1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

hysteria

produced by:
@ayyitsryo
@janeremover
[lyrics]
i think im losing it
we come back here like every time why are we doing this
you say fuck me, then fuck you
wait chill out i love you
put nothing above you
i swear that i mean it, i dont
we told them all it was perfect
well in the end, was it worth it?
white lies turn to long nights wondering why
i guess ill see u in the next life

you told me sunday you were leaving
you packed your bags, say goodbye, cause you're heading off
still hoping someday that you leave him
i guess that some would say you're better off
i gave you all that i could, it was never enough
but i hoped that it would be
you said its all for the best, you don't seem that impressed
im not saying you should be

perfect (ryo + jane)

induratize

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

prod me :) ft. @alkylartist 
guitars by @notdiscxrdia

jig is up
jury's out
ill pass away before i figure out
who to trust
who to doubt
were in the dark
i tore the curtains down

baby u always on my mind so obsessively 
i know ur body and ur time sold separately 
u always hit me up when life is gettin me down
ill skip the freakout 
survive on my own volition

this shit always happen when i open up
we ran it back round 2 bc im close enough
n i dont wanna let u down i know ur hopes are up
this case is open, shut
a four leafed clover still aint got the luck i need baby

*alkyl*
Cause how do I bridge the gap between?
What I want and what you see in me, baby?

Just had to let off some steam
It gets crazier the more you have to talk to me
Why’d expectations arise past the ones that we set?
Cause god, always leave me shameful
Playing it careful

Yeah, I swear shit gets painful
When you talk you me
Tried to align my ideals to meet your strategy
You earned my trust just to fuse it with your fallacies
Why can’t you take a plea?
Guess I’ll just sow myself up
“Court adjourned”, baby

slated w/ alkyl

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

prod. blank & scro 

lyrics: love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
shawty too good
she been doing all of the things 
that you couldn't 
too bad so sad i'm with a new one
and she lovin' it 
she like when im rough with it
like when i pull her hair
and call her my fuckin bitch uh
i know she fuck with it
i'm the man
and she say it while she suckin it
oh man
addicted to her tan
take you back home and 
i'm meeting her again
and i know it's fucked up
but she got me fucked up
i'm just playing with your head
but she's so good leave me no regrets
love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
suffocating to temptation
i can't help but play this game
through my lies and blinded eyes
you see i go with no refrain
wasting time 
i know inside that it ain't right
but fuck it's nice 
i'll roll the dice and pay the price
to set my feelings aside. 


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