that you need
i've got flaws that you cannot see
i don't think you really know me
i'm a fraud in sheep's clothing

if you must die, i'll envy even the earth that wraps your body

[intro]
watchin me bleed know you wont care at all
once called you my love but now youre fuckin gone
grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[verse]
for you girl id give my life into your hands
keep on stressin over you im not well
im not well
im not well

give me the closure im seekin
give me your heart its your love that im needin 
what a shame it ends this way
i lost control 

grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[outro]
okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

SPOTIFY

inertia (grayskies)

produced and mastered by @xona
written and performed by nora evelyne

i found myself through the room of heavens gates
i call for help, no one hears, ill be dead at this rate
but that was just on my plate
i made room for more mistakes
they heard me but they're too late
i won't accept my fate
they curve me cus im two faced
i won't accept my fate

can you call for a minute
critique but you dont see the vision
take a peak how im livin
i wanted more out this life that ive written

fall deep inside
suddenly i recognize 
what's in my mind
ill get it right this time

ill right my wrong
ill get it right for you
ill bit my tongue
and ill lie for you

my dear
my dear

i found myself through the room of heavens gates
i call for help, no one hears, ill be dead at this rate
but that was just on my plate
i made room for more mistakes
they heard me but they're too late
i won't accept my fate
they curve me cus im two faced
i won't accept my

spotify

my dear, xona

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

@55depths
@giabellee

OUT NOW ALL PLATS!
amv on biteki:
https://youtu.be/DHVu2TURCyk

prod. me.

lyrics:
(dth)
you've got your hands around my wrist
and red, so bright
a love like this; i've
seen it once or twice
and when i see your eyes
babe, it's no surprise
and let me go so easily
"is that really what you think of me?"
i said; your words were never nice
the way they cut like knives
i feel them all the time

and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush

i can't stand
the way you act
i'm not being overdramatic
when i have to find
a place to hide
you left me in a panic

(gia)
you tried to cut me deep
guess you could never see it
the way you looked at me
i always got that feeling
like i was scared to leave
so i'm just stuck pretending
stuck pretending

(dth)
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
(not gonna let you in)
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
(not gonna let you in)

(not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you in
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you in)

blush w/ giabelle

@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
video: https://youtu.be/byD-2D-MfSc
prod. me.

lyrics:
oh, heather only you
would do the things you do
i'm careful with my words
all the stories i've heard
oh, heather get a clue
think you should get it through
well i've called and i've called
and i got nothing at all
at all now

oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather
oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather

oh, heather what's the use
since i'm a game to you
should have known all along
now i'm lost and you're gone
it's true
oh, heather time will prove
all that they've done to you
her hands stained with blood
raining hell from above
on you
(hell rain down now)

oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather
oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather

and at last...

oh, heather

with https://soundcloud.com/arr_eeh and https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

I’m passed out, I’m broken on all these dreams
Tell me you’re hoping I’ll break the seams
I can't hear a word you say, over these screams
It’s what I get
It’s what I get, it’s what I get

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

Just to get you to want me
I'd commit every sin
the thought of heaven will haunt me
They’ll never let me in
I’ll paint my nails if you ask me to
Just tell me what shade
I’ll pierce my nose in the hopes you like to see me in pain

I’m passed out, I’m broken on all these dreams
Tell me you’re hoping I’ll break the seams
I’m choking, and hoping I find a way to breathe
It’s what I get, it’s what I get

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

I don't have shit to hide from you
but it seems like you could learn a lesson
In telling the truth
And I've been losing my mind
Tryin' to figure out why
You always leave me hangin' out to dry
You always leave me hangin' out to dry
Fill my veins with fluoride

Stratospheric

Alruna

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