WOLFIZM ft. GUNEE - SO HIGH

LYRICS

Lately I’ve been thinking 
I won’t live past 21 

Please just lock me in my room 
Inside don’t want to see the sun 

Takin meds and smoking woods 
I’ll die my own way I can’t trust 

Take my life I’m talking suicide 
Too soon I’ll jump the gun 

I can’t blame if you don’t trust me 
I don’t even trust myself 

It ain’t even worth the time 
To mention getting any help 

Lookin back you’ll realize 
No one ever noticed how I felt 

I’ve been calm thinking bout it 
Rating percs like I’m on yelp 


Yet I still do it 
I love it 

Admitting I’m an addict 
Type of shit that you gone leave me for
But I can live without you 

Feeling lonely on the outside 
Inside talking to yo three friends 

Alcohol then smoking tree 
Wit nicotine have been yo demons 

Drinking more than I know 
What my liver can take 

Hype me up till I die 
I just want it this way 



Put the knife deep in my chest 
Cuz I ain’t different from the rest 
No way of saving such a mess 
Don’t think there’s value in me left 

Cop a better typa person 
One that isn’t always hurtin
Cuttin up the bloody mess 
Will hurt your stomach 
Start on turnin 

I can’t live it up 
Take my money 
Take my brain 
Don’t take my liver now 

Without it I might go insane 
Planning day to day 
On changing How I live a certain way 
y’all don’t understand 
I love it and you’ll never have a say 

I won’t live again 
Take my soul
Don’t take my meds 
You like to play pretend 
Uh
Without em I won’t be the same  
Feeling pain I wanna open up 
A cut across my neck
I ain’t bullet proof 
But where the bullet goes don’t need a vest

21+ (prod.NXMERCY)

A fresh start is just what we need.


Lyrics:

I. wanna. just start my life again.

— fall in love again.

— down the drugs again.


I. Wanna. Just toss this life away.

—Fresh-start. To start the day.

— loveee she swings both ways.


—

You. know. how fragile my-mental is.

One more heartbreak. I’ll pop my head like quiz.

Sanity on the fritz.

—heart is full of slits.

— like the ones up on my wrists.

— you better not play me bitch.


Sometimes. I. Just. Wonder whyy.

It takes me. a-couple hundred. timesss.

To learn from my mistakes and peak my highhh.

—new drugs everyday. Just to socializeee..


Don’t. Wanna. Rot. Ina. Institute.
—&-See-my-days-pass-me-byyyy.

— perhaps I’ll be an army boy.—
Just-to. Pointlessly-go-die.

Ion. wanna. call.

— girls back with no reply.

Just-puttin-up-my-cup-just-dropped-the-0-inside-my-wineeee. 


(Space)


I. wanna. just start my life again.

— fall in love again.

— down the drugs again.


I. Wanna. Just toss this life away.

—Fresh-start. To start the day.

— loveee she swings both ways.


—

You. know. how fragile my-mental is.

One more heartbreak. I’ll pop my head like quiz.

Sanity on the fritz.

—heart is full of slits.

— like the ones up on my wrists.

— you better not play me bitch.



End.

Fresh Start-

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is Nitro by AGQ. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?




Yo im done with this life sometimes i dont know why, that i hate everybody and just wished they'd all die, i try to connect but im still empty on the inside, id lie to protect my pride and hide behind the ego, a selfish soul transposed out with the c note, im not evil, at least i dont think so, but after all these wasted years what do i know? i cant say a word because my voice been absent of hope. If only once more i could feel the way they do, then again maybe i never felt whole to begin with, can i cope with a heart stretched past its own limits? Who defines what hurts and whats truly livin, whats worth saving when all has failed on ones mission, was the goal to win? survive in the game as a witness, im convinced the earth a penance, they got given change and despised every minute

cell one defined by a new layer, they say to get there, you gotta go bare, not clothed no shield from the ash of hells gates, they pray to heal but still the fire rain, the demons waits, prowling every corner of his dominion, to friend him one would not hold a soul within them, folding they fall down in remembrance, of Rembrandts an life's pictures painted once too vivid, im livid but livins still kickin, bitches come talking, but absent of any sorta vision, im done here, my goal been succeeded by tha demons function, fuck em im busting shots from the mouth as if they came from drum mags, they bum bags, they no real clash, with them ass kissers wearin drag, back the fuck up punk, your approach way too fast, be one of them bodies stashed, known to pull the glass, ill hash out whats the truth if it becomes a problem, if they cant solve it with words well solve it with them coffins. Im joking in a sense, but they refuse to test the option, stakes seem far to heavy, when the knight stabs the goblin they can run fast but not enough to escape the falling columns, remember the facts, but dont bask in the horror of the solemn
I tried to warn them all, but there seems to be no hope left, i watch the meteor fall turning cliffs to tha cleft, nothing here seems to make any sense, lifes turned to a void and the darkness is my death  

It was sung with a lullaby, song from the past times, everybody wana die , nobody wana try, i dont know why im so fucking high, in my mind i dont even think that i can survive, look inside these dark eyes, what in the fuck would you even find, there aint nothing lookin back in the mirror when im steering in my car whishin i had some liquor another day to configure why i even did it, i dont why i decide to fuck the mistress, these days seem so stressful, i just wana sit back with a bowl and blow smoke, i dont know who i have been now, but i know im not a has-been now
im abouta be blastin off somehow
bouta be blastin off somehow 
bouta be blastin off somehow  
bouta be blastin off...... 

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

AMGALAN - Tuiliin Tuya (Official Audio)

AMGALAN R.A.P