glaive - theres a little bit farther left to go (p. User2222)

it say my last name on the crest baby

Love is gonna be the death of me
Oh oh yeah
Another year I've grown older
Those promises I'd stay sober
And time goes, so why should I
I'm only eighteen and I barely tried
If only I was mentally healthy
It feels like I was only born to be lonely
If I ever said I loved myself, I'm phoney
And if I lie again torture me so slowly
And I promise you don't know me like you think you do
And pops if you love me then state your truth
Cause If you loved me then you would've seen it through
Now pops I wished you would've said
woah eric my boy I'm so proud of you
woah
I know you love me but I don't see it
You tell me those lies but it's not perfect
You draw me some letters and hope for the best
I cannot blame you, you're trying your best
If only you would you would leave me
Don't leave me now
Stay here for now
Stay here for now
Love is gonna be the death of me
Oh oh yeah
Another year I've grown older
Those promises I'd stay sober
And time goes, so why should I
I'm only eighteen and I barely tried
If only I was mentally healthy
It feels like I was only born to be lonely
If I ever said I loved myself, I'm phoney
And if I lie again torture me so slowly
And I promise you don't know me like you think you do
And pops if you love me then state your truth
Cause If you loved me then you would've seen it through
Now pops I wished you would've said
woah eric my boy I'm so proud of you
woah
I know you love me but I don't see it
You tell me those lies but it's not perfect
You draw me some letters and hope for the best
I cannot blame you, you're trying your best
If only you would you would leave me
Don't leave me now
Stay here for now
Stay here for now

eighteen (stonesowavy)

Weird

prod by stezzyxl
happy halloween lol 
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lyrics:
you liked control
i let you drive  
said “it’s fine”
just to stay alive  
you loved the sound of your own lies  
i kept quiet
i don’t know why  

i made a scene in every room  
love found new ways to kill the mood  
you’d twist the truth then act confused ?
like i was wrong for being used  

you post your pain for a couple of likes  
then act above it when someone bites  
you said “i’ve grown” but i see through that  
you changed your hair, not how you act  

you play the victim
rewrite the scene  
pretend it’s art
but you know what it means  
you 
chase validation
i chased my peace  
guess both of us just needed bleh iyddsghns

i still drive by where you stay  
don’t know why just old decay  
you talk about love like it’s new  
but no one buys that shit from you  
  
you waste my breath
you waste my sleep  
the things you take
you never keep  
i gave you time
you gave me pain  
you’d do it all if asked again

eighteen (stonesowavy)

alteric