bonus track to my ep "tendencies", didn't plan to make this song, it just happened
prod. by @THERSX

a life for you (prod. THERSX)

where did u go this time, i cannot find
what if i give u my life, would you even try?
i had no one by my side, everybody left me to die
and they lie, yeah they lie

i dont wanna die like this
i dont wanna be alone for good
i dont wanna live this way
i promise ima change
im trying to change
just gimme a chance

SPOTIFY

Where did u go (prod. Aureola)

roots

prod by me
thank you @afterlifedispatch for showing me this grouper sample

They Breathe Somehow

lately i been drowning 
shawty see me frowning
i don' like my world 
gettin' stress from all surroundings x2

i've been drownin' lately 
no lifeguard to save me 
swim me out to safety 
everybody hate me x2

i think i think too much 
i don't like being pushed 
and when i'm by myself 
that's when i'm feeling good 

i'm drowning, i'm drowning, i'm drowning, i'm drowning

cover art by @wiindigoo

drowning (prod. kewan)

Broke Reality Ca$per X Wavylouii

Things Change (prod. Andrew Warren)

Carter Tomorrow - Vanity Prescriptions -2023

suisside x pasteldrip- whatever (prod.majzkluani) [FULL VERSION]

i hate the quiet :(       music video on yt in bio :p

LYRICS-


I sit alone in my coat 
This my home for the day 
I just had to get away 
I don’t care about the weather 
I be cold anyways 
& the thing about forever is it never goes away 
Like I’m always in pain

I ain’t eating today 
Keep the people away with a hood round my face 
Please don’t look at my face 
But I’ll say I’m never better with a smile everyday 
I ain’t never saying never but it never goes away 

Watch my blood pool cus I hate myself 
Ima take more till I ain’t myself 
Lay my body on the floor 
While I hold it my breath 
Ima take a couple more 
I don’t care about myself

(Durahan)
I don’t wanna feel this way 
It’s hard to explain
I could talk to another but it just ain’t the same 
I’m thinking about my mistakes 
And the problems I create 
It was better back then 
I don’t like how things have changed 

I tried to take the pain away
But it always seems to stay
I can feel it in my veins 
And you can see it in my eyes 
I’m not okay

never goes away ft. durahan (prod. lorian)

lyrics:

i been givin up hope for a min now
aint nobody seemin motherfuckin different now
aint nobody wanna be
wit me now
& then u proved me wrong

i admit i aint always gon be this strong
takin drugs wit u some nights r gone some night r gon be long

ion kno wtf is wrong
wit me
but u help wif wtf is fuckin wrong wit me

u make me feel ok
n luvd

a life for you (prod. THERSX)

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