walk in the function my eyes to the ground

they always start backin out
step down your friend down
come here for a second now
you dont get a second chance from me dont ask how

make up no mistake 
you took me off your play list
drownin at the club
i can see it in your faces

i missed out every time
always landin second places
ripped my heart apart
now im dabbling in places

i never shoulda went
getting tired
keep on trying
needa step back

the best protection is never getting into
i need to preface this
double text
double calls when i think back
nerveless i just hope you call when you think that
i was great
i was the man in the mirror when you though that-
you couldnt love so you threw me back

back
are you sad
my face 
always hurts so bad
i guess its cause that chick back in june 
damn*

ay
ay
ay
ay
ay
ay

how?
dont ask me how
dont ASK ME HOW
it sad

i freaked out
you pass out
you kept on callin wow
i was gettin sick
how
do you do it

i was gettin sick of the plot like damn
damn
you  wanna hold my hand
ghost hands
in my dream last night
almost thought you were there laying oh so nice
guess thats why i dont do drugs very
OFTEN
on the off chance
oh man
why dont you understand
you only came to one of my shows you showd my friends
you're crazy i dont like the fact that you moved  on so fast

how (prod. Jeudis)

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday w/ notcursed (prod. the sound clown)

you always come back
you always come-

i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right th-

and i don’t really feel much
it’s way too much
used to take a fuckin million drugs just to replicate the feel of your touch
i lost count i prolly fucked a million hos
but i ain’t forget you much
i just want love not lust
do you ever think about us?

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right there

stay right there

stay right there // last night (prod. kenzee)

Huge thanks to notahero for killing this. Like, Repost, and Comment if yall rocking with this one <3
Produced by The Sound Clown (a haze collective producer btw) and tiedforsilver!

**lyrics**

(You only hit my phone when you don’t feel alright, 
I’m at your beck & call, but I’m still some other guy)

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks 

You just wanna break my bones and that’s fine, 
Were those tears even real I saw when you cried?
It was already hard to trust now it’s worse by 10 times 
You left me with no choice, I’m leaving tonight

I’ve been in this race and it’s making me exhausted
shawty filled with hate, and we losing all our progress
Ain’t got the time to waste but you’ll bury me in August, yuh, in August, yuh, in August

Saw it in her eyes, she like messing with my conscience
Wishing I could change, I don’t know if I can solve it
Moving to the day that I’ll be inside a coffin
A coffin, yuh, a coffin

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks

(notahero)
i’m starting to feel like i’m a junkie but i’m not ready to be done yet
i fear i’m falling into the void come grab my outstretched hand
so high i’m seeing into the future, but i don’t know where imma land

we got the whole weekend, baby what’s the point in getting mad?
tommy jacket on me, cuz it’s way too cold for july
got something special in my cup i think my brain might get fried

and would u cry baby if tonight’s the night that i died?
but i could never let u go baby ur way too special
a new shirt after i smoke to be respectful
a new number i’ve never seen on top the dashboard

i might just pack my things and go, i don’t want to stop when i’m home
cuz this winter rain outside so wet and cold

and i’m too fucking drunk to see straight, baby i feel nauseous
a different type of dumb in your head to say i ain’t popping
it’s blue it’s not a green thumb cuz i’m counting hundreds
i shake it into a tornado like a fucking mosh pit

Girl I’m loving you cuz everything you do is flawless,
You could stop it but i don’t wanna stop it
(No I don’t wanna)

sevenfeet & notahero - bury me in august (Prod. The Sound Clown & tiedforsilver)

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

Huge shout out to my brother @halfhearted for his verse.

If you enjoyed listening, we would appreciate any support on the song, thank you all :)

**lyrics**

So tell me how you lost your feelings in such a quick matter of time
I could lose sleep over who you’ve been texting, but those arent matters of mine

Breaking my spine just so you can survive, and Id do it again if it gave me more time
Just to ask how you’ve been, if you’re feeling all right
I get too attached now there’s nowhere to hide

So was I important to you-
Or is that just a thought in my head?
Am I more than a fool for believing in things that we said? 

Maybe if I could change the structure of all that I am,
It wouldn’t be so hard for me to let go of your hand.

(Halfie)
I could lose my sleep over things that don’t matter, like how my tears splattered on the bedspread
I been sevenfeet with my fear and I’m drowning
Don’t tell me there’s a chance it’ll go right to my head 

She’s the monster deep inside my closet 
Can’t call her, she’s only talking nonsense
I don’t feel alive anymore, but I’ll digress
(Yeah I’ll digress, yeah I’ll digress)

Cause you know, I’m happy to walk around in circles
just avoiding the blame or any people
I’m scared i know, i gotta be a better man but my eyes are closed
im just waiting for your hand

ashed w/ halfhearted (everest)

lyrics⬇️
listeing to everything around me
I don’t eavesdrop i just hear my surroundings 
i wish i had someone to say that they were proud of me
but thats unrealistic i only make enemies
Try my best to find out where i should go
all i have is hope in my head
but im still feeling low

dont make me turn away
sheer luck finna fill my veins
no chance that im gonna change
horrible everytime im in my brain
affordable atleast im making a lane
adorable i used to used to think was ur face
now when i go out i feel like a pain
never thought id be the batman to bane

but truthfully im still on track 
but idk whats going on in my head
i hate when they say they that i slack
but maybe theyre right cuz im in my bed

well i wanna just do my own thing
ill write on the wall in red ink
maybe the words are coding
for all of the ways that i think

and i miss the feeling i felt when i had a drink in my hand and a hand on the wheel
told you you dont gotta fear
i know whats good;know how to steer

he’s probably making a bag
she probably misses him bad
well probably isnt true; its barley even half that

unrealistic (soloft)

produced by R3DQX and discent 
mixed my epitomeoffailure and teddyboi
mastered by teddyboi

a toast w/ teddyboi (R3DQX x discent)

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

how could i let you down
i’m puking my stomach out
i’m drinking at noon again
i see the end before starting out

maybe one day i’ll do it right
well make amends
and we’ll iron out
everything that you said to me
everything that i lied about 

you’re like a parasite inside me 
i’ll cut you out 
and save myself 

the time is so confining 
ill lock you out
the cage myself 

you’re like a parasite
but feed off my soul
let me go
i wanted something more
but i didn’t know
that it’s all
for naught
sorry to say

parasite (nihil2free)

ty for help @itsseele <33
self prod
guitar @hiraethsry :D

to think i owe, anything at all
taking out my hand is all that u know
theres no walking this back, not letting it go
u dont even feel bad, youl reap what u sow

im lifting your weight, i wont carry this around
leave me lacking in faith, let it all hit the ground
lead me, shackles and chains, theres no hope for me now
how long does it take?! im done dragging it out

weight

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   “scared to sleep” out now 

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scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

halfhearted

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