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everything by me
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lyrics:
it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i been feeling
stuck inside my head
for the longest ive been waiting
for something to end the dread
could you be there for me
when i need a pick me up
i just need a little something
to kick start the adrenaline rush

if you could take it all back would you do that
because i think you need it more than me
my dreams started catching more than sleep
was it out of boredom or necessity
think i got the best of me
by thinking it was best to be someone who i wasnt

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i was a little bit too high strung
in the past i had ignored the signs
ignored the things i've done and
maybe i thought a little too much
i can't handle what they hand to me
need a break from all the fronts
and do you think for the past few (months)
that i didnt spend a second thinking how to confront you
know it hurts me and it hurts you too
you don't wanna see me hurting and ill fix that soon
and ill keep on trying cleaning up my room
and im doing my best waking up 'fore noon
when im heading to bed i can see the moon
gotta keep it up gotta do it for you

it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

more than me

shoutout @rawwbguitar for the extra guitar solo :3
https://www.twitch.tv/rawwbguitar 

look at the mess
you made for all to see
i know that its hard
to pull yourself together
just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
dont blame it on me

you never seem to look
me in my face
dont think you know 
what you did
but i dont know
if im alright
decisions were made
on my behalf
thats great 
think she's winning a ribbon
for all the lost time
shouldve listened to everybody
to cut ties
seems like all you wanted
was somebody to hold
and if i havent made it obvious
i wont let you go
you wont give me a reason to feel alive
ill let her leave me alone

just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
dont blame it on me

STEMS

blame game (ft. oldcollin)

produced by @typhoondll + me

lyrics:

[long ass intro with hella vocal chops for no reason]

u try to bring me along somewhere i wont go
u think ur calling my bluff but bitch i wont fold
got hyperflexed knees bending so low
my head is scraping the ceiling pray i wont grow

im losing feeling in my legs sitting waiting
got so much pressure on my head to keep it vacant
i run in place, keep posting my face make it famous
just so i can go replace it put a glaive where my brain is

i said im happiest for you that you lucked out
somehow only way i show it is i run out
smoke my lungs out 
try to hold back tears they send a flood now
every day's the same gotta wait another one down

counting all the time i lost watch the clock as it ticks by
all i got spending every drop i wont miss mine 
all i saw, u took my bar hit it six times
its gonna be all ur fucking fault when that shit dies

remember please, you dont own our memories, no
you shared with me and at best u had a lease on it
all i see bitches stare at me, keep watching
cant make me bleed, wont prick my finger on cheap comments

im sick of fake compliments im begging be honest
i hate the way the friendly faces are the least common
alone time for my whole life making me chronic
dont need a feature im the only one i see on it

i said im happiest for you that you lucked out
somehow only way i show it is i run out
smoke my lungs out 
try to hold back tears they send a flood now
every day's the same gotta wait another one down

counting all the time i lost watch the clock as it ticks by
all i got spending every drop i wont miss mine 
all i saw, u took my bar hit it six times
its gonna be all ur fucking fault when that shit dies

lucked out (p. typhoon + leyton)

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

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truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

EVERYTHING BY ME, ALBUM OUT SOON <3

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from (x2)

another fleeting thought
I'm anxious once again
I'll double down on feeling worse
thought I'd get far this time
and how I'd know you'd fake me out just in the end
I'll take my chances, spin my fate
I'm on the angel's time

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

yeah it takes the toll (x4)
oh yeah it takes the toll (x2)

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

It takes the toll

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

co-prod alisynn
stream everywhere : https:/ffm.to/diewithme

diewithme (feat. bhertuy, kurtis, morgan, alisynn)

4cf
Fvtal
SWAZY
Yazida 
Billy!
Caponeti
DPF
Kurtis
Tsuyunoshi 
Angelus
47negus
Nezerat
Yonklolz
Fordis
Musa

