rubiesintherough

songs that make me go "whoa" and click save

whoa

if u leave me i will suibait on twitter

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Trilling Vol.8

stream

mania

trying my hardest

featuring @gaidenx
produced by @imxofilo

@imxofilo
u might think im foolish
u might think im crazy
when i say i want u
here with me my bby
i hope that u feel the same
dont want u to hate me
i feel like ur the only one
that could rlly save me
i hope u dont mind if i take u home with me tonight
everything about u is so devine
when im in the darkness ur the only light
when im with u im in paradise

@gaidenx
u save me girl
ur the only one that can save me
dont break me girl
but i know its [?] with u breakin me
everytime i try something new
first goes to show that i always lose
and i never rlly know what the hell to do
i guess it means im done with u

@imxofilo
shawty look good in the moonlight
shawty got me dreamin in the clublights
i be so addicted like im snortin white
i cant get enough imma make u mine
shawty at the rave
she just wanna fuck it up now
my heart finna race
i just cannot get enough now
we be at the party
we be on so many drugs now
i feel so alive when i feel ur touch now

paradise +gaiden (xofilo)

Shopping Mall

hesitant

I Miss You. - [X]ai

tsubi club - burbank house (austyn remix)

had a lot of fun making this w @1wintrs. hope everyone likes it :D
prod yungspoiler
(me)
sleeping on my problems
i do nothing abt them, i should just solve them
everytime i explain i slur my words
i can't do anything this fucking hurts

wasted, i dont do anything to change it
caving in again i cant take it
everything i try to do, it's never just enough for you, i don't wanna go through this again

do you want me, as much as i could ever fucking want you
i know i never show it but it's not true
no it's not true

i dont take as long to answer ur texts or ur phone calls
every improvement helps even if its small

(@1wintrs)
i know the shit we do isn't healthy
maybe if i tried my best to get fucking wealthy, you'd come back and i'd be so happy
sick of feeling shit sick of feeling so sappy
tell me whatchu want and ill try my best to get it 4 u 
i know you feel like shit i just want you to feel something new
i can see through you so tell me whatchu wanna do
i know you are hurt i don't wanna see ur point of view 
why don't you just tell me where u wanna go 
and ill try my fucking best to understand whatchu wanna do (whatchu wanna do x 2)
tell me its all true, i tried my best to be with you (tell me its all true x 2)

are u even trying w/ winters

@mezhaa

Lyrics (written from ear and memory so i might get some stuff wrong) :

mezha: 

i feel stupid, knock some sense into myself
but its okay that im alone its better for my health
wrap my heart up with some bandage
it'll take some time to heal this damage 

narnia:

I cant feel up on my face, when you sit next to me
every line that i take, got me feeling ecstasy 
what'd you do with my heart i cant find it
was a fool from the start, i dont mind it
x2

got the need to medicate, took too much I'm feeling strange
doing coke right off my veins, i cant feel my fucking face
yeah i need to rearrange, but im faded off the paint
always gassin up the flame, dont act like a saint

cause i know you'd do the same, at least i dont feel the pain
but im tied to chains, of my motherfuckin brain
i cant deal with the change, i dont even know
if anyone can make me feel the same as i did with you

I cant feel up on my face, when you sit next to me
every line that i take, got me feeling ecstasy 
what'd you do with my heart i cant find it
was a fool from the start, i dont mind it
x2

mezha: 

i feel stupid, knock some sense into myself
but its okay that im alone its better for my health
wrap my heart up with some bandage
it'll take some time to heal this damage

i'll take my mind, and put it in a happier place
and while im wasting time ill start to create

peace within myself, even tho you put me straight through hell
now i know, i never wanna feel what i felt
i felt disadvantaged, isolated and unwell

ILUVC0C4!N3 + Mezha (nvki)

made in covid jail. hotel room, new york

you can only get part of what you want

🔒 (demo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2L4816RZQsMqPMEvuK0GTC?si=9c176c3b0b8a4251

** mixed (@prodkbl)**
++ produced by @prodkbl & @ieper7 ++

lyrics:

go
okay go

all of this ice im needin a coat
know we cold everytime we go
entertaining yall welcome to the show
1 2 3 and my homie still sippin that 4

