stuck in this feedback loop

written: me & @polar333
prod: @prodbyjoshwa

don't know what u want me to do
what u want me to say
stay stuck in this feedback loop
for the rest of my days

ur trying to save me
stop holding ur breath
way that things have been lately
i'm otw to my death

wipe ur tears, solve ur problems
idk what to do
so close to the bottom
i should try smth new

smth's gotta give
i'm cavin in
cus life's a bitch
n i'm sick of it

if there's no trick to fitting in
ur the best at hiding it

all the bs aside
i tried too many times
to get u out of my mind
idk what is right

too high in my bedroom
in love wit the old u
the one i was close to
before someone closed u

so close to the bottom
waiting on ur texts
idk if i want em
forget about an ex
i already forgot em
jus wanna sign some checks
i don't wanna be forgotten

uh oh, i think we gettin too close
oh no, can we take things slow
i hope it's better days down the road
but u know that ain't how shit goes

wipe ur tears, solve ur problems
idk what to do
so close to the bottom
i should try smth new

smth's gotta give
i'm cavin in
cus life's a bitch
n i'm sick of it

if there's no trick to fitting in
ur the best at hiding it

all the bs aside
i tried too many times
to get u out of my mind
idk what is right

too high in my bedroom
in love wit the old u
the one i was close to
before someone closed u

spotify

hiding it (joshwa)

@gonima has been on the SVNSET WAVES radar for 6 years now, so it is a true, true honor to finally present his new EP, Strands, with you all. The EP features four gorgeously intricate new original tracks from the Montreal-based producer, each fizzling and dissolving into a mesmerizingly complex yet comforting world. I can only imagine that this is what a computer's daydreams might sound like.
In addition to the four original tracks, each song has a coinciding remix. From @heoliene's hypnotizingly clicky minimalism, to @brakence's super-textural glitch pop, @jimkimchi's vast hyper-IDM complexion, and Permutia's (@fltx & @m_y_s_e_l_f) goofy illbient banger this EP truly has something in it for all the glitch heads.
In addition to its digital release, a limited edition cassette will also accompany the release. Be sure to stream the album, support the artists, and pick up a tape. Huge thanks to gonima for making this absolute treasure of a release and being patient through the tedious process, all of the remixers, who gave their beautiful minds and perspectives on these tracks, Jesse Osborne-Lanthier for the perfect artwork, and all of the listeners who chose to make memories with these songs. Love you all!

Stream/Buy Cassette

gonima - Cavern Music (brakence Remix)

spot of sunlight

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sos   

I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

guitars dannyboyoo 
prod corefish

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet

And I didn't know that
Everything was fucked
Before we thought to face the ground
And now I'm
Tryna find the sun
But I can hardly settle down
Oh why am I staying up out of the sightline
Laying in wait from a far cry
Praying I'm late when the heart die
The heart die

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
I know my soul
But if I know myself I can't do the same
Fear of the toll and the blurry vision
I can't stay away
Lost in atonement, going overboard to fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet
It's easier, I know, but then the feeling of control slips away

Bitch, I might
I might talk
But my gut is spinning all night
You give likes
Give me something and it's all right
A new cartridge in my pen made me all right
Made me all right
Made me, made me

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

HEART

streaming elroy.70angels.com/crybaby

produced by elroy, chris marek, scro, rj pasin, jacob geoffrey & ty lorenzo

Crybaby

beatnik - Brakence

Glitter featuring jais
produced by ACBH, jais, and torr

Glitter (feat. jais)

DOIT4U w/ Fishi

little bit of liquor by Ryan Leahan + aldrch

little bit of liquor w/ aldrch

Clementine

trying some pop stuff

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you are known to be awkward
if she selfish wouldn’t walk over
you don’t even want to talk about it
you just want to hit the gas forward
you just want to fucking ask for it
you don't ever want to argue
you don’t ever want an issue
you don’t even gotta take orders
you know well she never fake offers
will it go to plan or cascade off it
in front of everything you made
fuck it till you're confident enough for fucks sake
gotta take off with your smug face 
gotta codepend on what’s next for you
you know how to do this well don’t you   
only done enough to fake

you been holding on to shit for a minute
you don’t need my luck you got retention
only need to fuck up like you invented it
only reason why this worked out for you
and it’s looking like this time you got blurred vision
only been up front since been forgiven
you don’t need no time to make a decision
you been thinking too much lately

you just wanna show her that you love
cos in a minute you’ll be burning on rubber
win a battle and you're trying not to lay back
you don’t wanna stay there underneath the covers
face facts need a mouth before you mutter
maybachs not for undercover
wait that’s not good reason the crying
you better look into her eye before the shutter
it’s only everything you wanted in the front row
know you been faking ever since the sun rose
every week you're thinking your luck froze
no more sheets can cure your what you’ll upvote
so you just keep waiting for the time being that I'll walk out front

Glitter (feat. jais)

Anything Could Be Here