a cycle, did you notice? 

[written, produced, and mixed by Alyx Trick]

& thank you to all my best friends. you know who you are. - :t:

clearminded

[track2]
prod. me

lyrics:

you talk way too much
and i think that's embarrassing 
but i don't give a fuck
no, i don't even hear a thing

can we take it back to the start
broken glass inside a broken arm
can you show me how to fix a heart?
cause i know that you won't 

(i think)
you talk way too much
i think that's embarrassing 
but i don't give a fuck
no, i don't even hear a thing
(i think)
,,
did i say something wrong?
did i say something wrong?
tell me if i did
and i'll take it right back. 
(i think)

[+50/1]

i think

[track3]
prod. me

lyrics:

tell me that you love me
i tell my friends that i love them more
tell me that my life will change
destroy me to the core
(just make me feel)
-
upside down 
right side up
cant feel shit 
its been so long
its not enough
not enough
not enough to fix me

[-1]

outline(practice)

[track4]
prod. me

lyrics:

distract me 
this time
red stripes (on my face) 
outline
my hands 
my spine
i shouldve guessed that its 
different than the picture

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

@lyn_u
i can't feel it anymore
i broke down, hurt me to my core
you wanna leave, something i can't afford
talk to me, tired of being ignored
clear my mind, i can't even think straight
things take time, but i don't really wanna wait
and i'm not fine, but i won't say
now all i gotta do is wait

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

[+50]

distract

[track5]
prod. me

lyrics:

photographs on my doorstep
i don't know, did i misstep?
ima ask do you love me?
it's a trick question
but i couldn't ever tell you
not now
not now
not now, ever
-
(the answer)
you said make a move, this a tryout
so tell me why the fuck i'm out here dried out 
so tell me what the fuck it is you missed out
cuz it seems like an excuse for you to leave now
-
ima fucking break down i'll reset
you don't even know how much i'm upset
i hope that you know that i miss that 
god i hope you fucking know that i miss that.

[+20]