Geeza CYPHER

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1nMZgvCrCAWeEvmzVPIAzP?si=2a160f10be224ae6
@dylanlongworth

i spend so much time
by myself
i burn the feelings,
hide in my skin
it hurts when u say
that i was right
blame myself
everytime i cry

i throw away my phone
just to get over it
it's hard
i know
it's addicting
and once uve done it
you can't just stop
you're stuck with it

and youre stuck with it
cry & cry the tears they fall
no its not your fault
youre in the right after all

wish they'd treat me right, wish they'd treat me well
is it too much to ask for? i need help
i'm just a burden to you

its all a waste, i disappear
i know u hate the things u hear
the time is up, things now cant heal
its too late now, bloods everywhere

stuck in the past, got nowhere go
u take a razor, let it break through
your skin & eyes its so beautiful
yet you cant stop and kill it real slow

the pain in your voice
made it so obvious
im stuck in ur head,
dont try & deny it
u killed me inside of ur nightmares
u break down on the floor, and shed down tears

u write a letter to your past
you made it up, things now wont last
the scars u made, they wont heal fast
u changed, with that the old me passed

and i hate the way i miss your face 
cause i built these walls i can't escape, 
carve up my wrists, stand in the rain,
it's your voice i miss, don't miss the pain,

it's insane, where does the hate end 
cause my head was crushed on the pavement 
i don't think that i deserve saving 
it's my life, i'll fuck it and take it 

i can't sang that song or go to that place 
without feeling wrong, i might just erase the past 
i'm not missing what we had, of what we had

burden

burden +dylan longworth

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/yea-cus-yea
STARPOWER! July 20

Hey!
What unleashed this side of you?
You're not usually speaking
'Bout what you think I should do,
I should choose

Hey!
Whatchu think about all this change?
Haven't let go of me all day
What were you gonna tell me?
That you're scared to say

All my faith is almost gone
'Cus when I think about what I want
I'm sorry but I don't know
I have no response!
And then it's May, we graduate
You always say
You'll do anything to go where I will go
I hope it's worth the wait

When in doubt, I'll be your cheerleader
But I doubt that you'll even need a clutch
To be there when I won't
Yeah, you'll be fine okay!

Things were good so why'd you go away?
Have to let you know
I don't count on anyone to say this stuff
But you say things the best in every way

I'ma get stuck in this time
By taking pics of us left and right
And nothing's gonna last forever
But with you, it might

Coming clean I need to lay it out
and tell the story so far
There's not much I can do to fix it
Before things fall apart
You think I would've learned a lesson
Beyond the past that we shared
It's not fair, it's not fair

All I need, like vapor
Like I breathe you
And I'm cleared and I'm charged
Addictive energy I'm trying not to need
But it's hard
Still convincing myself that I need to go home
'Cus I've burnt out on my own

So I try to get some sleep
But I don't have you to hold
And when I cry I don't want you to see
Tears on my pillow
And I have too many ways to say
How I feel alone
I'll sleep on the left side tonight
But it still feels cold

When you switch up you got me down
Down, down
When you switch up got me

Oh, what's the point of being anything?
Other than with you head to feet
I don't care what I need I just want you
I'll wear your jersey with the nine
I'll write you a lullaby
Remember me by your side, what it was like

I wish it was simple, but it's not
I'll keep missing the way it was
'Till the end, don't pause
'Till the end, don't
Maybe we should skip to when
We're together again and move on
'Till we're in the same spot
(If and when)
I wish I was with you, but I'm not
I'll keep missing the way it was
'Till the end, don't pause
'Till the end, don't
Maybe we should skip to when
We're together again and move on
'Till we're in the same spot
If and when it comes

if and when

prod. MXJIA & @whereispriv
featuring @boygrim & L A C E @patlacey99 on vocals
recording engineer: Joey Wunsch

https://open.spotify.com/track/5IqB2HEVIYksIwysiYhiJZ?si=9b25d005dcd84fca

screw loose (ft. boygrim & L A C E) prod. w/PRIV

artist, producer, etc.
inquiries: prodanem0s@gmail.com

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