ily
prod @jolst
mix by me

left in the cold 
in the snow
ready for war
but still dont know where to go
caught in ur hands
if ud want ud pull me close 
and its love around me
but i still feel damn alone
alone
im not thinking safe when im all alone
hold on to my heart 
u gon bruise it till its no more
head on a swivel didnt stop me from losing
get up n do it dont just waste my time now
i know it sounds wrong
but u have me in ur hands
since the second we get outta bed
would u cherish my heart it depends
if i follow ur command
if not ull hurt me instead
if not ull break it instead

n i dont wanna know
what u do w ur time
or what u do w ur life
and i know ull come back to bite every time
stay in the hole where u hide every time
now i dont even got nothin to cry

leaving me dried up 
cuz ik u hate my
face looking back at u
face when i love on u
i dont have a problem w u 
but u wanna take my lifeline
calling out to u but no reply

left in the cold 
in the snow
ready for war
but still dont know where to go
caught in ur hands
if ud want ud pull me close 
and its love around me
but i still feel damn alone
alone
im not thinking safe when im all alone
hold on to my heart 
u gon bruise it till its no more
head on a swivel didnt stop me from losing
get up n do it dont just waste my time now
i know it sounds wrong
but u have me in ur hands
since the second we get outta bed
would u cherish my heart it depends
if i follow ur command
if not ull hurt me instead
if not ull break it instead

no more (jolst)

mental - angel number (jolst)

prod. @etaiso + @taurs + @fuckyousmly

lyrics:

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

apparently im trapped like lindsay lohan
3 white bags in my pocket like a snowman
how you hating on me? you a grown man
drop the addy, ima smack you in your homeland
steady going up yeah
my numbers never subtract
im boutta murder this track
and its never gonna come back
no its never gonna come back
im giving em heart attacks
yeah thats that etai starter pack

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

im on the run man
active shooter i'm the gun man
pull up to your front door
like here's a package for a dumb whore
bullets from the gun store

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

melodramatic (etai s0 + taurs + smiley)

I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


change

Thought She FWY (prod.sanya)

fun 2 Me (prod. hanoi, curtains, recyclebin)

2nd place (prod. lil biscuit)

question (prod. k1ro)

d1 (prod. 51five, angst, redpriest)

falling

Benadryl

real yearner
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