Soft shadows fall across your skin
Every inch a secret I’m pulled into within
Fingers trace the edges, slow and sly
Hidden touches where no one can pry

Whispers drift like honey in the air
Breath mingling, sticky and rare
Bodies fold in quiet, private heat
Every tremble making our hearts meet

I let go, surrender the control
Golden warmth spilling through my soul
Every pulse, every hush, every fold
Caught inside this honeyed hold

Comb of desire, dripping over me
Sticky sweetness, wild and free
Golden streams, flowing through the night
Comb of desire, holding me tight

Hidden moans in the quiet room
Soft collisions, petals in bloom
Every shiver a golden trace
Lost in the honeyed, intimate space

Honeyed currents, spilling slow
Every secret only we know
Bodies folding, hearts in gold
Bound together in the comb of desire

Comb of desire, dripping over me
Sticky sweetness, wild and free
Golden streams, flowing through the night
Comb of desire, holding me tight

Comb of Desire

Morning

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You matter. Your feelings matter. You are not defined by a diagnosis. You are not alone.

Thank you for listening, reflecting and caring.

NOVOCAINE

cement

Silverwrist

The Art of Staying Broken - Demo

DYNASTIE MUTANTE


As an inspiration taken from an unreleased track "NEED" by Taylor Swift, this song was written as a meditation on how want, desire, and passion were being understood within me, shaped by the philosophers whose words once framed my own questions about love. It was felt that the imagery of smoke, echoes, and puppet-strings could carry the emotional weight I wasn’t able to say outright. The feelings were allowed to rise on their own, and the verses were guided into place as if the emotions themselves insisted on being named. Through it all, a quiet revelation was being formed around one person whose presence softened every harsh idea I once held.

As the second verse was shaped, a wilder kind of longing was being acknowledged—one that demanded to be freed rather than resisted. Nietzsche’s fire and force were allowed to seep into the lines, making the emotions feel lived rather than analyzed. It was believed that the arrival of the other person in the narrative created a transformation that couldn’t be denied, so the writing was led toward imagery of power, rebirth, and heat. A need was recognized not as weakness but as momentum, pushing the song forward without my direct permission.

The final verse was written while a sense of becoming was unfolding in real time. De Beauvoir’s ideas were woven in, allowing the song to be shaped around freedom, choice, and the rewriting of old scripts. It was felt that the connection described in the song could be a doorway rather than a confinement, and the lyrics were crafted to reflect a path shared without surrendering selfhood. The song’s closing lines were allowed to sit gently, expressing a need that was no longer chaotic or consuming—just a steady truth guiding me onward.

WANT, DESIRE, PASSION, LUST & NEED!

Confront

Solitude Suits Me

🎵 CEO a' la Card.mp3

Anbid Zaman is a queer activist and artist whose work rises from a life marked by displacement, resistance, and the insistence on living fully even when the world tries to deny that possibility. Born in Bangladesh and shaped by grassroots queer organizing from a young age, they grew into their voice through community struggle — learning early that courage isn’t an act, but a daily discipline.

Their journey from danger to refuge transformed them without erasing their origins. Living in Germany, Anbid continues to work at the intersections of identity, migration, and liberation, supporting queer people who face violence and navigating the complexities of chosen family, safety, and belonging. Their activism is guided by deep commitments: justice without compromise, solidarity across borders, and an unshakeable belief that marginalised voices should be heard not with pity, but with respect.

These values spill directly into their music. Anbid’s sound blends testimonial storytelling, emotional minimalism, and atmospheric layers shaped by memory — the quiet of hiding, the noise of protest, the ache of leaving, the thrill of surviving. Each track carries the weight of lived experience and the brightness of hope that refuses to die. Their art is not just expression; it is continuation, resistance, and a reminder that stories carry power long before the world acknowledges them.

WANT, DESIRE, PASSION, LUST & NEED!

Anbid Zaman

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