Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mQBNnZcw-0

Art : https://www.zerochan.net/1351393

Lyrics :

And she said
I spend a little too much time
In my head
Reading the replies that
She'd send
I'm a little too comfortable
And maybe just maybe
I'm acting this crazy for you

Someone call 911
On ice my wrist so numb
Swing miss bye bye home run
Foot flat no gas so long
So lost I couldn't find my way
Perspirating hesitating
Saw right through my poker face
Palpitating no escaping
Lately I've been running low on trust
When I look in her eyes all I see is us
It's all a little much
Oh but what a rush
Could you tell me now if I'm worthy of your love

I might throw it all away for you if you could make the time
I left one foot in the rearview but made it out alive
And I know
You're probably better off
But when I'm around you I can't get enough
And I know
How far I've fallen
So far down might aswell go all in
And she said

in my head (Prod. by siemspark x 1heyrick)

★..why do i feel like this?★

[producers]
@kkkarasu
@roxas535

[artwork]
@junixo

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/last-chance-prod-karasu-silentboycries-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:

last chance
last dance
i know that ur not having fun
girl ur not the only one

last chance
last dance
one more song until im done
all i know is how to run

and i know that ur upset
(i know that ur upset)
do u wish we never met
(wish we never met)

verse:
smoke another cig, let it all out
as another lie slips out of my mouth
wish i wasnt like this i know that u doubt
wish i had an answer

as the castles falling down
now the ghost just all surround

fuck

why do i feel like this
why do i just feel like shit
hurt the ones i love the most
hate me more than u could know

repeat hook:

last chance
last dance
i know that ur not having fun
girl ur not the only one

last chance
last dance
one more song until im done
all i know is how to run

and i know that ur upset
(i know that ur upset)
do u wish we never met
(wish we never met)

★streaming★

★last chance★ (prod. karasu & lonerr)

''ALL I WANTED'' remix by bro @soliooooo, thank you <3
i can't forgive myself for that, i don't think ill be able to..
✦ https://soundcloud.com/nokerbforever/all-i-wanted ✦

ALL I WANTED

ALL I WANTED (remix by solio)

(lyrics)
She told me to go to sleep, but i don't even want to wake up.
Why you messing with my dreams, you know you're not acting grown up.

You're so twofaced, it was murder she wrote with the white dress.
You be glowing and shit like the sunset, say you love love love then you forget.
Say you're out of reach their when i need you. Said your growing up their when i see you.
Shouldn't take her everytime that im with you, but you’re gone now so just stay away.

And i wont even need to know you, you’re my sacrificial pawn.
And i wont even need to hold you, cuz I got problems of my own.

Damn, I wish you were sick, running out of time wish you would give me some peace.
Damn, don’t know where to be, thought I lost my happiness cuz I can never see.

Thought you had some confidence, but it couldn't be helped.
Thought you kept your pride away, your like everyone else.

You're so twofaced, it was murder she wrote with the white dress.
You be glowing and shit like the sunset, say you love love love then you forget.
Say you're out of reach their when i need you. Said your growing up their when i see you.
Shouldn't take her every time that I'm with you, but you’re gone now so just stay away.

twofaced (prod kid axl)

rip
https://soundcloud.com/nokerbforever/die-w-nyuk?si=52a13608d24943d491875c21245d7f04&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

die slowed *sadder*

it only goes up from here

i did too much way before all this shit
happened so quick had to scratch it off my list
fuck all of your feelings i don't really give a shit
i cant listen to someone who wont even commit

the night's strange
i hope ill be okay
this shit dont ever change
i think ill go insane
his body's dearranged
no your not close to me
im on another stage 
im on another page

fuck how you feel ima keep getting better
im not the same im getting more letters
my features is up getting that chedder
im hunting you rats boy just like im shredder

she said she want me 
but ima let you be
you for the streets
and im with my team
i dont really need
but i can guarantee
ima be free
see more than you've seen

i did too much way before all this shit
happened so quick had to scratch it off my list
fuck all of your feelings i don't really give a shit
i cant listen to someone who wont even commit

the night's strange
i hope ill be okay
this shit dont ever change
i think ill go insane
his body's dearranged
no your not close to me
im on another stage 
im on another page

Too Much

Too Much (prod.reezgy)

prod by @luxistired

Intro
Layin on the 
ground like to often
Im not responding
I'm drowning and missing options
surroundings are blue, but its getting darker and darker