2022 im kickin on doors
she want my milk i ain talkin lactose
chasin the bread i want the brioche
give him a map he got lost in da sauce
general KBL man he da boss 
niggas really rockin fake vlone
man im tired of niggas actin like clones
got sum big ass bags and im goin on a boat

why u hoppin on my dick? bro need a jumprope
bullet hit u like a freestyle offa tha dome
get da paper like da mailman im gettin loads
im unable to fail man im neva wrong
if niggas be cappin then i gotta go
i just got back home and they love my songs
bro got blocked by me, mutombo
i couldnt stand still so i hit the road

(@dead4cf)

I hit the road in a big benz truck 
Yeah, shawty on go she gon give that up
Nigga watch yo tone, bitch better back up
Bankai on me, nigga don’t get cut 
And that boy sending shots
We gon give him a Buck
And they calling my phone just to tell me what’s up 
The fuck?
I send that boy straight to God on his own and I’m really not giving no fucks 
I turn my back on the world like it’s Vlone
I do not fuck wit you niggas,
so begone 
I hit a spin on that bitch like I’m Ne-Yo
Think I’m gon buy her a bag, like I’m Nigo
Dark hair and she look real bad like Shego
I heard she looking real bad, but she basic 
Might go flex on that boy in some ASICS 
I just got shots for the room gotta face it

(@swazyhq)

walk in the trap gotta get it in
im on some scammer shit i sent the pin and i went dropped the digits in
you talkin shit so u wont get a dividend 
its funny my opps thinking we gonna make ammends
goofy lil broke boy couldnt ever make a band
i used to make pop tunes all for the fake fans 
they dont want me to pop off unless its a safe plan
part of me cant think im smoking this headband
i put the beam on ur head like a headband 
undertaker he a deadman 
thats why i walk with no emotion like deadpan
goofy was trash gotta put’em in the dustpan 
im on the road gotta pack ina sprinter van
you lookin stupid thinkin i give a damn 
i feel like uzi with the racks playin pattycake 
keep a bad bitch round me anne hathaway
come round the spot just know that you not safe 
skating thru my city i feel like lupe
everyone love me i feel like makonnen plus the club so lit on a tuesday 
i guess that bitch aint my bitch no more ok touche i pour up a 4 and if not its the dussé
keep talkin that shit well u might aswell shoot me

jumprope + 4cf & swazy* (prod. KBL + vvspipes)

one 4 me ( star + insijun)

mirror

produced by @1sloan x @01kon

@1sloan @staggyucrazy @saffilikesotters @thrmls @ilyvisions @ih8cubn

so hella sad [1sloan +staggy +saffi +thrml +visions +cubn +01kon]

party monster

wishlist

wishlist🍀 (prod. artemys)

Title Fight - Head In The Ceiling Fan (Slowed + Reverb)

https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyswazy/
https://twitter.com/prodbyswazy
Follow ^^

“This game, it doesn’t let go. It doesn’t care who you are… I’ve been stuck in here for so fucking long.”

BERSERK (w/swazy)

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

connect, breathe

what comes around goes around (feat. musa)

listen everywhere ☆ https://lauren-records.ffm.to/tiom
 
prod. @poisonedcheeto <3

lyrics:

open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie

(don't tell me why)
save yourself from me
(i'm done, i've tried)
i feel so ashamed
(don't tell me why)
so i'll take all the blame
(i'm done, i've tried)

open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie

hunt me down like i'm prey
say your grace, let's pray
hold my hand to your face
said you needed more space

and i can't help but disappear
i'm letting go of all of my fears

save yourself from me
(don't tell me why)
i feel so ashamed
(i'm done, i've tried)
so i'll take all the blame
(don't tell me why)
save yourself from me
(i'm done, i've tried)

open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie
open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie
(i wanna die)

blame

apartment 🏢

crytillyouredead

@earthboymusic @sanriorose [ditto + sal coopr]

meat computer - currently underwater w/ dolly

produced by skress, ssort, dazegxd and myself

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