porcelain heart with a million fractures 
u didn’t ask so i didn’t answer 
i’m not so sure that i could take a hit

but i would use my last rabbits paw
my final wish 
to refute what i can’t relinquish myself

saline loop [ᵣrefute]

1/2 of a release with prox and thorjn

prox remix - https://soundcloud.com/proxdotbleep/thorjn-grave-of-proxbleep-remix

original by thorjn - https://thorjnmusic.bandcamp.com/album/tales-of-the-canary-cage

on the brink of collapse - juha remix

tracklist:
_ long riser
_ Wanting - emilly.gg wip (ft juha)
_ No grids, nor angels - juha wip
_ Untitled - smoke detection wip - with Lukasipo
_ Untitled - emilly.gg wip (ft juha)
_ Rubicon - smoke detection wip (ft jhl vocals)
_ Untitled - juha and Prox.bleep
_ Unreleased wip - N²⁣

>. https://soundcloud.com/emilydotgg

>. https://soundcloud.com/lukasipo

>. https://soundcloud.com/jhlofficixl

>. https://soundcloud.com/proxdotbleep

>. https://soundcloud.com/n2-music

Xx.

Juha wips, an N2 wip and some collabs (live At Melkweg)

The phrase "liminal in hospital turquoise and blood mask" arrived in my brain early one morning as a hypnagogic hallucination, inspiring me to dig through my dream journals and explore some of the more interesting entries -

Lucid dreams, vivid and visceral and textural.

Spacial and temporal inconsistencies, often considered normal in the context of dreams.

Ghosts from the past that continue to haunt, many years after their real counterparts have exited my life.

Feelings of loss and grief on scales I've never experienced in waking life.

After spending too long believing I didn't have the skillset to put these thoughts and feelings to music, it is done. Hopefully everything has been reflected and is felt.

Produced by @amaranth_todd
Released by @glitch-dot-cool
Artwork by @lungslash (twitter.com/lungslash)

Inglorious

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