Thanks for this, its very nice <3 currently sick and this is cheering me up so... 🤍

im discovering this song way too late this shit is absolutely amazing

yay

lyrics:

anxiety,
i aint goin outside
this shit scares me as i think,
but dont worry ab me
its okayyy!
cuz its meant to be

u found me,
they will never find
the real meee
cuz ive never trusted society
n i wish i never know
about some things...
but its just nothin ;>

its just nothing!
everything is alrighttt
they still buzzin
im not goin offline
u mean something
u re my sunshine
they mean nothing
boop beep beep boop
boop beep boop!

anxiety,
i aint goin outside
this shit scares me as i think,
but dont worry ab me
its okayyy!
cuz its meant to be

anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

@ilykaden

lyrics
@angelicxmei

(chorus)
im fallin down,
its always just a mess
i dont wanna die,
its making me regret
all of my lies!!
and i want to hold ur back,
yea youll be alright

yea youll be just fine
yea ill wipe ur tears and
make u feel nice
when i see ur smile
yea i feel butterflyes
when i see ur smile 
yea i flyudsauadsy

save me!
yea from this hell
just help me!
to be myself
they hate me,
oh no oh well..
all of their lies
i might throw'em
like a shell

there's no sense to be best,
no matter how hard u try
they will tell u u're the worst
no matter whose fault it is
they will tell u it was yours
no matter how fucked they are,
they will tell u u're the most

(chorus)

locked w/ ilykaden (k4nji)

bring me up
wipe my tears
make me always
be on spot

push my back
hear me out
i like to talk to u alot

just grab my hand
all the time
let me smile w u

we're gonna break
the problems
we're going through

i love being around u 
cuz u makin me feel safeee
everytime i sit without u
i overthink and feel sadddd

u cleared on my mind cuz of y o u i feel better
u makin me calm down ive struggled forever
and i dont know ever where i could bee
so i rather just stay with u and me :>

bring me up
wipe my tears
make me always
be on spot

push my back
hear me out
i like to talk to u alot

just grab my hand
all the time
let me smile w u

we're gonna break
the problems
we're going through

i like u (k4nji)

with @0arid <3
amazing prod by @k4rson & @hiseph

myself w/ arid (k4rson + seph)

@blxty
@karsonlol

[@angelicxmei]
if u ever feel like drowned,
ill hold u down
wanna bring u up,
lets taste the clouds
ye sometimes we cant
and we end up cryinn
but ill do my best
and wipe ur crystal eyes

ull be alrighttt
ill make it fineee
and sometimes i wonder
do i know real u?
everytime im hopeless
i wanna get near u

ill put ur heart togheter
so it can stand forever
u say you could've never
i feel i can do much betterrr

do u belive in me?
no way u cant belive in me
and i always want u to feel free
i guess thats meant to be

[@blxty]
tell me how u feel
just tell me how u feel rn
tell me how u feel
just tell me how u feel rn

i dont have a patience, you piss me off
i dont have the time for you to shoot your shots
i made a mistake, and then you break my walls
im starting to think im just a hit and run
oohh i dont even know you that well
my heart was put under a spell uuhh
and now you hurt me as you should

spotify

crystal eyes w/ blxty (karson)

ty @0arid for this amazing beat

inspired by @quannnic

dont ever waste ur tears
like i just wasted mine
its hard to hide ur fears
losing myself inside
self inside
i know it looks so hard
u step aside
i hold u tight so u will
never drown
whats inside u
i really need to find
tell me the truth
im really stuck in time
i know real u?
no i do never mind
theres something messing around

wasted tears (arid)

featuring @psych 
produced by @inno1k

[nurse]

spread all my feelings unhealthy
lies that u told me
i wasnt holding
bottle my feelings u get me
words are deadly
bleed so much
lately

bleed so much 
im a walking dead
look into my eyes
i thought u were me friend
i thought it was nice
i took off my guard
i trusted so easily
and now im staying armed
pills that i swallow

they wont get me through
we both touch the bottom
always full throttle
it always lead me to sorrow
but theres hope for tomorrow
cuz theres always a sun after rain 
dont get hollow

[kate]

···

#remedy
#sukicity

dear diary w/ psych (inno)

ill wait a 1000 days...

produced by @winter

yea i hide my pain
yea i keep it all inside
i love all my friends
but i shouldnt cut the ties
i love when it rains
they dont see me when i cry
i try all my best
all u do is step aside

i panic so hard
soooo
i let my guard off

breath... calm
theres too much
stuff going on
everynight
it brings me on
i told uu
theres something off

and u left a smile
i wonder what it said
i try my best
u never seem to care
bleed from my wrist
its loud in my head
there must be a poison
behind this mess

how do i find a way
is there even a one?
im lost
im lost
im looost

and ill just sing and dance
ill wait a 1000 days
it may just tore me to shreds
but how do i get a(way)

1000 days (winter)

produced by @kggn

[nurse]
i dont like the way u act
the way u stab my back
u keep me off the track
but honestly im alright
dont want u to call back
cuz everytime i throwback
deep inside i fall down
to the ground

u said that it always be aight
but i dont trust u now
deep inside my issues
i dont know where im at
stab me in the back
i know u been playing games
my dress is bloodstained
i dont know if im the same

tears down to the ground
i know that is awful
hide myself 
put my feelings in the bootle
u knew u had my trust
and u broke it like a waffle
tears to the ground
just shoot me wit ur rifle

idle
i rather stay idle
heavy heart it is made of iron
rewind time never ending spiral
wish i could smile more
but things just toring me up

i think i need a rest
cuz i been tired of doing my best
dont wanna see ur face
cuz i been tied im feeling stressed
i wanna change my fate
everytime i jus be leaving a mess
i think i still regret
everything we did in the past

Instagram

honestly (kuru)

prod @winter

[nurse]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

@sshinju

brand new whip ya it cold
shawty dont care, wat she said? idk
i been downbad in my head i been told
nothing really matter, u dont care anymore

post up all black head to the toe
ya i used to care but aint shit anymore
i been smoked up w da team and alone
gotta self care 
ya im healin alone

i got all dis money ya im keepin...
ya ur brodie tryina fuckin sweep in....
shawty idk know wat u thinkin....
all these feelings i cant even keep in

u dont even notice bitch u fakin
i just wanna know wat the reason
im just on my own ya forsaken
i been on my own, taken everything

told u that i'd give u everything
u were all i had
i had everything
you dont really care
u just wanna hang
out w da bros
and u been playin games

didnt even try to make things work
then u act suprised when im so so hurt
i aint never cried this much fr
never gettin high cuz it make me feel

i aint gonna lie
i aint pullin thru
blood on my thigh
and it rainin still
fuck it i'll die i'm stayin still
no way i can try
my mistakes wont heal

##healingg

##healingg🖤🖤 // shinju

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𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.18
@modeseraphim

#antidotexe

locked w/ ilykaden (k4nji)

angelicxmei.

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