R039 (2020 RARE)

non-profit

mix. @ztope

w/ dxnny, cyzun

Aye tell me where the fuck do I go
late night drives I don’t miss my home I
Ever need you hoe eighteen years never learned
to cope smoke my dope drink my Drink
You ant ever care so I numb this pain ima
end up froze from the thoughts in my brain
Yeah you always said you cared but you never came
Yeah I’m spiting off the top like a halo
All these people want sum so I lay low
Yeah I smoke on my own but I’m good
Tho yeah im living but I’m dying like death Row

dxnny-

gettin me a bag like wall street
Said im pullin up to the function
You got cold feet
blow up my phone on the text, or snap
how the fuck we gonna chat when you act like you dont know me
Uh
only thing thats got my back
Leaf that i stack 12 grams in the bag
uh
i just got my life on track
Music blowing up now she want me back
Whats up with that
sending mix signals
But got no damn signal to call me back
keeping me up an insomniac
play with feelings like “we connect”
Why do you lie through your teeth everyday of the week
you’re destroying my consciousness
You’re destroying my consciousness

cyzun-

You never came
Taking these pills to my brain
Drinkin to numb all the pain
And I wish that I could get away but the thoughts in my head got me drained
We’re not the same
You said I love you but it was all fake
why did stay, fuck out the way
Holding my heart as it rots and decays
Cause I don’t wanna talk right now
Wanna Pull out the strap and blow my brain right out
Lay in the pool of my blood
As I’m fading in and out
Can’t wait to see all black and
Never have to feel it out
I hope you’re happy now

detached w/ dxnny, cyzun (astrid)

candlelight w/ VITO

It never gets easier
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It never gets easier
Seasons change; and your feelings hurt
But you just get used to it all
You will stand up from the fall
You're the only person that you'll ever know at all
And I don't know myself so I guess everything is false

The blood that I've shed
Would rather be dead
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

It never gets easier

faster than light

[etchmygrave:]

im not a martyr dont follow me
where do we go when we fall asleep
taken from home by hooded thieves
sacrificed to a higher being

rippin out pages from eulogies
nobodys appraisal was meant for me
they got it all wrong im the one with the hood and the crimson stained blade that i keep in the sheath

bloodshot hollow eyes
headshot fall off die
thats the way id rather live my life
i dont wanna be the cause of my demise

i pity the ones that i take
im kidding i love the taste
of
desperation begging me for mercy
i am here to rid you of the hurting
i am just the light to guide you forward
i am just a vessel for the elders
i am just a kid with no direction
tryna find a meaning in destruction

im not a martyr dont follow me
where do we go when we fall asleep
taken from home by hooded thieves
sacrificed to a higher being

[20ofive:]
fuck a sacrifice
swear i lived my life
stuck behind closed eyes
too afraid to die
ill put up a fight
bloody violent night
and for if i lose
please guide me to the light

heats racing im pacing
demons never stop chasing
impatient
put they ass right down on the pavement
buy my soul bitch imma save it
i am an angel in traning
do my fair share of complaining
hearts been hollow its been vacant
now nobody can go break it

[etchmygrave & 20ofive:]

im not a martyr dont follow me
where do we go when we fall asleep
taken from home by hooded thieves
sacrificed to a higher being

love the taste

love the taste ft. 20ofive (sorrow bringer)

GRAVEYARD - GRAVE GAMES 
PROD BY COBRA $HINS
sample from squid games

faster than light

<3guts