Name: another failed suicide attempt by AMERICAN RETARD
Duration: 52 s
Description: remixing of the old album because i hated how the old one was mixed and this will be going to spotify as well.

unknown (demo)

Fucked up, don't know what to do
It's my fault but I'm blaming you
Comatose about my current affairs
All I do is stand and stare

A bullet in the brain would end the pain
Got a lot to lose but nothing to gain
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

Holy shit I wanna quit
Cut my throat and slit my wrists
Jump off a building that's really tall
Buy some rope and end it all

Old news, bad news, nothing new
No friends, no life, sad and blue
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

A Punk Song (nxp/shooter cover)

Every single time without fail

Feel so depressed
have no gf
Friendzoned again
for no reason
She's always said
I'm a great friend
but she could never
love me back

Now I'm 20
and I can't believe
That i'm still somehow
K.H.H.V.
Don't be my friend
Hate me instead
Give me a reason
To want you dead

Feel so depressed
Have no gf
friendzoned again
for no reason
She's always said
I'm a great friend
but she could never
love me back

Another try
one more letdown
need to move on
But don't know how
I'm just a friend
that's all I am
Don't think I'll ever
feel true love

Feel so depressed
Have no gf
friendzoned again
for no reason
She's always said
I'm a great friend
but she could never
love me back

I'm 23
It's over for me
I think I'm gonna
kill myself
You're not my friend
when I meet my end
I know that you won't
even care

Another try
one more letdown
need to move on
But don't know how
I'm just a friend
that's all I am
And I will never
feel true love

I'm Just A Friend (Parody of Belowground's My Gun My Friend)

song for g4mer
lyrics:
The floodgates open
At this point it's coping 
Not worth saving 
Not worth saying 
It all crumbles beyond 
Til you regret every bond
Not worth trying 
Not worth dying 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

3 in the morning paranoia roll in
Up all night and turning up in a coven
MDMA with my witches and we’re rolling
Pushing off coming down Mondays omen
Carb so on monoxide poisoning
Black mold walls I’m breathing in
Risen out I’m the revenant
Eye sight fade and my ears ring in

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish

Brackish

too little too slow.mp3

deftones cover 

long ass guitar feedback outro

bumbledee

remixing of the old album because i hated how the old one was mixed and this will be going to spotify as well.

another failed suicide attempt

r/sillyboyclub (were groomed online)

rorochan_1999

cute cutter girl

imylia:
BAE!
I think it about it often
(baeeee)
Embarrassment adopted, you can see it up- up on my face
I think I’m getting nauseous
(fah)
Too many crowded people, they’re invading in like all my space 
Your body’s in a coffin
(doll)
I don’t condone no violence
But from standing here you’re in my way
I’m taking no precautions 
(fah)
Your figure’s really pretty would look better over where I stay

I really like the notion
(doll)
A sparkle in your eyes it’s just as pretty as the ocean
I’m feeding your emotion
(huh?)
You told me be more happy, your attention is what fills my day
I really like the notion
(doll)
A sparkle in your eyes it’s just as pretty as the ocean
I’m feeding your emotion
(huh?)
You told me be more happy, your attention is what fills my day

I think I may have lost it
(bae)
See you on the weekend, I’ll be flying into Boston 
Your pretty little hostage 
I ever to try leave you, baby cut me like I’m sausage 
(doll)
My chilly heart’s defrosted
I’m not that big on parties but will see it if it’s popping
My lover’s getting toxic 
I’m not for confrontation, but girl lately
You’ve been so, well

I think it about it often
(baeeee)
Embarrassment adopted, you can see it up- up on my face
I think I’m getting nauseous
(fah)
Too many crowded people, they’re invading in like all my space 
Your body’s in a coffin
(doll)
I don’t condone no violence
But from standing here you’re in my way
I’m taking no precautions 
(fah)
Your figure’s really pretty would look better over where I stay

Kid Moon:
And even when I come back
It reminds me why I shouldn't have
And it hurts me, hurts me super bad
And you target me and- 

Tell me what you want 
From me
You're really blind
Can't see
Every dark that I have in my head
Lost in my room
Making amends
Baby you have, no choice 
Every second hearing your voice
They just keep in place of the noise
But it is no replacing the void

another failed suicide attempt

AMERICAN RETARD

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