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w/ @v4nity

@anti-light
all i ever wanted was to feel your light shine
all i ever wanted was to see you in a smile
lonely as i live, i see freedom in your heart
i know it’s all your lies, your heart is cold as ice
there’s never guilt in your tears, nah nah
almost seem too broken to even cry
now i’ve seen your deceiver-eyes (the worst kind)
why can’t i see you when you’re still right here by my side?

@v4nity
ah, i just wanted you to be alright
but i know that there’s just nothin i can do
i look at you and girl you’re lookin so divine
but i been running outta time
so i need your help
i don’t want you to go
and i just want you know
that i’ve been lookin for you
and i keep searching for you
i just want you to know
that you’ve got something special
but i’ve been lookin for you 
i’ve been searching for you
girl you know that i’ve been on my own too long
and i’ve been lookin for someone like you
and i know you hear me calling
screaming how i want you
i don’t know what i’m supposed to do
but i hope that you miss me still
and i hate that you feel like that
i don’t know if you can tell
how i been doin
and i hope that you want me still
and i hope that you need me still
because i’ve been on my own for too long

@anti-light
all i ever wanted was to feel your light shine
all i ever wanted was to see you in a smile
lonely as i live i see freedom in your heart
i know it’s all your lies your heart is cold as ice
there’s never guilt in your tears nah nah
almost seem too broken to even cry
now i’ve seen your deceiver-eyes (the worst kind)
why can’t i see you when you’re still right here by my side?

Spotify

Divine w/ v4nity (prod. me)

w/ @angelsflight + @heyvilse
prod: @prodjayysoul + @fum1ko

@anti-light
wasting all my time in my racing mind, lonely
always smoke until i cry and stay awake all night, scrolling
at the moment i feel better when i’m letting life flow
‘cause if i try and break the cycle it gets stronger ninefold
i’ve been on my knees so many times, still a believer
i’ve been on my knees too many times, still a believer
head stuck in my feelings all the time, i’m the biggest griever
lately i’ve felt closer to my maker, i know i’m ready to meet her

@angelsflight
you don’t know what you wanna say
i can’t find the word if i tried
lately sky been looking real gray
i can’t see through all of those lies
yeah you fucked up, want a doctor
in the first place, it’s the worst way
when i found it, i was drowning
i don’t mind ‘cause i’m better without it

@anti-light
lose myself, can’t find back to hell
this path’s getting rough
watch my health getting worse
still working, can’t get enough

wasting all my time in my racing mind, lonely
always smoke until i cry and stay awake all night, scrolling
at the moment i feel better when i’m letting life flow
‘cause if i try and break the cycle it gets stronger ninefold
i’ve been on my knees so many times, still a believer
i’ve been on my knees too many times, still a believer
head stuck in my feelings all the time, i’m the biggest griever
lately i’ve felt closer to my maker, i know i’m ready to meet her

@heyvilse
yeah i got my own problems, i don't wanna talk
need to find a way out fast, i’m too sick of all these thoughts
yeah, losing my head and i want it to stop
i’m so sick of how i feel and i swear i’ve had enough
i don't have time for what i want
and you told another lie just so i could feel wrong
and i did another line so i could feel like i belong
need to cope with how i feel so i put it in a song
find it way too hard to deal with my emotions
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m drowning in the ocean
i know that it's bad but i feel better when i’m smoking
i can't talk to you 'bout how i feel cause i’ll be choking
are you stupid?
i don't like a single thing that you did
if i had a choice you'd be the last one that i’m choosing
you got in the way and put a stop to my improvement

Ninefold w/ angelsflight + vilse (jayysoul x fumiko)

prod. lino + wasterr

luv all of you!!
follow everyone below plzz 

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/f43isd34d

Credits:
@1lav
https://soundcloud.com/angelino1k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr

in my hope i cannot trust
i'm out of luck, you got me stuck
even if i begged you to it
you would never change yeah

you'd never check up on me
now i can't escape it
nah nah you won't understand 
you're stuck, you're stuck in my head

mirrors on me, the reflection is bland
heart frozen, i can't feel your touch
in the core, i'm crushed
you look at me and i'm concussed

yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone
yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone

yeah, and you're stuck to my brain
you can complain but it'll never be the same
you thought you could play me, like it's a fucking game
thought i would never give up, but you erased the flame

