Wow i love this photo. I wonder who took it!

MY FAVORITE SONG FROM YOU!!! BEEN ON REPEAT ❤️‍🔥♾️

I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
Stuck with a headache again-

Stuck in a fucking trance
Thanks to the pill bottles on my floor
Know my mind is dead but I want more
I got some nerve it’s not important
On the inside I’m boring
In my head I’m getting tortured

Prescription pills and drug deals
Don’t know what it takes to change me
Let me let go I
Wish that you could know why
I been getting so high
I been gone for a while but it’s alright

Yeah I walked out
Tell me how you picture me now
Am I still your favorite even though the drugs are changing me
I been sleeping on the couch
Of this dude that I met for 'bout 2 hours
Wanna come home my head space is too clouded
Know it’s wrong I feel the same it ain’t something I’m proud of
Take it day by day I been counting the hours
I been digging my grave think it’s deep enough for now

But
Am I wrong
Dragging this shit
On and on
Bite my wrist a razor blade tongue
But I’ll still say it ain’t enough
But it’s alright
It’s what I wanted
I sold my soul for some confidence

I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
Stuck with a headache again-

I know I'm not alright
Thought I had the whole shits down
Just not the same when you're not around
Fuck my life
I know I'm not alright
Thought I had the whole shits down
Just not the same when you're not around

Losing Confidence w/ ovrwrld [Prod. halftime]

i put my life on da line
hope u like it, sumn a bit different

@bitekivibes amv go go go!!😌 
https://youtu.be/3eIxy98DXek

spotify

lifeontheline (p. michael rose)

lovesick (siem spark)

prod by me :) pre save https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ghostsocial/caroline

oh caroline
every night i try just to do you right 
been in a state of mind
and i apologize 
oh caroline
sorry if you had a bad night

and it’s hard to be like me
when you’re stuck up in there sheets, oh
caroline 

wish we could forget 
everything that took place before we ever met
happiness the shit that ima never get
everything i regret 
every regret 
feeling dead, but i digress 

and it’s hard to be like me
when you’re stuck up in there sheets, oh
caroline 


oh caroline
every night i try just to do you right 
been in a state of mind
and i apologize 
oh caroline
sorry if you had a bad night

pre-save

caroline

my arms are always so sore
im tired of getting up
i just wanna give up
and im tryna be more like myself
but i cant help being someone else
i dont know what to do
my heart is beating out my chest
and its getting faster by the second 
im secluded now
not making rational decisions
finding work arounds to try and fix it now
cant fix it now 

(i dont wanna be, i dont wanna be alone)

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be alone

now tell me what you'd say
it's not over yet <3

it's not over yet

Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5wa7LaS0o3DAz52A5ChxLo?si=9vjUdcNCSg2J0KADfAJF7g&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A74mau6tfAjwSwBaWL6sIjz

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
- soundcloud: soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro
- instagram: instagram.com/iambolboi

💜my socials
- instagram: instagram.com/alrunaxo 
- twitter: twitter.com/whatever_then
- discord: Alruna#2197
 
💜prod by Michael Warren
- instagram: instagram.com/xmichaelwarren 
- youTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCkct8rRTGLGpa_QOlJbPhEQ

❤️cover art imagery: instagram.com/gramsometimes

lyrics:

Help me understand why you do the things that you do
Help me understand why you make the moves that you do, now I’m talking to you

I can feel it when I walk in the room
The thoughts of last night on your mind can see from your mood
Say it’s one time but imma find that’s far from the truth 
Classified a crime then I'm gonna sleuth

I’m too antisocial for this 
Blow up my phone when I’m alone every time I resist
You know I know that you be lying you always slithering
No control and you be tying me into your sins

It was just a mistake you say
Acting like it’s something that happens every day 
Gave you two tries messed it up in every single way 
Gave you two lives you decide to spend em on the game

Now we kinda parallel, criss-crossed our paths now we falling through hell
You wronged in the past didn’t turn out very well
Ain’t first in class but I’ll still repel 
You can cast all your spells

Help me understand why I can’t envision the things you do and that’s with clear eyes
Tell me you gonna go fishing till you know there’s clear skies
Tell me you gotta be kidding there’s a better disguise 

I’m too stressed out to care
Unbelievable that you think that I have to
Take you back why would I ever have you 
If I wanted to then I would just ask you 

Hey, do you remember that time
We were at the party you were in the corner and crying
I said listen darling do you need a partner in crime
So you grabbed my arm and then we dance danced all night 

We went back to my place
Showed you my life and the songs that I made
Thought I’d make you my wife but it seems very vague now
Cos what we had is crushed and ruined on the pave now

Help me understand why you do the things that you do
Help me understand why you make the moves that you do, now I’m talking to you

-

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Alruna

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