lyrics : 

I been talking to the man in the moon
he said why do you live life this way
got me thinking ill be gone to soon
or will i get enough time to stay?
cus they dont really want me do they?
they always said i couldn't
keep up with the pace
its no fun when you're lying to my face
tryna act like everythings okayyyy

baby i dont wanna cry no more
heart on the floor,
insecurities right here
they're knocking at my door 
another past tense story of a boy who wanted more
(x2)

and,
i dont ever think ill fix my problems
or atleast if im the only one to solve em,
im a pessimist in solemn
at rock bottom
my hearts at its lowest, point

oh i would try to fix myself for you
oh i would
oh i would
gotta make sure that im perfect so you love me
gotta make sure that im perfect so you love me
but i give up
i give up.

baby i dont wanna cry no more
heart on the floor,
insecurities right here
they're knocking at my door 
another past tense story of a boy who wanted more
(x2)

i been speaking to the man in the moon
he said you dont gotta cry no more boy
i been speaking to the man in the moon
he said you dont gotta try no more boy

man in the moon (prod. dercept x daks9k)

there is no way to save me, right?
✦hope u enjoy :) i really appreciate everyone listening 2 my stuff and supporting me. this means the world to me <3 more to come!✦
 
lyrics
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couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

all the time i spent 
it was such a waste
*it was a waste it was a waste*
i can't forgive myself for that
i don't think ill be able to
im still thinking about it
thinking bout the days we had
but it's over
''gotta get that shit back''
it's gone..
why do i keep on looking back at it?
and i just feel that
u hate me it's so..
air is thick around her
i can't see it's just like..
around them i feel so unsafe
i feel like they gon' hurt me
why did it have to come to this?
you never told me anyways

couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

how im always fucking up shit
it's always the same shit
they get tired of me
what am i risking?
i already lost it..
baby can u help me
i know that shit's not right
but she believes it is
all that i wanted wasn't unwanted
all that i seek should soon be mine
fuck u get out of my way now
i don't wanna talk 2 u u're like the others

if the old me saw me he would fucking laugh
''you became what you never wanted to become''
are u right? is this real?
where the fuck did you go
im dying please pick up the phone
＊ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ　ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ＊
im dying please pick up the phone..

amv <3

ALL I WANTED (altery)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

lyrics:

evan marzz:
don’t u try to talk now
u must think u on now
if u gotta a problem we gon pull up leave u shot down
hope u never talk abt me (do it all the time) 
u must think i’m stupid don’t u ever hit my line

why tf u talkin all the time
imma tell u shut up- 
never mind
oh my god u talking all this shit all in my mind
said i never think abt u do it all the time

Angels:
and you’re driving me crazy 
used to call so much but now you don’t lately 
it ain’t leaving me baby
and I’m tired of waiting

MURRRR:
and you low key tried to use me 
if u lie why boost me 
got me down on both knees 
you gotta decide (what) 
you wanna do cuz  its driving me crazy 
and i dont want you cuz your making me lose it 

evan marzz:
(oooooou)
don’t u try to talk now
u must think u on now
if u gotta a problem we gon pull up leave u shot down
hope u never talk abt me (do it all the time) 
u must think i’m stupid don’t u ever hit my line

erl:
dont u ever hit my line
bitch im (?) nice
bitch im so (?)
(?) the price
(?)
wanna kms
i aint got no wallet
bitch im broke yeah

evan marzz:
(going up and 
i’m growing up and 
i’m showing up
and i hope u hear me
called ur bluff but
it’s not enough but
u packed ur stuff but
i know u wont leave me)

don’t u try to talk now
u must think u on now
if u gotta a problem we gon pull up leave u shot down
hope u never talk abt me (do it all the time) 
u must think i’m stupid don’t u ever hit my line


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all the time (p. tenoji!)

prod by reesoo

HOOK
I know you probably want me dead.
But there's a few things you don’t understand.
How could you be toxic to me.
I thought that we had a plan.
I thought you had a resurrection
Cuz now you want to text me back.
You’re so down bad
And i’m so glad
Cuz i know you won’t get more chances

Verse

Why the fuck you texting me
But you're still staring like an NPC.
You got problems ya beyond belief 
Can you leave my head i wanna sleep.
Damn you wanted love you wanted love
Your tryna wake me up but your still on snooze
You’re such a hypocrite 
I want you gone you know
You’re such a piece of shit
I really loved you though

Bridge 

Were you even real
Or were you what i wanted
This shit feels so fake i know you saw it
Writing down in the room to clear my conscious
I can’t give a fuck about you if i’m being honest
I’m looking down on you
To test my ego
Ya you were into me
I’m not a hero
Look in the mirror
I know you saw it
When you hurt internally you wern’t for me

Pre Hook

I know you wern’t there for me
I feel chained to the wall cuz you ignore me
But now you see me grow your so original 
And I hope you make a fucking change
Damn don’t want to me
You were killing my dreams and my fantasies
Do you remember me ya i was there to see
Now you’re a distance fucking memory 

HOOK
I know you probably want me dead.
But there's a few things you don’t understand.
How could you be toxic to me.
I thought that we had a plan.
I thought you had a resurrection
Cuz now you want to text me back.
You’re so down bad
And i’m so glad
Cuz i know you won’t get more chances

chances

chances (reesoo)

