lyrics //


think it’s getting bad again
i’ve been lying to my friends
feel the weight here in this bed
truth is i’m tired

sit and wait for walls to speak
searching for some kind of clarity
i’m afraid of what they’ll think of me
if they heard

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

last time i saw you i was just a little bit brighter 
and now you’re waiting on my light to return
someone lied when they told you that i was a fighter
‘cos now i’m praying for you to come save me, please come and save me
before i become something hard to believe in
and you know that you’re better off leaving

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

therapy w/ HEARTAVI & blackwinterwells

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

plastic w/ weial [neilyoung]

prod by: @okmurrrr

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/22A1JGxkXwGTxSaefU8Eaq?si=0ef4fad1427644b8

lyrics: 
I walk up an said hello (hello)
Then we talked until the night was old (was old)
We talked about our dreams and our fears (our fears)
I asked about your life and where you've been all mine

Saw you from across the room
I just wanna make you move
Let your body lose control 
I know youre feeling shy
But I promise its alright
I wanna make you move 
I wanna feel you groove

I know I had to stay awhile 
You had a way of making me smile
Nice to meet you nice to know you
A million miles what I would go thru
To see you baby
Yeah I know its crazy
I see you standing there
Looking like you dont care 
I can see it in your eyes
You're waiting for someone to make you feel alive
(You're waiting for someone, for someone, for someone)
You're waiting for someone to make you feel alive

Make you move (MURRRR)

Fuck this music shit.

Part one prod @kyotonori + tahu
Part two prod prodm4r

Lyrics -

feeling upside down
so you cast me out
ion wanna talk, told me shut my mouth
take some pride
but you can't be proud
like i don't fuckin matter so i just get loud

nd the music drowns it out
i'm jus trying to lose the crowd
u hurt my thoughts, so i cope with sound
i just can't stand always feeling left out

yeah you say that im a person
but you treat me like im not
im just so fucking tired
cause im always feeling stuck
and im always climbing out
but im digging myself deeper at the same time
poisoning the grapevine
that's the less of it
anti-depressants couldn't even show me what the lesson is
cypher decoded but i can't tell you what the message meant
dreams keep recurring i really wonder what the message is

see with my eyes that you dont give a fuck
tired of running, not running this up
breaking it down, and my body gon rust
just a machine here to work for the fuss
wanna fix this now but it's too late
my blood all over the place
lost a few people, too tired to chase
bitch im not running the race



just another thing you wasted
always far too stubborn just to worry bout a placement
told em shape it how you want, like a mason
gotta find your own treasure like Nathan
do it how you want
do it like that from the jump
don't let anybody tell you that you front
all they do is fuck it up
bands double up
fans jumping up
ion got fans man i made it up
(bro i made that shit up)

acting like you give a shit, i know that you don't gaf at all
always wanna leave me out, i know you never wanna talk
ion even think you people really fucking with my songs
maybe imma give it one more drop then im gone
i faced mistakes, let em play out
shits in my way, i cant get around
you cut my pay, ion play the sound
you dont care about me, promise im not getting found

Left n Found (kyotonori + tahu + m4r)

grandee - heaven w/ mental, blxty, kuru, blackwinterwells

charlie

prod. @xodazed

lyrics:
​blackmagic

(@xodazed)
I don't see a point of continuing all this shit
You push me to the side and then you treat me like a bitch
You can be a fool for him, but he'll never be like me
Run through fucking whore, glad you decided to leave
Sick of all your bullshit and your fucking petty lies
Act like you're in love with me but you won't wait the time
Act like I still love you but I swear I'd rather die
You may think I'm angry but I swear to god I'm fine
Push back, then I step back
Gloves up, I may hit back
You don't want that
Bitch I
Bitch I'll fuck up all your teeth like your British

Stackin' money it could reach up to the ceiling
I pull up with your bitch and I really make her-
Damn, fuck
It's to the ceiling
Uh, huh, yeah
I can't really lie now
Hold up, I'm a "bitch" but I could stack it up, galore
Fuck ton of money and I'ma stack it up some more
I'ma smoke these pussies they get fried like some smores
I'ma smoke these pussies they get fried like some-

(@devvn)
Stackin' money to the ceiling, it can't fit in the room
Posted up with the rizzler how I'm bringin' that boom
‍blackmagic in the crib, we gon' put you in the tomb
Damn, they playin' my shit, they likin' all my tunes
Fuck, my slime caught a case
Bail his ass out cause I'm always getting paid
Shit never sucks, cause I get paid every day
Too much cash, bitch I don't know what to say

(@fxriss)
‍blackmagic, yeah, we going up so far
Smile and laugh between the stars
I cast a spell, I wish you well
But I cannot face

(@yehbkyz)
Bring it back like woa-oh
Point these lies, it fro-oze
Visible, I kno-ow
This hurt, was unknown
She a mastermind
Evil was her sign
I didn't know, the stab was behind
(Yea-yea-yea-yeaah)
Can't trust anymore, I lost my time
Even if I tried, there ain't no chime
So out of it, I lost my prime (Hmm hmm)
So out of it, no push to make a climb

(@xodazed & @fxriss)
I hope that you fully realize (ooh, ooh, ah, ah)
That your innocence is paralyzed (That your innocence is paralyzed)
Petty motherfucker, I swear I could kill you (I will try not to kill you, so please just bare it through)
Petty motherfucker, I'mma fucking kill you (bare it through)

(@fxriss)
Our love, is dead so I make songs
She wants, everything to work out
Well love, it is over said
We will never be, what you want
Stuck up on the past erase my thoughts
Smoke another pack until I rot
It was all you, what could I do?
O o o o o o o o o ao ao ao o o o
(Petals are gone)
O o o o o o o o o o o o

#BLACKMAGIC w/ dazed?!, fxris, devvn, & bkyz

мой даунхилл
несет меня в море
там освежающий воздух
и такие теплые волны, но

моя доска
улетит под колеса
я поцелую асфальт
воткнусь ебасосом

я поднимусь и пойду
дальше по склону
меня ждет мое море
меня ждет мое море

мой даунхилл
несет меня в море
там освежающий воздух
и такие теплые волны, но

моя доска
улетит под колеса
похуй, меня донесет
воздух

эй

я возьму бокальчик
эй я возьму лежачек
на мне гавайские шорты
я врубаю серферский рок

покажи мне кому
это может не нравиться
у него явно проблемы
бро все наладится

все будет так, как ты хочешь
лишь только будь собой
мир тебя не поменяет
и не причинит боль

потрогай этот песок
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мой даунхилл
несет меня в море
там освежающий воздух
и такие теплые волны, но

моя доска
улетит под колеса
я поцелую асфальт

даунхилл (prod. by erdo)

thank you

spotify
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apple music
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