HOOK 
hurt me like your someone new,
tell lies like your so untrue,
tell you my hearts so unfinished,
tell me what would you do,
your in the rain by yourself,
and I know you remember the people you didn't help, 
and i know you question thinking to yourself,
and i know you question being someone else

Verse
hey, your wasting you life
hold on could you wait just one time
i just fucking hate the sunshine
crying for your help in moonlight
everytime I'm left alone
im like hey just dont pick up your phone
stayin here
im not in fear

HOOK 
hurt me like your someone new,
tell lies like your so untrue,
tell you my hearts so unfinished,
tell me what would you do,
your in the rain by yourself,
and I know you remember the people you didn't help, 
and i know you question thinking to yourself,
and i know you question being someone else

Someone Else w/ Lux (prod Lux)

prod. iceboi, recorded drunk because I feel like crap.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4xulQbhx7nRpKFiO7VdBV5?si=d331b619cf874daa

lyric video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5yOir_CnlI

lyrics:

[intro]
Will there be one more time
Where I can say that I'm fine
Cus I lost all my hope
And u left me all alone
I went fucking mental
And you are judgmental
I hate you but I love you
And now I say fuck you

[chorus]
I can't even think
And you told me 
I cant even sing
How does it feel? 
I bleed for you
Do you even see? 
Because you fucked me up
And I sometimes wish I would end up dead
And then everyone one who knew you calls you vile
But is it in the true? 
Or is it only rumour spread
And I dont know at all what I should do 
But I call you in a pine
Cus I wanna see you 

[pre-verse]
and know how you feel
I dont know if this is what you want
But I dont care, I wont hit you up
Because you left me in a haunt 
You left me in a taunt
I am angry and I wont show
I dont even look at ur photos

[verse]
Cus I dont wanna see your face
And feel all this misplace
I dont ever wanna do anything with him
But I feel like I will miss him
But I wont be weak
I will give myself in
And show my streak
Of ignoring this boy
He thinks ima toy
Stop this annoy 

[bridge]
Will there be one more time
Where I can say that I'm fine
Cus I lost all my hope
And u left me all alone
I went fucking mental
And you are judgmental
I hate you but I love you
And now I say fuck you

[chorus]
I can't even think
And you told me 
I cant even sing
How does it feel? 
I bleed for you
Do you even see? 
Because you fucked me up
And I sometimes wish I would end up dead
And then everyone one who knew you calls you vile
But is it in the true? 
Or is it only rumour spread
And I dont know at all what I should do 
But I call you in a pine
Cus I wanna see you

youleftmeallalone (prod. iceboi)

thanks a lot to @soulvanishh for the feature, I had fun working on this, and thanks to everyone for listening to my music, I love you guys! 

spotify <3 - https://open.spotify.com/track/6qkOZg53h919tA9zrE1LaY?si=1580fd0033384646 

prod. iceboi

cover by k1baru (www.instagram.com/k1baru)

lyrics:
[chorus]
I have so many questions that I wanna ask
But I am not sure if you even wanna talk
One more time, I want to feel better
I still wear your sweater
Did you already forgot about me?
I know am not the same person I was when you met me
It's true because I changed for you 
I am hanging on by a thread, and you fuck someone else
You left me in despair, left me in an affair
You cheated on me this whole time

[verse]
(soulvanish)

[chorus]
I have so many questions that I wanna ask
But I am not sure if you even wanna talk
One more time, I want to feel better
I still wear your sweater
Did you already forgot about me?
I know am not the same person I was when you met me
It's true because I changed for you 
I am hanging on by a thread, and you fuck someone else
You left me in despair, left me in an affair
You cheated on me this whole time

[verse] sorry I recorded this drunk xD
I been in my car, it's you and me
You are the one that I see when I sleep
Then I woke up it's just a dream
Yeah I know I'm fucked up
I'm such a freak
Going on the ground, let me on my knees
Do you still love me?
Yeah I dont look
Because you betrayed me so many times
And I cant ever imagine a future that I will have with you
And I hope you remember that 
You were the only one 
Who caused trauma on yourself
Yeah I hope you remember that
Because you make me feel like shit
And I take drugs just because of you

betrayal (ft. soulvanish)

Pedr0we-Oso

You Trippin'

// 23 //
having audio/recording issues, will be MIA for a little while

in my head (Prod. by siemspark x 1heyrick)

grinch