Name: Nuthin 2 Do (black rust) by And Cowboys
Duration: 3 min 15 s
Description: felt my hands turn black and the ground done froze. about a year in the making, thank you to pacific purgatory and star starer

Dude this is so fucking fire, keep up the good work bro

born to die

end my fucking life

calendar girl

felt my hands turn black and the ground done froze. about a year in the making, thank you to pacific purgatory and star starer

Nuthin 2 Do (black rust)

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Made in Sweden carbon steel
Hole in your neck asking is this real
Fade to black as I chop away
No knife game this is swordplay
Ancient forbidden hidden technique 
Blade in the belly your gut will leak
Filled my quota of kills today
The only thing that's real is swordplay
Writhe around in agony
I possess your life
Not my fault that you are weak
Soul taken by my knife
Live by the sword

Swordplay

hate myself

remake of an old song

i think im really ugly
its so fuckin over for me
always feeling so disgusting
why did i have to get shit genes


i try so hard to go on
but i cant see any reason
cuz its just all so shit and
i just want to give up and to cry

i can never talk to the girl that i like
because if i try i wont be good enough (for you)
i can never talk to the girl that i like
because if i try i wont be good enough (for you)
i can never talk to the girl that i like
because if i try i wont be good enough 
and im sorry
for even looking at your face

notgoodenough4u

https://soundcloud.com/youlooksodivinetonight goated

i dont know how to say goodbye to you
cause im just too afraid of losing you
and i dont wanna cry
but in my life its all been fucked
and its all so fucked up
 that i cant be with you
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
cause i know you dont want me too
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
cause i know you dont want me too

and ill never fucking change
ill always be the same
im stuck here being afraid tonight
baby wont you free my mind
and i ask myself everyday
why do things have to be this way
im starting to gain weight alright
i keep fucking up my life
you say that you dont want me
im tired of it all
im tired its all my fault

its all my fault w/ graves

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

I thought i only took a few
Now there's shadows in my room 
And i want them gone
Why are there whispers too
What the hell did i consume
I think i hear my mom

I think the shadow people bite
The end is nowhere in sight
They're really fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I can't stop nodding off
At least i don't have a cough
My fucking stomach hurts
When will this nightmare stop
Why do i hear the cops
There's vomit on my shirt

I think the shadow people bite
They're really giving me a fright
Why are they fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I think i might have died
But god makes me feel alright

Song I wrote a long time ago was able to finish :)

Verse 
I hate to see you smile
You drive me fucking wild
You’re such a huge disgrace 
You give me so much pain
I wanna drink away my paranoia and ignore ya 
But you give me so much rage 

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Never texted me now I want 2 fucking kill her

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Verse 
It’s been a while and I’m still broken
I’m so obsessed with u I haven’t gotten over it
Stuck in my head like glue I never thought that we’d be through
So I’ll choose your fate but I still love you 

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Fucking tested me now I want 2 fucking kill her

iw2fkh

[Verse 1]
I need a spark to wake these bones,
You strike the fuse, you cut me close.
You drag me deep where the shadows spin,
Don’t hold back now — pull me in.

[Pre -Chorus 1]
Set this heart on fire, don’t let it fade,
Your touch cuts through where the secrets stay.
Etch your mark under my skin,
Let this burn begin again.

[Chorus 1]
Slow burn..., (slow burn....)
Burn...., slow burn....
Feed this ache, don’t fade away.
Slow burn..., (slow burn....)
Burn...., slow burn....
Crack these walls ‘til the silence breaks.

[Verse 2]
You wind me tight like a broken dream,
You crack my calm, split my seams.
When I fall hard through the static haze,
Will you stay close when the embers blaze?

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Tear this night apart, don’t let it drown,
Your hands pull truth where the dark runs out.
Scratch your vow into my skin,
Let the fever flood me in.

[Chorus 2]
Slow burn..., (slow burn....)
Burn...., slow burn....
Keep me raw in your hidden flame.
Slow burn..., (slow burn....)
Burn...., slow burn....
Light my bones where the shadows stay.

[Bridge]
Tie me up in your reckless storm,
Carve your name where my scars are worn.
I’ll keep this flame behind dead eyes,
Let me break where the lost ones rise.

[Pre-Chorus 3 — Final]
Burn this heartbeat loud, don’t let it lie,
Your touch cuts deep where my ruins hide.
Trace your fire across my skin,
Let me drown and rise again.

[Chorus 3 — Final]
Slow burn..., (slow burn....)
Burn...., slow burn....
Fuel this fire where the lost remain.
Slow burn..., (slow burn....)
Burn...., slow burn....
Brand my soul, let it scream my name.

Nuthin 2 Do (black rust)

And Cowboys

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