ever the ghost - lifeline (prod. thersx)

i was once your lifeline
now i'm just a pastime
walk out of my life
now i'm looking towards
a bright light
oh my-
i keep writing
i'm reminding you to keep a shield
now you know why
now you know how it feels
it's too much
not enough
a longing to be real
i just sacrifice myself
then my skin begins to peel
cursed to cherish memories
of spirits being torn
and from this distance i have kept
i've burrowed in this form

Lifeline

ever the ghost - twisted devotion (prod. yighu)

ruthless 
in your indifference
what have we done
we're frozen and gone
i've lived and i've loved
learned and i've lost
bathed in the carnage
you spilled from my guts
i'm done 
rotting in the debris
of our flaws

i'm better off on my own
than with this feigned emotion
i'm better off on my own
than with a twisted devotion

sever the ties

Twisted Devotion

Voodoo Ft EverTheGhost (Prod. VE)

ever the ghost - crypts & castles (prod. 2:56aftersunrising)

devour me
my body is useless here
leave me for the worms
let them feast
let me slumber
no one knows all the stress
i've been under
washing up on shore
with cut feet in the gravel
every day is a drag 
it's a hassle
in this sinking ship
i'm a captain of capsules
making a home 
in a crypt at a castle
don't look behind you
don't look behind you
i'll be here to remind you
to satisfy you
and tell you that you're mine too
devour me
my body is useless here
leave me for the worms
let them feast
let me slumber
no one knows all the stress
i've been under
washing up on shore
with cut feet in the gravel
every day is a drag 
it's a hassle
in this sinking ship
i'm a captain of capsules
making a home 
in a crypt at a castle

Crypts & Castles

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ever the ghost - worm feast (prod. 52blu)

so why wasn't i 
enough for you?
so why was it 
all too much for you?
feels like i'm nothing 
here without you
empty
lifeless
deafening silence
and your voice 
 escapes me
and your eyes 
 look away from me
look away from me
and when the worms
feast on your bones
you will be there alone
you will be there alone

worm feast

ever the ghost - leaps and bounds (prod. ds2s1 + jusickbeats)

sober now
i'm off your love
and i've just begun
i'm not who i was 
when my anxiety
would leave me there
unconscious
burning piles of leaves
until i've got nothing
like i'm stuck in one place
don't want to die in this lake
suddenly rearranged
i think i'm starting to change
see i was already lost
i was already found
you can not kill me now
cause i'm already gone
you can not shut me out
you can not bring me down
i'm sorry i lost my way
i'm sorry i made this sound
a story as ancient as this one
is not to be undone
thinking about 
the cemetery too long
she said i resemble
when a storms gone

leaps and bounds

ever the ghost - underworld (prod. thersx)

don't stray too far away
i promise that i can keep you safe
frozen in the avalanche
the snow is melting in your hands
and again i reminisce
on your lips
pillow thoughts
oblivion
now it's a different life i live
but i feel like nothings changed
when i mourn these moments
miles below beneath the dirt
relive relief of being hurt
the underworld is our safe place
girl keep it safe, i'll keep it safe

home
home
this place was a home
now it's all but gone
i've been here all along
like the stones there in the sand
somehow making tune
stars lost in your eyes
and this old plain daze of doom
i'm to blame for loving you

underworld

come and follow me 
through this rabbit hole
question everything
that's what i know
i've been having dreams 
of the west coast
place me near the things
only gods know
r.i.p. to me 
i'm a dreamer with nothing
but at least i would try
i've been so asleep 
getting shut eye
i will give you everything 
please take all that's left of me
r.i.p. to me
i'm a dreamer with nothing
but at least i would try
i've been so asleep
finally i know myself
in this room i'm somewhere else
even if it can't be helped
i want you to love yourself

r.i.p.

ever the ghost - splinters (prod. crcl)

somethings changed
somethings changed
someone close
now estranged
don't check my brain
like check you first
i knew long before you
even said the words
and with the nightfall
you were fading fast
and now that you're gone
i'm in the sacred grounds
that you trespassed
what the hell did heaven
send me this time?
nothing but sin?
needles and pins
no, this betrayal is familiar
i've been out here going feral
necrosis seeping
through my mental
and even though this drink
tears through my liver
i'll just spit out the blood
baby i'm still 
pulling out the splinters
every word you said is
like every other winter

splinters

hi everyone,

it's been awhile since i posted a mix and this one has been a loooong time in the making. porter is one of my biggest influences so i've been itching to make something like this for awhile, but i wanted to make sure it was truly special. there's a lot of new edits that you'll never hear anywhere else and a wide range of porter music from worlds era to smile. i hope this brings you back to the last time you saw a porter show.

until next time,
chris

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