now i can't escape it
nah nah you won't understand 
you're stuck, you're stuck in my head

mirrors on me, the reflection is bland
heart frozen, i can't feel your touch
in the core, i'm crushed
you look at me and i'm concussed

yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone
yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone

frozen

FROZEN (PROD. LINO & WASTERR)

first song with my bestie @valberrie ^_^
prod by twizzy @jichuuu <3
prod by @default1player aswell
we wrote our own lyrics
we mixed our own vocals
mastered by me ofc
[hook]
who knew one mistake could ruin something
you took my heart then started running
you always trynna make everything less blunting
took a pain killer and theres still no numbing

i think the cupids trynna trick me
i don’t got much time the clocks ticking
your hearts way too toxic its sickening
you and the devil is way too fitting

[valberrie]
all these signs and I cannot even read them 
all the talks and conversations why don’t u just keep them 
I don’t even know if u really like me like that 
I should stop wasting my time or im just gna be all upset 

who knew that id 
do this for u 
I can’t believe that what they said would turn out to be trueeeee
I cant stop the way I feel it makes me feel nauseous 
all i can do is hope that u even love me back 

all I do 
right now 
im waiting for u 
ur the only one I want and u know they all can’t compare 
right now I can’t feel a thing my whole mind is empty 
all i can do is hope u even love me back
[hook]
who knew one mistake could ruin something
you took my heart then started running
you always trynna make everything less blunting
took a pain killer and theres still no numbing

i think the cupids trynna trick me
i don’t got much time the clocks ticking
your hearts way too toxic its sickening
you and the devil is way too fitting

no time left

on spotify >.<

no time left + valberrie (jichu x 10shi)

w/ @xlytra
prod: @sakusdeath

@anti-light
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i’m in too deep)

i pretend that i’m so carefree, yeah
wish i were so i could find peace
so scared of my own defeat, yeah
there’s no point in feeling complete
overadjust to darkness, so complacent
hate when i rush through emotions, so impatient
i’ve had enough, i’m letting of the expectations
leave when the cycle ends
keep this secret in silence
(i think i’m in too deep)

suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i’m in too deep)
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i went too deep)

@anti-light + @xlytra
huh, yeah, through my skin, yeah
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)

@xlytra
my emotions are cursing
i’ve had enough
my brain’s overpowering
i can’t turn it off
you tell me i’m gonna be fine
yet i’ve lost all my trust
but maybe one day
i’ll emerge from the dust
just like a moth is to a flame
i can’t stop causing myself pain
walls collapsing inside my mind
someone please help me i’ve gone blind
when the tears don’t fall
and i can’t go on
when the light shines bright
but i feel so alone
when my mind tells me i’m never enough
feels like i’ve been forsaken from above
fr-from above
(fr-from above)
fr-from above
(fr-from above)
fr-from above
(fr-from above)

@anti-light
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i’m in too deep)
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i went too deep)

huh, yeah, through my skin, yeah
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)

Tears Don't Fall w/ Lytra ($aku)

With @akayaiog
Prod. @lewisgoing and @recyclexbin

(xternalz)
everybody's staring now
i cant get away
let me tear it down
let me have my say
i cant deal with this
i cant stay
everyone acts the same
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

for me, nothing's left for me
for me, nothing's left for me

(akayai)
everyone puts the blame on me
shes just ashamed of me
niggas just be lame i see
you take this as a game i see
my own gang disclaims me
i'd pull the trigger without ease
you'll remember my name you'll see
next your nose will bleed
i'd make you drown in your blood
i'm with xternalz you don't want none
i think i'ma take some time to myself :(
make sure to close the door behind me <3 

(xternalz)
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

everybody's staring now
i cant get away
let me tear it down
let me have my say
i cant deal with this
i cant stay
everyone acts the same
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

blame w/ akayai (recyclebin + lewisgoing)

w/ @glitter_throat
prod: @prodmelik

@anti-light
this passing of time
i’m missing months in my diary
this passion aligns
with your indifference entirely
i keep coming back to your comfort
chains ‘round my heart
you’re the cracks in my walls
think i’m a breaking a promise again
don’t gaslight me i’m not your toy (ah)
wrapped around your finger (ah)
i’m torn inside my mind is light no more (ah)
cut deep my sight lost to your thorn (ah)

