If u ever feel drowned I’ll hold u dwnnn 🙂‍↕️🫶

hyperpoprap

anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

@miraie @cari049 @kairo6k
prod @januaryyy @kojowav

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA34569O_78

tried again +miraie, cari 049 (jxlyy & kojo)

@blxty
@karsonlol

[@angelicxmei]
if u ever feel like drowned,
ill hold u down
wanna bring u up,
lets taste the clouds
ye sometimes we cant
and we end up cryinn
but ill do my best
and wipe ur crystal eyes

ull be alrighttt
ill make it fineee
and sometimes i wonder
do i know real u?
everytime im hopeless
i wanna get near u

ill put ur heart togheter
so it can stand forever
u say you could've never
i feel i can do much betterrr

do u belive in me?
no way u cant belive in me
and i always want u to feel free
i guess thats meant to be

[@blxty]
tell me how u feel
just tell me how u feel rn
tell me how u feel
just tell me how u feel rn

i dont have a patience, you piss me off
i dont have the time for you to shoot your shots
i made a mistake, and then you break my walls
im starting to think im just a hit and run
oohh i dont even know you that well
my heart was put under a spell uuhh
and now you hurt me as you should

spotify

crystal eyes w/ blxty (karson)

produced by @kggn

[nurse]
i dont like the way u act
the way u stab my back
u keep me off the track
but honestly im alright
dont want u to call back
cuz everytime i throwback
deep inside i fall down
to the ground

u said that it always be aight
but i dont trust u now
deep inside my issues
i dont know where im at
stab me in the back
i know u been playing games
my dress is bloodstained
i dont know if im the same

tears down to the ground
i know that is awful
hide myself 
put my feelings in the bootle
u knew u had my trust
and u broke it like a waffle
tears to the ground
just shoot me wit ur rifle

idle
i rather stay idle
heavy heart it is made of iron
rewind time never ending spiral
wish i could smile more
but things just toring me up

i think i need a rest
cuz i been tired of doing my best
dont wanna see ur face
cuz i been tied im feeling stressed
i wanna change my fate
everytime i jus be leaving a mess
i think i still regret
everything we did in the past

Instagram

honestly (kuru)

Produced by me and vocals by me

Lyrics~

I try to do what I like but then I fail so hard so hard no
I try to be what he likes but then he looks at me and says ‘no’
It feels like I repeat repeat the same mistakes in a cycle
It feels like I should give up but for some reason I have hope

Rotting away in my bedroom I'm out of focus,
Drifting away while I have thoughts about this moment...
Was it a waste to plan my future and what I wanted?
And if I try will I just fail like I do often?

Because ya know, I try…

Spotify

Fail so Hard

prod me + @resolve1k

a pt2 of sorts
--lyrics:
look at me? look at u
ur a mess but i am too
whats the point?
why i try?
fuck it up like every nite
cant say things right cant say whats on my mind

stumble on these words choke em back till it hurts
hold the tears back till they burst
let the water flood the earth
noahs arc w/ a curse
angels wont save me first
just a girl in the dirt
just a girl w/ a curse x2

[hook] -->
tell me pretty lies yeah look me in the eyes
lmk when the times right
i gotta take a step back from the fight
cant do this every nite
i said i loved u but ig u didnt feel that way
put a lot above u just to b thrown away
wrote a song abt u it means a lot to me
every time i listen it only brings me pain
saying that im alr but im lying to myself
reflection in the water im just an empty shell
4 wall prison my rooms like a cell
gotta eat my words i made my own hell <--

tryna stay true i jus wna b w/ u
look me in the eyes tell me what i mean to u
cursed to the end im in a living tomb
more than just a friend u the 1 i gave my heart to
sick of the shit i wna rise above it
thats a fuckn lie yeah im jus bluffin
callin out the shots but im not runnin
keep lyin to me i think i love it..
i think i love it...

