This is gas, id love to collab with yall🔥

fade in2 da backgroundddddd rip 2 da old meee

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

@rouri404 - vocals
@vaeo-music - vocals
@samthraxx - guitar
https://www.instagram.com/polboii_otto - art
<3 <3 <3
(rouri404)
 Notice every time i called you were never there (ever there)
If there are broken promises still know i was not prepared
Dreamed the world burned I'm flipping in my bed
Holding back the same tears years I've been fighting
Just want a place of comfort yeah you know I've been trying
Still I know that it all means nothing in the end
(vaeo)
Cat had my tongue so I can't speak your name
Every time that i hear it the blood in my veins
Turns to acid and burns all the ashes away
Turn away from my gaze ‘for i finally disintegrate 
(rouri404)
Know that I've been locked in a tool shed
Mind is empty always and my body is feeling useless 
Sick of cycles and moving just drained my body of fluid
Don't think its ever improving 
though either way I'm gonna lose it can't pretend
(vaeo)
Showing love no reciprocation 
I can't sleep here while you are lying in the bed adjacent
I've been waiting for a lifetime running out of patience 
Now i see your last breath before you take it
(rouri 404)
Knife in the back I've been falling watching me stumble down
In this empty room crawling been screaming don't think they hear a sound
And I know there's not a difference when I'm not around
Lately just been feeling lost and found
(vaeo)
Still lost, still hurts
It always costs more than what its worth
Wrong directions and broken spines
Crooked edges intertwine
Still lost, still hurts
It always costs more than what it's worth
I thought I told you I'm doing fine
But its all torture by design
(rouri404)
???
???
Haven't slept in weeks and you know I'm shedding pounds
Wont see the sun up I'm hoping that you wont come around
Jumping from the top of a bridge I'll just watch my body drown

Lost And Found (feat rouri404 + vaeo)

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

uh oh (bipxlar)

turn your heart into stone.

Lyrics:
every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

girl i know i shouldnt lose my temper trying real hard
girl i miss when you would sit and show your favorite scars
im tryna let you go i feel like ive been losin control
im tryna let you go intrusive thoughts are taking their toll

ahh i fuckin hate the fact im livin each day
i smoke my weed and never sleep i only wish you would stay
ahh im fuckin scared to close my eyes before bed
cause i dont wanna see you there youre stuck up inside my head

every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

i need someone else that feels this way
i just know that you cannot relate 

every time that i try to hard it dont work
you know that im the only one getting hurt
she put a spell on my mind 
shes always stuck up inside
shes never gettin her sleep 
nor the day light

night time night life
drugs im takin feel right
wishin you were still mine 
were caught up under night lights

im hopin you wont forget me now
my love for you was more than you could ever give back

i turn my heart into stone
i watched that bitch move along
dont tend to pick up my phone

you know i dont 
unless its you thatll call
layin down on the floor 
im puttin pills on my tongue

were gettin dizzy feelin harder to run
conflicted feelins that im gettin 
i wish that we could restart
i'll over dose x5
for you girl

SPOTIFY

stone heart (michael harrison)

one-side (simon m)

moment

a song i made about hating the cold and having depression lmao

shoutout michael for being that guy
shoutout aspect n heyrick for beat
yay

lyrics:

i hate the cold and you hate it too
i wish that i could be with you
if we wanted to, do this together
remember the times that we felt better

and now we don't
i feel alone
i fucking miss you don't be long
i don't like when you're gone
cus i don't know where you are
come back cus i can't fucking restart

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

really really wanna see you by my side
oh, is it really worth being alive
i just wanna survive for the night
just so i can look into those beautiful eyes

you tell beautiful lies
but we should never fight
i just wanna live my own fucking life
at the end of the night
i just wanna go cry
but you always know that-

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

hate the cold (aspect + heyrick)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

ft @ploua <3
mix by me and ploua, master by me 
coverart from @claudesdiary shoutout percy and ginny <3

vocals 4 sillyness vvvv
https://soundcloud.com/tunatunatunatuna/im-a-bad-person-but-so-r-u-145-ebmaj-vocals/s-GkPGqorc88k?si=14dae48fd8b949e8a358d1fb43275fef&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

and i know you dont wanna see me
hate for myself and its stacked to the cieling
the love u had for me was so unappealing 
that being said i still kinda miss having someone by my side
even if its not u thats with me for the ride
cuz i just miss the dopamine with being in love 
and Im one shot away from saying that i love u 
I dont really love anything that u had to bring for me  
u can say anything ill hate anything that u have
best interest at heart did not mean to make u mad
im sorry i shattered every feeling that u had

i know sometimes i wont be there for you
just hit me back i only need a day i swear
your loves too much and know that it just dont feel fair
just say the word and know that ill be out of your hair

so ill hold my breathe till i get a text from u
waiting this whole time to get the best of u
after all you said still cant think any less of u 
hold my head up this isnt anything new
this whole time know im  feeling bad
i wipe my tears and pull back my hair
ive been tryna move on w/o u life aint fair
i was so damn wrong bout u back to square 1

my mind is already lost again
but ill tell u twice
ill find my way back home
dont need to tell me ur lies
ur tryna get in my mind
dont need to tell u twice
all i need to do is get u out of my life

im a bad person but so r u feat ploua prod iof x used beats

i'll burn in hopes you would notice me (ryo)

melanie briar, iris day, hexcaster , spiritual guide
@irisday2

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

iris day

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