@glitter_throat
bloody hands, bloody legs, bloody heart
feel the pressure of a valve
that’s about to give out
i’m dying, pulling out thorns
i’m trying
(it’s never enough)
even on the floor, bleeding
but i always suck it up, i can’t get enough
i’m a victim to myself, i just play it out
if i’m dead and gone
do my wounds play a song?
so you know you were wrong?
even when i’m dead, i’m playing along

@anti-light
this passing of time
i’m missing months in my diary
this passion aligns
with your indifference entirely
i keep coming back to your comfort
chains ‘round my heart
you’re the cracks in my walls
think i’m a breaking a promise again
don’t gaslight me i’m not your toy (ah)
wrapped around your finger (ah)
i’m torn inside my mind is light no more (ah)
cut deep my sight lost to your thorn (ah)

Thorn w/ glitterthroat (melik)

https://soundcloud.com/1lav
https://soundcloud.com/faidev
https://soundcloud.com/1zarki
https://soundcloud.com/plec0
https://soundcloud.com/nokerbforever
https://soundcloud.com/prod_dxvi
https://soundcloud.com/mis4ortune

chosen

CHOSEN +FAIDEV, ZARKI, PLEC0 & NOKERB

w/ @xlytra
prod: @sakusdeath

@anti-light
you’re my sun
forever shine so bright
but to you i’m just a star
up in the sky all night
feel the presence of your absence
when i see you walking with another
yeah, my tears so full of passion, they glow

can’t you see
i’m still suffering so much
that i can’t breathe
i think i’m suffocating
and it’s killing me
i’m still tryna comprehend this
are you’re kidding me
why you gotta complicate it like that
wish i could travel to the past
and do it over my way
i messed up but you know
my heart is in the right place
i spin around
eternal cycles that i can’t escape
yeah, i’ve been waiting for your voice
to fill this silent space
can’t you see
i’m still suffering so much
that i can’t breathe
i think i’m suffocating
and it’s killing me
i’m still tryna comprehend this
you can leave me like waste
though, know you can’t just replace me like that

@xlytra
can’t you see that i’m down
can’t you see that i need you (need you)
i am hopeless in love
suffocate at the thought of you
i forgot the light it’s been so long
without your touch the stars are gone
now i’m falling into pieces
break my heart into tiny shrouds
and give me something to believe in again
the moon is beautiful isn’t it
a shooting star but can’t wish for me
a cruel existence in misery
without you i’m falling
can’t fix my faults but i’m all in
fight for my sanity
chase you in your vanity
at the expense of my mortality

@anti-light
you’re my sun
forever shine so bright
but to you i’m just a star
up in the sky all night
feel the presence of your absence
when i see you walking with another
yeah, my tears so full of passion, they glow
you’re my sun
forever shine so bright
but to you i’m just a star
up in the sky all night
feel the presence of your absence
when i see you walking with another
yeah, my tears so full of passion, they glow

Suffocating w/ Lytra ($aku)

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

thx for all the plays recently im rlly humbled by the support :>
prod @prod_dxvi
TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:

every time i look in your eyes i just want to die
too much in my mind every time, think i'll lose it now
feel it building up, i cant talk, i cant do this now
gotta give it up, i cant walk, i cant leave and go
i just feel the same, feeling lost, dont know whats up next
i dont want to run but im done, cant put up with this
tell me where to go i dont know what im doing now
pick me up and choose, i cant fix myself, never could

i think ill lose myself
and i know i cant fix my health
all these pills that i take
they cant ever make me feel the same way
not as i did back then

i cant make this end
wish i could but i cant pretend
ill lose my mind when you look at me again
(look at me again, look at me again)

every time i look in your eyes i just want to die
too much in my mind every time, think i'll lose it now
feel it building up, i cant talk, i cant do this now
gotta give it up, i cant walk, i cant leave and go
i just feel the same, feeling lost, dont know whats up next
i dont want to run but im done, cant put up with this
tell me where to go i dont know what im doing now
pick me up and choose, i cant fix myself, never could

lost

lost (dxvi)

ੈ✩‧₊˚👾⊥🧘🏻˚₊‧✩ ੈ✧.*м𝓎Ⓢ𝐭𝒾ℂ𝕆𝔯є✧.*
蟲師 ##༉₊˚hopeless romantic :,) ⚕ शिवशक्ति ♡

Suffocating w/ Lytra ($aku)

✰Anti-Light✰

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