Love this so much, I TRY TO RUN AWAY BUT I DONT GET VERY FAR THE ONLY TIME I FEEL IS WHEN YOU IN MY HEART 💔💔💔💔

C Z I L E R A

YOUCANHAVEMEFORTHENIGHT

oilcolor: @oilcolor / @moplush 

it’s  like I’m holding on with broken hands 
i see these lies out the corner of my eye 
when i grow up i wanna be a ghost 
so i can see how you feel when i’m not as close

ill pretend i’m in my old bed
tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head 
construct a world in which i’m safe again 
growing up,
giving up 
i wish i’d never left     


full nelson (n,n. x oilcolor)

PILLOW TALK REMIX

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

skully

@shallowvera

xoxoxxoo ... Милый и эмо

new soundcloud with my vocals: https://soundcloud.com/ilykarma

ilykarma on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gTZ5Mf85zN4465uIoypMg 

Karma Rhythm on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4GFq168yisTZUu8JlWL1kg

Karma Rhythm on Apple Music: https://apps.apple.com/us/artist/karma-rhythm/id1138144058

instagram @ Omg_karma: https://www.instagram.com/omg_karma

full discography (free download): https://karmarhythm.bandcamp.com/music

spotify

leave me alone - karma rhythm, shallow vera

Vocals and art by @hiitshmwav, prod by me

Follow wav:
@hiitshmwav
twitter.com/hmwav
www.instagram.com/hmwav/

Lyrics:

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

im by myself you missed your chance
i knew that u would leave me here again
to decay all on my own
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
as you were yet to show

induced by your simplicities
and everythig u said to me
it dragged me back to memories
of when we first met
and when we first kissed
my lips have never felt so numb

you take the pain away
might blow my brain today
i'm i alive today?
i don't even know myself
i'm so worried for my health
and i know u miss the way it use to feel
and the way it felt so real

im by myself you missed your chance
(Alone again)
i knew that u would leave me here again
(Alone again)
to decay all on my own
(Alone again)
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
(Alone again)

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

hm.wav - idk myself (prod. rodger)

Music Video on Elevator <3 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfo3pI2nALw

Thanks for all the support on my 1st EP - I wanna keep posting new stuff so show your friends & help me make more music love u guys <3
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Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by: Alec Jackson

***
LYRICS:

Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)


Just another boy from the midwest
Leaving all my friends, whats the difference
They don't know a damn thing about me
Leave it all behind, let 'em doubt me
I just wanna know what you in it for
I been all alone, can you check your phone
I just need somebody to talk to...


Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)

Spotify

@prodreaper

lyrics:
i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time 
you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

my head is fucked i've had enough
because of you now i can't trust
i am scared to show my love

i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time

you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

and hate is all i give to you
holding secrets i never knew 
do what you gotta do 
but i can't show my love to you

i hope it hurts (prod. reaper)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

ＨＯＷ　ＤＩＤ　ＷＥ　
ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
--------
whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

follow jay vee

all alone (prod. jay vee)

Produced by @jakkyboi 
Mixed by @IOFMUSIC
Cover art @emotionalbuu
Yea
girl ya bad but ya basic (yea you are)
I can see you runnin fast in your asics (very far)
Around the track and i hope you never make it (and i can't discard)
Cause the whole time i was picturing you naked (woah)

Woah 
didnt expect you to be that rude (yea you are)
Well i think your pretty cool i like your tattoos (bad thus far)
Not to mention that i really wanna fuck you (still want more)
The only problem is that i could never trust you (no)

Hey
How you been? & Where ya friends at? (how ya been)
I know they always use to shit on me i get that (where ya friends)
And everytime i think about it i kinda miss that (cause im cool with it)
And i just pulled up put my heart inside a giftbag (gross)

How
Do you think that you deserve me (how do you)
I know your oh-so-perfect body hella curvy (im proud of you)
Im Kinda crazy super weird and really quirky (but he's mad at me)
If i was your dad i would prolly wanna hurt me (oh)

He saw me!
He said hey i got you a lil present
I didnt wanna hesitate and try guessin
What was inside
the next thing i heard was a shot outside
In my direction!
I hope this teaches you a lesson
That whats i heard him screaming
As i was busy seeking
Looking for some protection

I know that your up 
too no good at times
I feel invincible
i cant lie

I told her
Time is running out were only getting 
older
Stupid words never really console her (and they don't work)
Thats when i realized i cant control her (and it does hurt)
Then i remembered

Bangss Vs. Dad! (+ jakkyboí)

spotify/apple music

single off my EP

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@taxpurposes

9TAILS:
When I'm winding down
On my own at night
I think of the things that I control in life
I really hope majority I handle right
I shit out what to do and cross my fingers tight
Can I reserve a halo
Based on how my day go
If we talking whole life
Then send me to the charcoal
Send me to the devil
Stripped of all my medals 
It don't matter my credentials 
I'm stuck inside my mental
Like woah
Lemme out lemme go
Got a five star meal out in west to
Ion even got no shoes no coat
Cherry coke and some dominos fuck a dinner I can see frosty roads
I'll freeze 
Camping out in the east
Shit was a crazy 2018

I'm a cozy soul
Living in my cozy room
Bumping cozyboy
It got me in a cozy mood
In a lonely mood
I got some friends that's lonely too
We got each other though
We love our little lonely crew
Somebody loving you
I know your scared Cause you don't understand what lovers do
I know your scared cause usually they stay away from you
But hey theyre picking you
I wouldn't be surprised if they  might know the feeling too

Lay down
I know you got family problems 
But they not around
Let it out girl
Pout 
Cry, breakdown
I'll be here to help out
I'm concerned for ur health girl
We should eat out
You been skipping meals
Trust me I been down that road I'll make you stop the wheels
Calories are hourly with me you know the deal
Talking bout depression girl i just got off the pills
Questions bout prescriptions I could answer em for real
The headaches and the therapy you know I know the feel
Sitting up at night I keep on praying that you heal
I know you'll win my baby got a skin thats made of steel
Wonderwomen type deal

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

download

zzz (ft. 9tails & taxpurposes)

something else

Cold Play (prod. Jakkyboi)

prod/mix - fats'e

THX 4  20k FOLLOWERS ON HERE <3

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good at being lonely pt II

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