lyrics

said id be good on my own
lately my world has been feeling so empty
trying to see it half full,
the devil been trying to tempt me
but id rather cry in a bently
than worry abt u and ur bestie
cuz it dosent rly effect me 

always too mad at myself
sick of the feeling
im stuck in a hell
not one for asking for help
know that your leaving 
i said id be better oh well
but it hurt when you grow apart
and u dont burn from the same soark
doibled down on the weong cards
g-got scrapped knee and a broke heart
gave u my all im not someone u wanted
and each time u call i hust feel like a puppet
supplying ur needs 
but im bleeding im gutted 
how come we always took the wrong turn
told you im sorry i dont want nobody else
breaking my body
im hoping somebody help
no one will find me
confind where we used to go
lay me to rest
in my room or the studio

thats the worst part
im stuck in my head 
i been stuck in my mental
never did go far
less that i think the more i feel pressure
got in my car and i drove
each mik im furthur frok home
ur helping me see
my music my peace
its holding me down
while ur watching me bleed


i promise i wanted to change
but evrrytime too stuck in my ways
run from my problems i tend to just fade
and now u gone start telling lies to my face
again
we were kids i know,
tryna get by in a world so cold
breaking me down they can pray on my downfall
end of the day this is what i was meant for.

grow apart [boyfifty]

i'll still be holding onto you inside my grave ₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

produced by dercept
featuring @sendflowrs

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i don't think that i'mma ever be okay
i don't think i'll ever love someone the same
wanna tell you how i feel but it's too late
i'll still be holding onto you inside my grave
wait
i don't think that i'm okay
i don't think i'll ever love someone the same way
really wish that you had stayed
i'll still be holding onto you inside my grave

[@sendflowrs]
shoveled deep beneath the mud that you had made 
all the love, god can’t believe you let it fade
i fuckin do it all to put a smile on your face
people wanna talk but girl what do they say?
they talk about your eyes
are they blue, are they grey?
i keep a thousand crumpled notes under my bed and pray
one day you will talk to me the way you did in may..
guess i’ll shut the fuck up, smash my phone and say “okay :)” 
point a gun at me my love and let it spray
ak47 barrel hit me in my brain
barret 50 cal, glock straight to the face 
that’s the way it feels when you say “okay, okay -
i think i’ve had enough,
i should’ve told you yesterday,
but i’ve found another boy.
yea i’ve found another bae"
well golly golly gosh baby girl like what a day,
nearly killed myself and killed you too
what’d you want me to say?

[lottaheart]
i don't think that i'mma ever be okay
i don't think i'll ever love someone the same
wanna tell you how i feel but it's too late
i'll still be holding onto you inside my grave
wait
i don't think that i'm okay
i don't think i'll ever love someone the same way
really wish that you had stayed
i'll still be holding onto you inside my grave

inside my grave w/ sendflowrs [dercept]

Right Place - Vails, Heyzbee, Devin's World (Prod. Mackk)

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

Lawn Mower Problems (mackk)

ty amo

lyrics
 
with those beautiful eyes i’m wondering how u see
with that shit u said on sunday wondering how u sleep
and the more i smoke i feel this kush push me in my seat
and the longer that we fight i feel the less we agree on
and u think that i’m a star
i got my hands in my pockets
u got your hands in ur hair
u know there’s no way u can stop this
i’m not rlly there
can’t tell if i’m even talking
but i rlly care
it’s been that way since i started

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

i hate when you look away
open up those sunny eyes when the skies are gray
get so lost when i take walks in your iris maze
just don't forget my microphone when you throw me away
there's so many roads
and where they go i don't know
i hope you dig a little hole for me inside of your soul
cupids nice with a bow
he hit my heart with arrows
and they all point right to you
they point right to you

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

clementine w/ kiddamo (king theta)

ammends (tuah) #FREEALIBANDZ (prod. kenzee)

visualizer:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3xON_TVKGI

a year and some change;
it's difficult recalling myself prior to then.
the thought of such times tread across this constantly perplexed and dread-riddled frame, thinking about the kid; 
those moments of organized dissonance, 
nothing more than the faintest of cobwebs, blurred out by a new dawn.
but, more often than not, despite the continual disdain 
injected within this mental frame, now is as me as i'll ever get.
so in an attempt to see through another year,
here we are.

voice is still recovering,
but may you do, enjoy.
everything by me

thank you for being here.
take infinite care

‎ 
distortion has it's way with who i'm not
okay
fault reminiscence on mixing the uglier thoughts of things

whatever's happening
just isn't enough

bliss in dissonance,
keeping it distant
'cause i'm going missing the moment that i'm lifted up
and away,
rendered torn, from embrace

it's just been this way 'cause i've been used
tethered in place, this just can't do
i'd levitate, but the land's glued
perpetually shake 'till this fate's loose

they're using their strength just to hate
i'll die in time once i quit this refrain
scaring off crows with a chest full of hay
in respite of the crops that i lie being maimed
(may i do the same?)

severed regulatory;
hurt the boy and all his stories
now they hardly ever talk to him
induratized and caving in
answer to his wishes:
good as new and fully stitched
twenty floors, i still persist
the sink is dry
beneath i sit
rust and grime upon my lips

isolated sick
run me out the river,
where the current don't exist
this is all that i can give.
agony relived
the sun is but a catalyst
for harm to fill me in

you don't gotta think about the weight of i
disconnect is temporary
rough return,
the fangs were baring

i lay tied
fantasize:
wonder what'll happen
when the weather patterns swallow my eyes

𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦,
𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘺𝘤𝘭𝘦.
𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘷𝘦,
𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸?

𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘺𝘤𝘭𝘦.
𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵,
𝘪'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵.

𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵,
𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸,
𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴
𝘪𝘴
𝘮𝘺
𝘦𝘯𝘥.

nothing more than twenty floors

produced melon

i'm always so boring
can't keep up, i'm sorry
when i tell her my story
she's not listening
oh she won't give a shit
about it

it should be okay
but i can't seem to cope yet
makes me ache, feeling hopeless
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

i know about my flaws
i'm far from enough
maybe worse than you thought
but my heart is all yours
you could smash it on the floor
but it would still belong to you
its you who i really adore (who i adore)
now my heart gets cold just like the north (like- like in)
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

fast

jealous

Figure

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👼

ammends (tuah) #FREEALIBANDZ (prod. kenzee)

amiro