i failed
oh darling
was your head in my hands not enough
pace my room for a couple bucks
i felt down for a couple months
did it all for a dumb ear
tell me theres no love left here
all the eyes disappoint
id rather die in this joint

pace

prod me
finding my sound still
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6wBXoXurLcSSyg46pVJe5d?si=074c408517e1434f



lyrics
im tired of trying to breathe
when you come around
you're the reason why im hating how my music sounds
this will be the death of me so bury me into the ground
i hope it's just a feeling but it's
always and always

like a puppet you're controlling me
i hope i'm always 17 in your memories
you know that i'll never leave
i don't know what is wrong with me
i need some melatonin i can never fall asleep
always and always

they're all transparent to me
but i can never read your mind
just say that it's fine
i'm still wasting my time again
i wish you were sitting right by my side
it's been a while since we last spoke
i'll tell you about the things that you want me to say
i'm wasting days after days
you always blow me away
i'm so out of place and it's so hard to find you
can you hear my heartbeat when you're pulling me closer
all i can think of is your four-leaf clover
so many times when i thought it was over
i just need some closure
(your hair on my shoulders)
will i save myself oh please
you set this up for me
all that you do is just waste my dopamine
why do i hate november
i need your answer
you know i'll remember
always and always

like a puppet

i'll be alright ft daywatch (shade08)

Mastered by @noraevelyne
lyrics
can u look at me the way i look at you
i know it looks bad but i wanna change for you
(oh) nothing i wouldnt do
just to be up next to you
(oh) i wanna be up next to u

But i cant
and it just hurts
cant say anything to make me give a fuck
you never really cared to think of what i want
im stuck in this place yeah it really, really sucks x2

why cant you talk to me the way i want you to
and you made me a promise but you broke that too
you said it was fake, and it broke into 2
i dont really know what to do

dont dont break all your promises
no i dont care what no one says
(dont go and break your promises, just because of what your friend said)
(it dont make no sense, can you get that through your head)

Nora
vibrant eyes
a promsie with no lies
soft skin and eyes
im horrible but i seem nice

where did i get 
wubdaishdiusha
and i look in her eyes
im getting to look how
how my consoiuness
so dont leave, just put a leave in this

so dont leave before
i pick up my feet from the floor
i wanna see you smile
to make that happen ill go any mile

promises + nora evelyne  (xnull + yametsu)

percgang the new owl city

[@kanaima]
he like to talk a lot but he aint got the racks
and he in the parking lot lil bitch we gettin back
pull up with that fafa, we burn it out
we gon let them shots off, he heard it now
watchu tryna say bout me
cause all my diamonds flawless
i walk up in the bank but I ain’t makin no deposits
and now i’m really poppin
you broke boy you should stop it
pull up with that fafa

[@saiwai]
huh ye,
ima go run up these bands 
got ur bitch put her in a trance
ur boy he be tryna throw hands
and bitch he know he dumb he knoww
gonna skr up in my 4x4
yea we in our zone
and she say she know but she dont know
flooded out my wrist
ill make sure i end up rich
cuz i make sure i get that bag
then ima dip off skr real quick
yo boy better stop talkin shit
before he get hit up w my stick
i guess he dont got a bitch
.762 finna unload the clip

why u be lyin to me
these bros switchin sides wit me
gotta do this on my own
cuz nobody really know
how much i hate ur soul
how much i wanna go home
i dont even wanna talk
this shit just fuck me up

uh 
i dont really know
cuz where did u go
yo boy he kinda slow
u like to be alone
gotta finish up my shit
before i get my bitch
stupid ass boy he gon get hit
gettin this money ill buy a new fit
gettin my k now this shit finna BLEH

[@kanaima]
he like to talk a lot but he aint got the racks
and he in the parking lot lil bitch we gettin back
pull up with that fafa, we burn it out
we gon let them shots off, he heard it now
watchu tryna say bout me
cause all my diamonds flawless
i walk up in the bank but I ain’t makin no deposits
and now i’m really poppin
you broke boy you should stop it
pull up with that fafa

@zephyrcove

burn it out

burn it out p. sai & kanaima

with some new friends thank you @riensu @1toge
follow them:
www.instagram.com/ri3nsu/
www.instagram.com/notmanni/
all plats march 31st: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/andrelv/want-your-attention-feat-manni---riensu

prod me once again

lyrics:
always feeling nervous yeah i never can relax
you know there's always trepidation just a feeling in my chest
and im running from my problems cos i never know whats next
really hope its not too late
i need a second to react

chorus:
i dont have any more reasons just to see you around
i just wanna hear the words that you wanna tell me
i lost my mind but u found it
why am i always so selfish
i dont need your attention
but i want it
every thought that i have always circles back to you
im so scared of you so i can never tell the truth
my heart is beating so fast i don't know what to do
im falling again and its so hard to find you

manni ✰ @1toge:
its so hard to let go
when i really wanted more now
but you wanna slow down
is this all a game to you
cause i dont really have a clue
fuck do you want me to do
did you want me to relapse
i just want my keys back
did you really mean that
theres no point if you dont feel love
so i wonder if i cross your mind
cause i dont really want to be left behind

riensu @riensu:
i've been waiting for you to come save me
cause after all we've been through you're still my safety
would you catch me again and again
dont want to pretend
but i'll be fine without you

r: she got me running back
m: she got me wanting more
r: tell me what its all for
m: tell me and ill love you more
r: lets get right to the chase
m: run around my mind like a maze
r: no text back like im not phased, at all

(chorus again)

my verse:
im way too tired to converse
guess i'll see you again
i try my best but it never works
cos you fuck up my plans
i swear im stuck in a curse
i'll never understand
im falling again
and its so hard to find you
if i had another chance i swear i'll never lose
you grazed right pass me
didnt even know its you
they told me everything is fine i really hope its true
you know its never easy but im weathering with you

want your attention w/ manni ✰ & riensu

prod @bugs

https://open.spotify.com/track/5XnWKWU7YDB8SGLlI4vuAE?si=32f6ed6265df444c 

cant even say it to my face
how come im the only one at blame
for your mistakes
cant even talk it out
u wont give me time of day
u got all this doubt
girl u dont love me either way
i remember when we fell in love
now i keep my circle tight
cause its hard to trust
aint no point like why im trying
cause my time is up
i cant understand how u aint had enough
its not adding up

can u trust me when i say
i meant everything i said
its all on replay
i cant get you out my head
i want you to stay
but to u i know im dead
left me in the past
know im just another friend
i cant move on
i think im stuck with the damage
know u doing better damn
i cant stand it
how'd it end up like this girl
i didnt plan it
im starting to think
i took ur loving for granted

adding up (bugs)

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

voice so congested and i couldnt hit the highs so they radio
ill prolly take down later this is not good
ariesfan2006
butterscotch looking like my brown skin
shoutout all my people

ditto by aries

ditto cover

Chorus: 
Stop
Always driving fast
Don’t know when you will crash
And I think you’re a fucking whore

Bridge:
Cruising in a V8
Don’t believe what she say
And like I said it before
You’ve always had it all

Verse:
I’m never tripping I stay pushing P
Fucking that bi.. and she all on her knees
VIP all night 
You’ve always had it all
Think about you when you think about me
I’m never sober I’m smoking that green
Every day and night
You’ve always had it all

Chorus: 
Stop
Always driving fast
Don’t know when you will crash
And I think you’re a fucking whore
And I think you’re a fucking whore
And I think you’re a fucking whore