u got the coldest heart? thats what u think, u not seen mine

haunted house [ushanka boy]

bleak butterfly [????]

Streaming

NITRO & A.W - COLD [FEAT. CL9UDY] (BONUS TRACK)

i dont think they get it
im just not who i used to be
sentimental presence
feel they all got used to me
tie up my loose ends 
while my best friends write eulogies
the one they didnt expect 
to take his life it keeps pulling me 
down
so deep into my thoughts
wont leave 
in my head i scream 
for that last good reason

lay me to rest
but please dont you cry
i tried my best to make it somewhere id be fine
the pain in my chest
ive dealt with my whole life
i just dont expect an understanding all the time

tried so long to make it better 
nothing ever seems to work 
i tried so hard to get it together 
never reflect on the past or my worth
reading over notes ive written
all the same but different words
suicidal tendencies 
nothing ever seems to hurt

understanding (king theta)

take it from me
devilish habits the fruit from a tree
dont wanna be 
the person they thought 
i would never achieve 
no enemies 
stick to myself 
while they talk about me
dont wanna link
lately theres been too much pressure to think
 7 to 3 
you hear the numbers 
dont know what it means
not what i need
your negative energies 
not what i need
smokin the tree
dont wanna talk 
why you talkin to me
dont wanna link
keepin my distance 
like its a disease

i dont like that shit
pull the light back i
try to keep distant but 
runnin right back
it’s everything that ive wanted 
and its everything that im not
saved seats for summons
flip pages read the lies
reach out for nothing
they took the light
reach out for nothing 
it hurt deep inside
guess that its tough
never get back what i thought was a light
look in my eyes
never a truth from your rhythm despite

7 to 3 (6astard)

lyrics

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it
hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

im chopped into spare parts
is it possible that u could lend a spare heart
i got half a mind to leave it to the deep dark
i got half a mind to burn it with a quick spark

can u hold me back 
while i detox
could there be another road
ion see one
its impossible to live in the deep end
its impossible to see when cash in

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

its never been more over (sorrowbringer)

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst x me]

hope u like =)

tell me if it’s mutual 
tell me that I got you,
I’ve been riding round the town 
im searching so I pop 2 
don’t know what is wrong with me 
just tell me you don’t want to,
don’t know what is up with me 
just tell me that I got you 

you would shoot me right now if you were right here right next to me ,
bitch im laying back in off the dope im off the exctasy,
I don’t hang around that many people I got enemies,
they try and drag me down but im so up, and they so envy me

I’ve been feeling like a ghost do u remember me?
and I don’t think so cuz the smoking blur ur memory 
and I’ve been distant from the ones I call my family 
and i dont think so cuz the smokin blur ur memory

how u ride with a enemy,
crawling over like centipede 
this been all of my destiny
I’ve been tryna new recipe 

I’ve been seeing new entities 
I’ve been silent assassins creed 
I will take down my enemies 
all the devils are watching me

got u [tiresss]

We can skip plans smoke thraxx head back laid back like that getting high all day 
I can write raps little sad how till I’m burnt out and wish to fly away 

I have told you when I write 
I picture you by my side 
I’ll hold you where it’s right 
Then hide away 
Time 
I wish I could stop time 
And mend you when you cry 
I fear I lost my mind 
It’s only Saturday 
We aren’t rivals 
This no dance recital
You will shine my idol 
I just hope you make it out okay 

Tears drops in the blunt 
Now you’re mad, Wtf
Do I got it still? Am I enough?
I never feel like I’m enough 
Raindrops summer nights 
Stay close by my side 
If ur alright then I’m alright 
Are you here for the ride?

I will uber home if that means that you’ll be alright 
I will take a knife and shove it till it reach my spine 
I like the way you call me, I like the way you hit my line 
Summertime is fading I hope you don’t fade with mine

its only saturday (prod.ayeon)

All the good girls love me all the bad girls too 
I bet that you hate me all they boyfriends do 
I can fuck you from the pool to the hotel room 
You're still all up on me i can smell your perfume 
X2 

Hush lil shawty now dont say a word 
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird 
Hush lil shawty now dont you scream 
Daddys gonna buy you a diamond ring 
Hush lil shawty now dont say a word 
Put your ex down deep down in the dirt 
Hush lil shawty we gon live our dreams 
Ima get it for us girl ima get us everything 

All the good girls love me all the bad girls too 
I bet that you hate me all they boyfriends do 
I can fuck you from the pool to the hotel room 
You're still all up on me i can smell your perfume 
X2

Schizophoria - GoodGirl (Prod) UV6X7

shoutout skelly 💀❤️

bummed out i been so bummed out
i been really dyin to see you 
my feelings like glue the way im stuck to you 
this sound like just another love song
my mind cold in the summer gotta keep my coat on 
ima sad boy feel like you could do better
i been stressin overthinkin everything that i been doin 
skelly made the canvas and i get to cookin sweets pudding
your way to good for me these cookies that you made are so delectable 

i put you on a pedestal and i put myself 6 deep 
i’ve been bummed out bummed out yeah i been bummed out
i can’t keep a routine for the life of me
then you text me got me talkin for a few hours

NITRO & A.W - COLD [FEAT. CL9UDY] (BONUS TRACK)

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