Name: another failed suicide attempt by AMERICAN RETARD
Duration: 52 s
Description: remixing of the old album because i hated how the old one was mixed and this will be going to spotify as well.

Fucked up, don't know what to do
It's my fault but I'm blaming you
Comatose about my current affairs
All I do is stand and stare

A bullet in the brain would end the pain
Got a lot to lose but nothing to gain
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

Holy shit I wanna quit
Cut my throat and slit my wrists
Jump off a building that's really tall
Buy some rope and end it all

Old news, bad news, nothing new
No friends, no life, sad and blue
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

A Punk Song (nxp/shooter cover)

I’m standing alone in the corner again
Why the fuck am I even here
I wish I was back inside my room
Where I can look at pictures of you

No more tears
No more pain
It's all ok
When you see her face

Why do you stay inside
Are you just waiting to die
The girl I love
Doesn’t love me back
I guess my life doesn’t mean jack

No more tears
No more pain
It's all ok
When you see her face

Now your all alone
Playing on your own
Do you think maybe you did this to yourself
Perhaps it’s not your fault
Some women are just whores
And People are so cruel
They use you like a tool
Think of you as a joke
Never want call you up
Someday you will wake up
And snap

No more tears
No more pain
It's all ok
When you see her face

when you see her face

Cruyff in the bedroom cover


In the end, we would all die
Try not to think about it too deep

Was I real? was I living?
Was I worth? living on at all

Felt that I, I can live right
Tried to live for something very small

Why is that, just to live and
pain, sorrow, comes along always

Unseen flowers don't they bloom
A walk at twilight a walk at twilight
What's so real?

Should I laugh or cry out loud
I can't tell, where's the border line

I should stand, worn out, lonesome
I have to keep on walking now

Unseen flowers don't they bloom
A walk at twilight a walk at twilight
What's so real?

A walk at twilight

song for g4mer
lyrics:
The floodgates open
At this point it's coping 
Not worth saving 
Not worth saying 
It all crumbles beyond 
Til you regret every bond
Not worth trying 
Not worth dying 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

3 in the morning paranoia roll in
Up all night and turning up in a coven
MDMA with my witches and we’re rolling
Pushing off coming down Mondays omen
Carb so on monoxide poisoning
Black mold walls I’m breathing in
Risen out I’m the revenant
Eye sight fade and my ears ring in

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish

Brackish

girl on the run

too little too slow.mp3

remixing of the old album because i hated how the old one was mixed and this will be going to spotify as well.

another failed suicide attempt

AMERICAN RETARD

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