LYRICS
They say I'm indecisive 
But there's really no choices

You want ice cream?
The stores are closed
It's winter
Have to settle for eating snow
You like two guys? But they're dating each other.
You think it's a blue sky? But it really has no color.

Uh-oh on no 


I say I'm indecisive 
But there's no decisions
To be made
So I'm Making it up
Make my own problems
If I made them myself
You'd think I'd be able to solve them

There's Marc 
There's Jake
There's lots of guys
But it turns out they're all gay
No one needs a bride
They're out playing football
I'm just a cheerleader
Tripping while trying to do a cartwheel



Uh oh
what were you thinking 
Uh oh
regretting all decisions




Indecisive Antics

This is a song I wrote few years back, and I figured I would fix it up and release it just for fun on Valentine's Day. Enjoy!

Beautiful Enemy

Why are you so close to me?
why are you so close to me
your smoke rings fucking choking me 
so why ya gotta live so close to me

you've cursed the names of certain streets
I curse the place we used to meet
I'll say fuck my sentimentality
and fuck my car for the places it takes me

Why are you so close to me?
why are you so close to me
your smoke rings fucking choking me 
so why ya gotta live so close to me

I've tried to take back our soundtrack as my own
this album's mine, I've claimed it as my home
so fuck my sentimentality
and fuck obsessing over all the stupid memories

(why are you so close to me)x2

Why are you so close to me?
why are you so close to me
your smoke rings fucking choking me 
so why ya gotta live so close to me
Why are you so close to me?
why are you so close to me
your smoke rings fucking choking me 
so why ya gotta live so close to me

Why Are You So Close To Me

Collaboration with @SourceDecay, who wrote the lyrics

Lyrics:
[Verse 1 & 2]
I want to love you like you deserve
But I think I need to love me first
It sounds so simple, written down
Keeps getting harder to spell it out

I want to fill your heart all the way up
But can't pour blood from an empty cup
You say the world is red and black and white
I say one day we'll be all right

[Chorus 1]
'Cause you make me wild and free
You make me feel like me
You make me lose control
And I think you could make me whole

[Verse 3 & 4]
We're all eternal for a while
And, while we're here, I want to smile
It feels so easy in the sun
Gets so much harder on the run

I want to give you everything
But nothing good can come from nothing
You say the world's falling apart
I scream out damn it don't you start

[Chorus 2]
'Cause you make me wild and free
You make me feel like me
You make me lose control
And I think you could make me whole

[Bridge]
But even as perfect as it seems
There's something dark about our dream
I pinch myself, try to wake up
Admit it's time to fill my cup

[Chorus 3]
You make me wild and free
You make me feel like me
You make me lose control
But only I can make me whole

Make Me Whole

Monkey in the Middle

Track #008 for FAWM 2021.  A collaboration with Holly and Tomo from the excellent Santa Dharma!

Music Eternal (with Santa Dharma)

FAWM 2021 work-in-progress

inspired by ways to have fun during a pandemic and magic

Indecisive Antics

amelea

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