[hook]

pretty lies

pretty lies「stardust、inno」

Merry Christmas!☆ * ❄️💝
prod @y4ndere

and i swear my heart is getting colder
so im searching for the warm, dont get it frozen
but- why u were the one that made me hopeless
u were the closest one... im swear that im trying!!!
and- why i cannot be enough
always do my best i cannot make it right
i thought u were the one but u just broke the trust
deep inside my heart i think im too attached...

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

i really miss the older times 
when we were close to shining stars
and- it really piss me off i miss u uhh
so please dont gooo~
i really wish i knew whats next
we cry and lie its all a mess
where do i go? im losing sense
the wounds cant heal
will i ever understand this?

tears

tears (yandere)

@y4ndere @h1yori

This pain will last forever
But with you by my side I can feel better
It's been years but I still can't forget her
At least I know we'd never last together
I regret I met her

All these people hit me up but I know that they are fake
I stay inside 
Grind all day 
All night until the sunrise

That's just how I get away
You wouldn't feel safe in my brain

Been trying so hard to be perfect
cos Ive always felt so fucking worthless
but they say that less is more
so i just suck it up I know that boys dont cry

And I can't even sleep toss and turn every night
There's hate in my veins I can't even try
To step out outside
I might as well die
live thru the day like a zombie yeah this isnt life

There was a time where I felt like
I had the world in my hands now
I feel so empty inside and 
I know theres no way back

There was a time where I felt like
I had the world in my hands now
I watch the sky wondering if ill ever get back my life

no way back「prod. yandere + hiyori」

@owtiss, @angelicxmei
prod @yashio20k

as they say, "meant it 2"

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

Gas @tsein

https://open.spotify.com/track/7MYtXgMHJxhyFiKTkmEMfx
YOU’VE BEEN ON MY MIND I CAN SAY THAT :::)
prod. wolfgang pander (i just added the kicks)
feat. @b2nny
mixed and shit by me 
epic freestyle (john style)
john

(epic shit we say in the song)
[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

[b2nny]
late nights i've been
thinkin' what we could be
all these thoughts in my mind
baby yes i said please
but im crushed down
yeah im lost in my head
(john)
ill be fine yeah
im just better off dead 

sorry baby i dont wanna be with you
i didnt know that i liked u but i wont feen for u
i wont dream for you
no i wont skeem for you
all these thoughts in my brain
no i wont lean towards you

uh, me and you, what a fuckin' mess
i tried to keep me and u together
 i tried my best
i said fuck the rest
i said fuck the rest
all these demons in my brain yeah they put me to text yeah

[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

u must believe that im so stressed out
i might need ur touch right now
i might need some neck now (lol)
you think that im playing with who?
you think imma talk now
you think that im stuck now
ask me to come down you know i cant now

no u can not ever see
what is wrong with me
no i can not ever be what i wanna be
im so stuck in this world
i cant go out anymore
i cant go out anymore

neoprada + b2nny + wolfgang pander - mess

@jedwill1999 + @yungskrrt
MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/8X5lpKELMnE

jedwill1999 - sirens (prod. yung skrrt + jedwill)

teardrop digital

a ballad of self worth (yurms + delto)

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

that song we sang walking back from the park [video in description] [ ALBUM OUT ]

i love my friends
jk i just hate them
i wanna show you to the world but im so scared you'll burn it
you're my sunshine but you're the planet burning
im just always learning hold on the page is turning
somebody lost their mind and we just beat them to death
someone did the same to me and i lost my breath
our psyches are so sick gotta help each other heal
but if you disrespect me nigga then i swear you getting killed

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence
why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence

stardew on the rooftop where saints go to harvest
flowers in the garden where eve's probably hiding
swear if you play God imma pray harder than devils
if you don't log your spite right off i'll make this altar crumble
stardew on the rooftop where saints go to harvest
flowers in the garden where eve's probably hiding
swear if you play God imma pray harder than devils
if you don't log your spite right off i'll make this altar crumble

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence

stardew on the rooftop where saints go to harvest
flowers in the garden where eve's probably hiding
swear if you play God imma pray harder than devils
if you don't log your spite right off i'll make this altar crumble

crystal eyes w/ blxty (karson)

angelicxmei.

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