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@alyxtrick
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@alyxtrick
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

prod.me

i'm crying
i think therefore i am
i watched them playing live
first i think i'm young
then i've overstayed my time
we're just so different
i think it's circumstance
you're just not like me
but when i think, i am

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

i'll take all i want
cuz i know you'd forgive
love can outlive art
i know thievery is sin
the night my life will change
and i just want my move
it's hard to wait my turn
but you know i learned to

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

patience

prod.@scorpiioh + me

@alyxtrick
bass, bass
bitch i blow up the speaker
who else doing that but me yeah
tryna turn shit up for the people
what's that
bass, bass
that shit so loud get lethal
shut down the club, illegal
pierce your ears like needles

bass, bass
feelings gone, magic trick
feel it kick, hit that shit
heavy bracelet hold my wrist down
bass, bass
fuck your status you aint shit
live and die inside your clique
i only care about my kin, bitch

@scorpiioh
hunnids i done fuckin stacked em up
i remember when they count me out
i got too high, I saw the sun
i think i'm bound to this shit, i feel like I'm someone
bound to this shit, we dumpin rounds in this bitch
she thought she could shoot in my circle, this ain't fifa, you can't run
i'm moving on, i think i need her gone
lil shawty in a crop top, whats she on?

@alyxtrick
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name

bass, bass
bitch i blow up the speaker
who else doing that but me yeah
tryna turn shit up for the people
what's that
bass, bass
that shit so loud get lethal
shut down the club, illegal
pierce your ears like needles

needles

prod.me

do you think i'm pretty
tell me before i sleep
we deserve forever
in that time i think ill weep
i kill myself in my dreams 
like every single week
i got shooters here in cali 
i got shooters from the east

please just talk to me
please just talk to me
i spend all the wishes that i get 
on love and inner peace 
please just talk to me
please just talk to me
i don't think i wanna die
i just got some memories 

don't you, see me?
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
don't you, see me?
thought you'd notice all the days that i've been crying 
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting

in my bed, rotting in my bed
dreams of your hands
and they wrap around my neck 
when my tears hit the lips
and the lips hit a taste
all i want, you is here
all i want, you to stay 
i got magic in my voice
magic in my eyes
i can see it all the time 
when my magic hits your mind 
i got magic in my voice
magic in my eyes
i can see it all the time 
when my magic hits your mind 

don't you, see me?
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
don't you, see me?
thought you'd notice all the days that i've been crying 
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting

hhandss

{updated mix old one was bad}

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in u
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for u
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
u said u wanted silence said ur good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
said u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face (ur making that)

yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act like u dont know) 
yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act u dont -)


i dont care about those people
u step back and its all uneven 
u said ud stay but u dont mean it (oh-oh)
got ur get back now u tripping
i saw ur waiting, i saw u waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
say u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face 
said u wanna talk

said u wanna talk
y-yh
said u wanna talk

realinYou

prod @lynyou cover art @maeliveson

stream of consciousness

i just wanna sort this out
you dont tell me what you want (was it the last time)
picture perfect's not enough
(if i) had it my way

y-yeah
head down (y-yeah)
out of power can you turn the lights on?
(yeah)
u-you got this right now its up to you to pass it on
(outta my way)

im outta breath but i got lots to say
its some kinesthetic shit
can you feel the fray? (yeah)
(uhh) its in your ears already
i got a feeling its not enough (just keep it slow and steady)

(oo-ooh)
i got some pretty wishes
if you would come and listen
you dont got no other reason
i know some people who'd talk shit about you to your face
just gotta let them know that this shit here is to your name

(can you hear the noise?)
i just wanna sort this out
you dont tell me what you want (was it the last time)
picture perfect's not enough
(if i) had it my way

y-yeah
head down (y-yeah)
out of power can you turn the lights on?
(yeah)
u-you got this right now its up to you to pass it on
(outta my way)

feelThefray {lyn}

prod. @lynyou
ft. @alyxtrick

lyrics:

lyn:
amateur at everything i do but you still stay around
at least i'm good at biting off more than i can chew but you don't seem let down
i can't tell if it's them or if i'm losing my mind
maybe i'll just stay inside this time

it doesn't matter what you want they'll never listen
it doesn't matter what you say it won't make a difference
it doesn't matter if you trap yourself i've tried it before
it doesn't matter what you want they won't pay attention

alyx trick:
i thought this is what i wanted, wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me
or will you leave me ignored
yeah i wanted, i'm wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me ooh
i thought this is what i want

lyn:
back to quiet rooms and static
another day i'll say i've had it
another loop can't quit my habits
my broken bones and endless scratches
one more night i'm on the last one
you remind me of my past but
i don't need you here
you're just another distraction

still, i think you know me better than i do
but i only play the part cause i have to
i think you know me better than i do

it doesn't matter what you want they'll never listen
it doesn't matter what you say it won't make a difference
it doesn't matter if you trap yourself i've tried it before
it doesn't matter what you want they won't pay attention

alyx trick:
i thought this is what i wanted, wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me
or will you leave me ignored
yeah i wanted, i'm wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me ooh
i thought this is what i want

i guess that i'm not that strong
i guess that i could be wrong
i thought this is what i want
i thought this is what i want

pay attention

360° [4U&I]

from a scrapped project
made february 6 2025

medicine keeps failing me
i been falling from the highest
all the weights are crushing me
even though i wanna deny it
every night i toss+turn
every night i end up crying
tryna fight the way you hurt me
but i feel my body dying

oh
i keep driving but the road dont end
try to break out but i fall again
i cant tell when i be lying oh
i cant tell when i be lying

Toss+turn

GRINCH

MANIFEST (CXO)

still banned from following people.. i hate U @soundcloud

hhandss

Alyx Trick