[LYRICS]
i know i’m just a small town boy 
but no i’ll never be your toy
internet and drugs fucking up my mental health
i wish that i could stay but i don’t think you do me well
all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered 

She said will never be forever i said don’t play pretend.
You wanna fuck up my feelings said that we cant be friends.
Ya i've been staring at the clock hoping my time will end.
Ya i’ve been staring at these walls hoping that you’ll repent.
And i’m so sick can’t feel myself.
Ya don’t confuse for someone else.
Hope you stay so close to me.
Can we be friends not enemies.
Time of day ya i'm staring at the window.
Time away wish you could be more loved.
Find away you’ve been acting in my shadow.
Hurting me you really start a fight.

all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered

City Lights w/ Solio [maniksprod x DollategaBeatz]

Nobody Else ft Redhorse

@jrolli killed the feature
mixed and mastered by @nokerbforever 

With the window who am I to trust
Mother nature killing me so much
You’ve been so gloomy out in the rain 
But i dont wanna talk to much going insane
Lookin at you feels so unreal 
The next thing that you say and feel
Don’t make me go torment myself
But I don’t wanna hurt your health
Oooooh ima go away
Tell another lie you will never change
Oooooh i can see your face
Why you hiding in shame cuz I thought you were the ase
In the wind ya I thought we talked about it
You’ve been so dry to me can’t talk about shit
You had a love for me you gave me company
But now things are not what they used to be
Now your here i'm not ready about it
Tear my head into the water ready to drown it
Got your words out of your brain ready to shout it 
Insecure that's why you had to comment
Your my evil in my life but now I'm ready for it
Cuz without you my life’s so dim
I need some balance to tell me what am i dying for
Cuz without you my life’s so grim
Cuz i know what was better than you
I’d rather have an ego than be dead for you
I’d rather have myself than I be fucking screwed 

(JROLI)

NO more patience told that bitch i'm running up the silence the violence
so much blood coming out my eyelid
they told me slow it down i told them i don't need no guidance
she bout to crash the whip i think she lied about her license
THERE'S NO MORE SPACE FOR YOU
SEATS FILLED UP BY MY CREW
HEART COLD IT'S LIKE BULLETPROOF
SET THE FIRE I BREATHE THE FUMES

insecure ft JROLLI (drma)

[LYRICS]
i’m losing my mind a little at a time
i don’t think im fine im running out of time
nothings okay nothings alright 
and nothing will change and i think it’s fine

cause i might have a breakdown
 if i don’t change now 
everything just stays the same
all i do is just complain 
i cant get enough i cant get enough 
i’m still living rough i still take a puff 
man it’s fucking tough 
i keep getting distant 
i never listen 
y’all keep going on and on y’all keep on bitchin
i keep goin on and on until i’m winnin
i keep goin on and on keep goin on and on 

i don’t know what im doin anymore
i feel empty from the bottom of my core
i’m so stiff and my body feels sore
cause i been rotting on the motherfucking floor
wake up from nightmares so i never sleep 
taking my time but i’m falling in deep 
and i don’t remember when i made the leap 
i’m tired and hungry and chasing my dreams 
i’ve been drowning in my sorrows lately 
i don’t know what it’s gon take to change me 
don’t know where the path i took gon take me 
but i ain’t gonna lettin this bad world break me 
no i can’t slow down until i’m leaving this town 
got me fucked up thinking i’m sticking around 
i been looking at the moon when i howl

cause i might have a breakdown
 if i don’t change now 
everything just stays the same
all i do is just complain 
i cant get enough i cant get enough 
i’m still living rough i still take a puff 
man it’s fucking tough 
i keep getting distant 
i never listen 
y’all keep going on and on y’all keep on bitchin
i keep goin on and on until i’m winnin
i keep goin on and on keep goin on and on

breakdown

breakdown [prod. whereami? x jayzet x faura]

soundcloud exclusive cus better songs otw<3 ly

ig: www.instagram.com/zivve17

mix by me
prod. aspect

[lyrics]
hey, can u save me now?
oh, i fall to the ground
oh, im still alone

she said ivan, you need to wake up
useless, simple minded
creature, that focuses on the past
instead of whats right on ahead

i dont know if i should let go
or fuckin figure it out
hate the things u say
y u runnin ur mouth
its foolish, the way i drown
stupid thoughts inside my mind

tell me whats wrong?
how did u move on?
i feel like a freak
text u every week

im, stuck on replaying all our love
you, got me feelin like a fool

she said ivan, you need to wake up
useless, simple minded
creature, that focuses on the past
instead of whats right on ahead

i dont know if i should let go
or fuckin figure it out
hate the things u say
y u runnin ur mouth
its foolish, the way i drown
stupid thoughts inside my mind

foolish (demo) [SoundCloud Exclusive]

im not doing very well, like at all, but fuck it we ball

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

there is no defend
i lost all my sense
i lost everything 
to reality

tell me
tell me whats in my dreams
im caught in between
it gets hard to breath
(bro she was like my ecstasy)

i need therapy
or else i won't be here in 2 years
you never even made a thing clear
if thats how youll be 
then ill let it be

changes
they make you faceless
the shameness you hide your face in
everythings down i don't want say shit
with everything down what should i say next

took my happiness 
no, you can't replace it
done with all these lies, don't you try erase it
took my kindness for a weakness
don't mistake it
 
now I'm looking at the ceil-

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

Nobody Else ft Redhorse

DecayingAnyways

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