produced by @dj-fortify + @2messi
additional drums // sound fx // vocals by me

lyrics:

There was no one
Now you’re standing here 
I dont wanna give 
into this quite yet

I was cold and empty 
Please don’t disappear 
The thread that holds me is
at your fingertips 

I hope that its real
And if im dreaming 
Dont wake me up yet
A need a minute

I hope that its real
And if im dreaming 
Dont wake me up yet
Up yet
Up yet
Up yet 
Up-up-up-up

(break)

ive been dealing with it so painfully 
i just make assumptions
please wait for me
tell me how it is
ill listen gratefully 
But in the end
I think you’ll probably end up hating me

ive been dealing with it so painfully 
i just make assumptions
please wait for me
tell me how it is
ill listen gratefully 
But in the end
I think you’ll probably end up hating me

There was no one
Now you’re standing here 
I dont wanna give 
into this quite yet

I was cold and empty 
Please don’t disappear 
The thread that holds me is
at your fingertips 

I hope that its real
And if im dreaming 
Dont wake me up yet
A need a minute

I hope that its real...

the thread that holds me

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

I was rockin true religions we was shopping at the mall ,
U were everything I wanted u were the one who had my heart.
I know sometimes talking 2 me feels like talking 2 a wall ,
Then it started getting complicated I would never call,

All black lungs baby, im smoking on some tar
All my friends n me are nodding off, they say ill be star
Yea im looking into cameras but I never rly smile
U hit my phone and say im not enough but I already know
Don't u get that I was playing like a actor
Yea she was a nice girl
Turned into a bad bitch
Just because I had her
Yea she started crying when she looked into my eyes
Im like, baby wtf is wrong with u n I look past her

Im not doing too well
I tried to tell ya
Margiela sneakers got that shit straight from Italia
We got turnt up, im in BK with my big bro
I think that you're perfect we should go home

I was thinking that I love u then u put me in the friendzone
2 weeks later catch me fuckin on ur friend hoe
2 weeks later and im thinking I should end it
Im so happy when u text back, happy that u care bout me
U been acting strange is there something u aint telling me ?

All black lungs baby, im smoking on some tar
All my friends n me are nodding off, they say ill be star
Yea im looking into cameras but I never rly smile
U hit my phone and say im not enough but I already know
Don't u get that I was playing like a actor
Yea she was a nice girl
Turned into a bad bitch
Just because I had her
Yea she started crying when she looked into my eyes
Im like, baby wtf is wrong with u n I look past her

oh well... (a ballad) [dercept and jolst]

unreleased

man down prod dylan brady

now + kiryano

@ckwduke
prod. nihil x tommet
mix master by me

loaded up im online u wanna play now
u embarassin i be at the bank now
from the dog pound who u wanna take out
its embarassin how u are so fake now
had to clock out thinkin about puttin my head to a glock
need to roll another one cuz u dont wanna talk
im losing this blood for my no reason gotta stop
and im losing connection to life im on a bed of rocks
i cant stop
and im losing connection the call just dropped
the nos drops
nosgov
lost
locked on
and i knew u really wouldnt take a shot
walkin in the mall i got black jeans
fuck gorilla glue we smokin freon
chillin on the map we watch a respawn
shawty hit this blunt u ask why we gone

i hate the come down, girl its been a long night
u needa hold me baby, hold me till it feels right
i been lookin at u, saw a life inside ur eyes
ur just a bitch baby why u always gotta fight
ill take a noose to my neck baby tie it tight
then we light the blunt just like a firefly
it just sucks, u never viewed me as the perfect guy
even tho id be with u till the day i die

nurxyz x duke - online

misaku foxx & kieyosekii - both sides (toubi & spill)

sickness + corpsekitty

prod @heyfrancis5858

i got blood all on my toes 
disappear like a ghost  
strike a smile
strike a pose
and u kno we do the most 
im so faded like a ghost
we can throw it up of course
panic room comatose  
posted up in a nightmare
im having fun
im so fucked up can i cry 
all i hear is screams inside 
pls go away

i wonder why ive been fighting
as hard as i can 
yeah i swear ive turned cold
but i like it 
yeah i cant fight it 
i see weed and i light  it
yeah i cant hide it 
kushy my cologne 
and i know ur bitch like it 
i can try and prove and point
but youre so stupid im so done 
theres no thinking with this gun 
yea i do that shit for fun 
give a fuck about a bum
they keep suckin till i cum 
 yeah im dripped up all in comme
des garcon but im numb 
i got acid on my tongue 
hate the shit that ive become 
hope i bleed out till im gone 
i dont wanna see the sun

ghost (franc1s)

@1darko
@noserenitycollective

I don't give a fuck
Kill a family full of fucking rats
Bats on my bottles bby
Hurt heart
Bitch I got scars in my lips
And it's only if I ask you
And I watch figures move past you
Everything we had is so far gone
Far gone
I can't feel you, you're so far now
Fall asleep, my body twitch
You're killing me, you're my right hand
Symbols all on my arm
Ok so you're clipped up, so am I
Ever such a fix up, so am I
I been staring at the cup till I flat line
I just wanna tear all in the cut till I flat line

Shoot you thru the window tint
Armor piercing, I think I be biting in
And my grip's a slut
I think it got 50 bodies
Lil bro tryna press me
Ok ima spin back
All this fate, I'm blushing
Why even bother
I just wanna kill me, when you tell me that
Had it sewn back
Tell me that, don't tell me that
I ain't tryna go out sad bih
Ima stab it
Now he's laying gone, think I'm better off
I'm better off
If it was up 2 me
I can wipe the blood off my hands
Well certainly
I can feel the darkness in swarming
I know that you're gone
And I can't that shit back
I can't swim that
Swear it's looking so bad
I can make my chopper levitate
Paranormal
New wide body
I might stretch new skin all over
I can't feel my fingertips
Think I had a bad night
Want me dead, all she want is bad love

flat line (1darko)

andrewxfear