i am NN死ね (anonshiney) aka JEDR aka DEMON$‘

demo album immune

Demotape Backup

anonymous predators

Olanzapin Wirkmechanismus

DEMO DEMO  prod. suni vega

rare trash demo created with audacity and an usb mic beat by omenxiii

I was just joking yall bet on my mental
But know i am back with a sicker vendetta
I find all your friends and cutthroat all your members
You might be the conda but I am the Mamba
I am the poison that ruined your lungs and I am the error just I am the regret they show when they get what they did to me I got the checks and the cash and thats why you were jealousy
I can not feel that but I can predict you, pulling the trigger dont fuck with me russian roulette is so childish just give me a gun and bullet I quit with one shot bitch
Dont talk to me about seppuku, these are my letters I leave for my funeral
Fuck you I kill myself slowly slick dont regret nothing I not regret nutting in your bitch was just an experience now you be coding shit and while youre coping I sniff with my nose and none of their no‘s ever left me doubting cause there were enough other bitches sucking my nut now tell me are you still doubting I roll that shit up nah it aint itch what others think
And it aint itch what others think
I see you plotting and twisting the knots hope im slipping but I am the one give a fuck bout your business dont care bout your business and still I‘m not whispering
Still im the listening still im not giving a fuck bout your hits and shit said you will kill me but im not this what you think im just a bit vicious i am the itch you cant scratch and you‘re just wasting time and you‘re just wasting cash on me
She put a spell on me now i aint suffering going thru shit and they think that im bluffing since i been a kid all i did is fuck with depressions and pressure they give me when they look at me so spit it until i am lacking and yeah i lacked (i see others???) i just wanna kill myself slowly with drugs and shit every morning it just feels like slug hit me up
Scarecrows in my dreams tell me im ready to die but im ready to fight if someone gets in my way when I‘m high
I aint a shark no I am the ark I have open arms for every person that lives in the dark suffering from what was ripping them apart
(Every scar???) i know i did bark way too often but trust me I bite and I hit when they get too close to me


lyrics by me

paranoid schizophrenia  prod. grigoryan

while they meme like no chill im the reaper here to kill they cover me while i go slomo slowly counting down they dont know what im bout to do to this motherfucker they assume but dont tell others aye just think about your momma just think bout the others aint no saints here among us so stop playing stop the ones that take a life of one another or just hoe dont even bother you breaking the rules your dads been away no thats no excuse it just amuse how you beg at me now cant take the crown of a crow cause I been all alone since i born so i just need a bro to fulfill the achievement is reached when we finally gave you the creeps bitch
Cut you out leave you speechless

Aye look there is nothing left i dont give a fuck nor a fucking edge drugs keep me focused on the relevant caused so much trouble that i cant forget just pause my breath while I kept hoping regrets coped them every night i see them crawling under my bed buddy ants and feds and bad luck instead of you i dont hide from reflections just mention nobody can change what destroyed them what chained them go blame it on something go blame it on me to avoid that the void was just caused by a dream that gets played on repeat need to kill every night to get rid of the scene if you know what I mean damn you mad son.. you mad son but free

trash  prod. NetuH

demons  prod. ikiru & dvrst

Meds against psychosises i did not chose the shit im living in been alone since 23 my mins got ruined when they turned their back on me i miss my old friends everyday can not stay where im not wanted cant decay because its blunt bitch drugs the only hope I got cause my relations are too toxic i was all alone i had nobody to tell about my thoughts now i make it short suicidal thoughts its not worth it thats for both live and die No i never did decide
No i never had the mindfulness to get over the toxic people in my life cause im one of them im dangerous to anyone too close and when im high better get off of my side


close my eyes and im alone all by myself
No you cannot help leave me alone dont ask about my feelings how do yoi even get this close to me
How you even get to hope that i might change because the rope to my so called home was not cut and my mom couldnt stand me sonshe threw me out
All alone the victim of some docs now look at what i got but im afraid to lose it tho every second that i can not cope the fact they threw me out my home

home  prod. Retain

I been on my own felt isolated til the psychiatry
psychosis in my head i did not notice it til it stopped coped way to often i felt softened on purpose i was joking bout my problems cause i solved them all alone
Got no hope just realism
Trauma bonds i could not fix them
Now im on my own again, i dont want ro talk again
I dont want another friend
I dont even want the drugs
But they help me stay awake
Prescribed by the doc no longer get them on my own
All the nights i spend alone
Dreaming of all the goals
instead of drowning in your fake love
Break downs what i wait for
But they cant come back from the depths
instead I write text yeah i feel better when i trap
I see some rappers and they flex but thats not the way i get it cause depressions keep on haunting cause they been not diagnosed
Sniffing my meds with my nose counting sheep gainst my psychosis
most the time it lets me sleep

Pink hair black jeans white T is all i need to be recognized
Thick air medicine hide and seek cause the public wont recognize
That i am danger still iam in danger i might caused anger
my lifestyle like a scorpion to any stranger it seems like i made it i am a rotten corpse
I own/get the checks cause of course people support my decisions giving no shit bout their business giving no shit bout the klicks all i want is to be listened to by a few to save me from myself and the crew from me
Now it is just you and me nobodies watching cant you see?

worse  prod. diddyjameson

NN死ね (anon死ね) [anon shi-ne]


All are demos I still look for a chill label

I was meant for great but cannabis got in the way