Written by: Lizzie Calisto,  @kiddamo
Produced by: Tiresss (IG: @tiressssss)
Mixed/Mastered by: @killzoltar

Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KT2vSSMrQRTUG4GjHeJg8?si=95b95307ea744da0

Watch my music video: https://youtu.be/tELz2vfQ9gg?si=nN3SMFjPfO6HezNF

//Lyrics//

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

Lights out at the house
I don't think anybody's home
Shadows following me home now
It seems the moon is not alone
I cry out
All I want is for you to take me home
But time stopped
So I'm stuck here on my own

How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

(How does it feel)
(How does it feel)

[KiddAmo]
How does it feel… feel
You don't wanna tell me how you feel
Feels like I'm trippin out, like is this even real
Even though you're mad at me, but time will heal
But I don't really wanna feel
So hurry up and crack the seal
And just tell me how it feels
You don't know what I think when I think 'bout you
Used to stick to myself, now I stick by you
Fk a sidekick, you know that this Glock's the only side I choose
(Only side I choose, only side I choose)

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
How does it feel

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

how does it feel (ft. kiddamo) (Prod. Tiresss)

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive, 

shitty take, what y say, ik ur joking right,
we gon pull up with them toys, we staying up all night, 
yea u better watch ur back they're lurking with the knife, 
you will see the light, 
the fire will ignite,

eating all these shots, when will I just let go, 
I won’t work w u, a snake since the get go,  
I’ve been feeling blue, I deserve a halo 

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

im a bad guy, put them bodies in a freezer, 
telling lies in my head, I don’t need her,
But they know I do all this just to please her

and I know that I’m fucked up crazy,
2 blades on my hip cuz they hate me ,
and I promise I won’t change as of lately,
2 pills in my cup it’s amazing x2

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

get me high [tiresss]

headaches // wax <prod hostile>

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst x me]

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Yung Van Verse
maybe I didn’t try enough
If I tried harder you would notice
I guess it don’t matter now
I’m no longer in your focus
I shouldn’t need you, I just can’t convince myself
I feel the need to be there when you need my help
Now I’m so numb I can’t feel a thing you say
I told you the truth, just to throw it in my face
I shouldn’t have stayed, you don’t care if I’m in pain
To you it’s just a game, I don’t trust a thing you say
You left me with trust issues
I feel ashamed when I miss you
You made me look like a fool
Thinking that I coulda been with you

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Vails Verse
Say you wanna leave but I know you wanna stay
I see it in your eyes, you don't know what to say
You pack your things slow, no direction, no hope
I'm really tired of the games, we keep hurting in this way

You're holding all your pain like I haven't had the same thing as you
I really miss on the connection but I guess that we're through
It cuts deep in my heart
Knowing our ties got fraid
The breaking was inevitable
You'd hope I'd stay
But it's impossible
I take credit
I won't let this continue
There I said it

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

you said you wouldn't leave. (prod. cxrter & jolst)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

We can skip plans smoke thraxx head back laid back like that getting high all day 
I can write raps little sad how till I’m burnt out and wish to fly away 

I have told you when I write 
I picture you by my side 
I’ll hold you where it’s right 
Then hide away 
Time 
I wish I could stop time 
And mend you when you cry 
I fear I lost my mind 
It’s only Saturday 
We aren’t rivals 
This no dance recital
You will shine my idol 
I just hope you make it out okay 

Tears drops in the blunt 
Now you’re mad, Wtf
Do I got it still? Am I enough?
I never feel like I’m enough 
Raindrops summer nights 
Stay close by my side 
If ur alright then I’m alright 
Are you here for the ride?

I will uber home if that means that you’ll be alright 
I will take a knife and shove it till it reach my spine 
I like the way you call me, I like the way you hit my line 
Summertime is fading I hope you don’t fade with mine

its only saturday (prod.ayeon)

Lyrics-
Clouds just kept on moving,
Its repeating tell me why
Tears is falling freezing,
AP Skelly when i cry
It not too soon to reach you
Grab my eyes and bleach'em
My last feeling for i die,
It was nice to be here
It was nice to do these things
For I go up missing
See a stage and rock my shi
Till I dont miss singing
Wake me up next season
Don't say its repeating
Wake me up its cold outside
I wont go out freezing

i got 13 fucked reasons why i need to be here,
Lets get fucked round the city like tonight the new year

Clouds just kept on moving,
Its repeating tell me why
Tears is falling freezing,
AP Skelly when i cry
It not too soon to reach you
Grab my eyes and bleach'em
My last feeling for i die,
It was nice to be here
It was nice to do these things
For I go up missing
See a stage and rock my shi
Till I dont miss singing
Wake me up next season
Don't say its repeating
Wake me up its cold outside
I wont go out freezing

Bleach'Em (typhelicia/kenzee)

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